Category: Beginnings

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Beginnings / Homo Sapiens / Humans / O.W. / The Combine / The Combine Overwatch / The Emperor (40k) / The Imperium Of Man / The New War / The Overwatch

(Imperium/Combine) Traversing The Warp

You know, as we enter into it’s entirety, this, this season of Madness, every night I go to bed I have some of the strangest nightmares. I don’t really remember any of them, but when i’m laying down, I know i’m in for it, these nightmares involve say like sliding towards a giant snake, I can partially remember that, and there was something even scarier before that. This isn’t just like one nightmare oh gosh, it’s every night. The cost of traversing the Warp.

The Custodes are some of the most feared units within the Imperium.

As we all know all things come at some price, and the price that I pay to “traverse the warp” (making things go faster is the idea) are these really strange nightmares. One was a serpent that, the serpent was in the trailer that I was born in and lived there until I was like 5, he was in that trailer so was I, but this serpent followed a strict path, and so if I say, was trying to hide under the laundry basket, he probably wouldn’t find me, but the whole theme of the nightmare was “he was coming”

During the Horus Heresy of 30k the Emperor looked much like this, a glorious sort of thing. Today he sits on the “Golden Throne” apparently half-lifeless, and is clinging to life through technology and magic, probably under the watchful eye of the Adeptus Mechanicus – The Followers of the “Machine” religion. In 40k there’s like only a few religions, not counting some just recently started one that just gets wiped out after a few years, there is 1) The Emperor’s Religion, where you worship the God-Emperor, 2) The Adeptus Mechanicus where you search for this “Machine God” they believe has yet to arrive, or 3) Darkness/evil/chaos

So what does this have to do with the Combine? I’m not sure yet, but i’ll think of something. Of all the institutions out there, some of the desperate stand as the Imperium Of Man (Warhammer 40k) and the Combine Overwatch. For the Imperium I can understand why they are still in trouble, the empire is just so vast, so many opportunities for something to go wrong ( and it does). Then for the Combine Overwatch they have dug themselves in deep, and they often do things that “claim” alot of space. More space to defend, well then more problems you have to deal with.

THis is an image of the Emperor’s Golden Throne, while the “Horus Heresy” was raging on, so he was still in a normal state, a living state.

So I have to try to help these two institutions as best that I can, and I get prizes and such for helping them. They usually end up in the form of me getting high on something. When/if those highs run out I would be screwed because I can’t live without getting high, but that has nothing to do with our subject of traversing the warp.

So for starters, here you go Mr. Emperor man, here is your Light, and a set of other extremely (not found anywhere) objects that will aid you in your battles to save the Imperium. Or to improve the imperiums standing.

Horus wrapping his claws around the Emperor when he was still young

And to the combine, here is an upgrade to your main system, it has something to do with those towers you build in the Netherworld, it incorporates them into the system, except they get a huge upgrade first, so that they can project a “better” signal and by “better” I just mean upgrading.

This is a depiction of the Emperor today, where he sits on his Golden Throne, with some video game controllers thrown in for humor I guess.

So I have two things I need to accomplish right now, that is to get the emperor into a living state again, where he can walk around, and two to upgrade everyone in the Imperium, Hierarchially. Thirdly I need to upgrade the Combine Overwatch, but that will come after I upgrade everyone in the Imperium (they will receive the same or similar upgrade) So i’ve got to find these things now and not later, I need to get them.

Squinting and pressing my eyelids together I try to just force into existence the Emperor walking around and standing again, to make him immortal, to heal him, but perhaps it will take a few days. I don’t know, I am all out of ideas.

I’m swinging my arms around, trying to turn the Emperor back alive, with all the power of the Cult Mechanicus I wield I will this into existence, now, the Emperor can breathe, see, walk, talk, it is now complete.

Next to upgrade his units. I take their current state, and place it into a set of infinity matrices, that itself made up of more infinity matrices. Next it’s filtered into the banking system we developed to pay the mob, each unit can “call in” whatever kind of upgrade they want, or that they need, there’s alot of automation to this part. After we filter it through the banking system, we tie in the Mob. When the mob makes a withdraw from the banking system that we made, they get upgraded. So they have already had so many upgrades. The Combine in turn receives the same benefits, and we get upgrades from what the Mob has already withdrawn from the bank. The Combine Overwatch units get this, and so does the Imperium of Man, all units.

