Category: Beginnings

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Good Friday

Yesterday was good friday, and my prayer was that we all get a refill. What I mean by that, is simple. Lately we have all been feeling the effects from the assault, it’s not exactly quality time with your favorite loved one. This need for negative energy has become so pervasive that it now affects how we feel, that is, how we feel, 24 hours a day. This effect can only be said to diminish with the use of substances (drugs) or with the altering of how you feel, with a God doing the editing.

So what nobody realized from this was something that I wrote about a few days ago in my journal, the pieces of paper I keep next to my desk, which my computer is on. We sort of “lost” something, each one of us, when we progressed forward, the catch is, this thing might not return. The good feelings and vibes we get from drinking alcohol, are replaced by a Russian Cold Air.

There’s just one problem here amongst all of this. You might read this and say, so we feel like shit, so what, there’s still the progress we’ve made, but I must alert you to the fact that it has taken our Ancestors a very, very long time to get to where we are, and alot of blood has been shed. They are losing something that they hold to themselves as great as say, it being like a second death, the other half of you dies, but you keep on living.

I have argued that the progress they have or had hoped to make is still there, there are some things that remain the same, Moscow advances, or Moscow Rules, despite the cost we have seen imposed upon us.

It’s really hard to explain this stuff, which is why it might seem foggy, it’s like taking part of your brain, the brain part responsible for like pleasure, and just gutting it out, like some butcher or something. The loss seems too high to pay.

But we have our position, our progress. What we were hoping to do, to gain against the negative, has been achieved, it just got the best of us. So you might say, in the face of this, why would we bother to progress even farther, when we are risking…

Yes, we are risking like everything, holding back some kind of nuclear religion taking control over the whole country, but we were risking that before, remember the negative can’t exactly think, it’s not smart, and can be easily outsmarted, I think we are going to do just that, at least this time.

Picture of Madness, sitting at his Desk, Circa 1956 0

Welcome Back x3

I decided I would give it one last run, I say that because I don’t know if anyone reads this. There’s no comments, though, I don’t really comment on other pages…

I just got Windows 11 working on my computer, my motherboard had an issue that it came with it wouldn’t run any Windows, then they came out with a patch in september of last year, I had been on linux previous because of it.

I spent all my time distro-hopping from Redhat to Ubuntu and then back again, and then to Debian, different versions of Debian, then to Unix, so i’ve really tried all the Operating Systems and the amount of software for windows, although windows is slightly slower, it lags a bit when you first turn it on, or try to do something major, the amount of available software more than makes up for the slight speed gain, and the slightly-more amount of spyware and viruses.

So far it does actually run the different programs, Office, or Visual Studio, it runs these things, though, for Visual Studio (surprise) when I say this your gonna say, “No Way!” but Microsoft’s C++ doesn’t really function, it doesn’t really compile, so you have to download a specific Visual Studio that works with Intel’s (free) C++, so you have the Microsoft IDE and Intel C++ and that is as far as I know the only way to program C++ on windows…

I wrote a note to Lord Vader, it said something along the lines of…

Look at all these scenarios of pain and suffering, Jesus Christ, look at what happened because of his death, look at the death of me in Cooks Forest state prison, look at the result of all of these negative things. I had a really good conversation with this guy that stopped at my house, earlier in the day was the Baltimore Bridge thing, look at what all this stuff is pointing at…

We’ve got to do something to prevent something else from happening just as a result of us finding out about this, we have to be honest. I have always been honest, it’s a policy that I live by, to accurately report, whatever that report may be. I’ve never reported something that I didn’t believe was true, unless it was just to make a point or something.

So we have this situation where the requirement is like, lots of bad stuff happening, and we’ve got to rush to try to stop the initial race to cause something bad.

So I do push as hard as I can for the best possible situation, if 0 meant humanity is extinct, and 100 is like no damage being taken at all, I am aiming for 100, but will take 99 if I can’t get 100, and i’ll take 98 if I can’t get 99…

So it goes, we rush to try to make not the best we can make of it, but to try to make it best.

Tell me, what comes next, “Ba-wit-da-ba” _________________________

(did you guess da-bang-da-bang-diggy?)