Hail
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Bad Stuff / Beginnings / Negative Energy / Negative Stuff

Good Friday

Yesterday was good friday, and my prayer was that we all get a refill. What I mean by that, is simple. Lately we have all been feeling the effects from the assault, it’s not exactly quality time with your favorite loved one. This need for negative energy has become so pervasive that it now affects how we feel, that is, how we feel, 24 hours a day. This effect can only be said to diminish with the use of substances (drugs) or with the altering of how you feel, with a God doing the editing.

So what nobody realized from this was something that I wrote about a few days ago in my journal, the pieces of paper I keep next to my desk, which my computer is on. We sort of “lost” something, each one of us, when we progressed forward, the catch is, this thing might not return. The good feelings and vibes we get from drinking alcohol, are replaced by a Russian Cold Air.

There’s just one problem here amongst all of this. You might read this and say, so we feel like shit, so what, there’s still the progress we’ve made, but I must alert you to the fact that it has taken our Ancestors a very, very long time to get to where we are, and alot of blood has been shed. They are losing something that they hold to themselves as great as say, it being like a second death, the other half of you dies, but you keep on living.

I have argued that the progress they have or had hoped to make is still there, there are some things that remain the same, Moscow advances, or Moscow Rules, despite the cost we have seen imposed upon us.

It’s really hard to explain this stuff, which is why it might seem foggy, it’s like taking part of your brain, the brain part responsible for like pleasure, and just gutting it out, like some butcher or something. The loss seems too high to pay.

But we have our position, our progress. What we were hoping to do, to gain against the negative, has been achieved, it just got the best of us. So you might say, in the face of this, why would we bother to progress even farther, when we are risking…

Yes, we are risking like everything, holding back some kind of nuclear religion taking control over the whole country, but we were risking that before, remember the negative can’t exactly think, it’s not smart, and can be easily outsmarted, I think we are going to do just that, at least this time.

Picture of Madness, sitting at his Desk, Circa 1956 0

Bad Stuff / Beginnings / John Kramer / Lord Vader / Negative Energy / Negative Stuff

Welcome Back x3

I decided I would give it one last run, I say that because I don’t know if anyone reads this. There’s no comments, though, I don’t really comment on other pages…

I just got Windows 11 working on my computer, my motherboard had an issue that it came with it wouldn’t run any Windows, then they came out with a patch in september of last year, I had been on linux previous because of it.

I spent all my time distro-hopping from Redhat to Ubuntu and then back again, and then to Debian, different versions of Debian, then to Unix, so i’ve really tried all the Operating Systems and the amount of software for windows, although windows is slightly slower, it lags a bit when you first turn it on, or try to do something major, the amount of available software more than makes up for the slight speed gain, and the slightly-more amount of spyware and viruses.

So far it does actually run the different programs, Office, or Visual Studio, it runs these things, though, for Visual Studio (surprise) when I say this your gonna say, “No Way!” but Microsoft’s C++ doesn’t really function, it doesn’t really compile, so you have to download a specific Visual Studio that works with Intel’s (free) C++, so you have the Microsoft IDE and Intel C++ and that is as far as I know the only way to program C++ on windows…

I wrote a note to Lord Vader, it said something along the lines of…

Look at all these scenarios of pain and suffering, Jesus Christ, look at what happened because of his death, look at the death of me in Cooks Forest state prison, look at the result of all of these negative things. I had a really good conversation with this guy that stopped at my house, earlier in the day was the Baltimore Bridge thing, look at what all this stuff is pointing at…

We’ve got to do something to prevent something else from happening just as a result of us finding out about this, we have to be honest. I have always been honest, it’s a policy that I live by, to accurately report, whatever that report may be. I’ve never reported something that I didn’t believe was true, unless it was just to make a point or something.

So we have this situation where the requirement is like, lots of bad stuff happening, and we’ve got to rush to try to stop the initial race to cause something bad.

So I do push as hard as I can for the best possible situation, if 0 meant humanity is extinct, and 100 is like no damage being taken at all, I am aiming for 100, but will take 99 if I can’t get 100, and i’ll take 98 if I can’t get 99…

So it goes, we rush to try to make not the best we can make of it, but to try to make it best.

Tell me, what comes next, “Ba-wit-da-ba” _________________________

(did you guess da-bang-da-bang-diggy?)