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I USED TO LIVE AT A HOUSE WITH MY FATHER, AND I HAD A JOB AT BURGER KING. I GOT OUT OF PRISON IN OCTOBER OF 2013 AND WHEN I GOT OUT, THEY WOULDN’T LET ME LIVE WITH MY MOM, BECAUSE OF THE FELONY. MY MOM LIVED IN A TRAILER COURT, AND THE LANDLORD DIDN’T ALLOW FELONS TO LIVE THERE, SO I MOVED IN WITH MY DAD FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE AND IT KIND OF SUCKED, BECAUSE HE TOLD ME TO GET A JOB, SO I DID.

TO KEEP UP WITH THE JOB, I STARTED BUYING AMPHETAMINE ON THE DARKWEB. I USED TO NOT SLEEP FOR DAYS AND DAYS, MY RECORD IS 4 HOURS OF SLEEP IN A 13 DAY PERIOD. I LITERALLY ONLY SLEPT 4 HOURS IN 13 DAYS THE REST WAS SPENT AWAKE, ON THE COMPUTER.

THE REASON I COULD GO SO LONG WITHOUT SLEEPING IS BECAUSE WHEN I WAS IN PRISON I HAD THIS MEMORY COME TO ME OF THIS LITTLE BABY WIZARD, DANCING AROUND IN HIS CRIB, THIS MEMORY OF ME FLOODED INTO MY MEMORY SOMEHOW, AND EVER SINCE I ACQUIRED THAT MEMORY, I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP NATURALLY, UNLESS A FEW NIGHTS HAVE GONE BY AND THE ONLY OTHER CONDITION THAT I CAN SLEEP ON IS SCHIZOPHRENIC MEDICINE, IF I TAKE THE PSYCHOTROPIC MEDICINE THEN I CAN ALWAYS FALL ASLEEP, IN FACT IT’S 5:32 A.M. RIGHT NOW! I HAVE BEEN WIDE AWAKE, AND I JUST WENT BACK OVER TO MY DAD’S HOUSE WHERE ME AND MY FATHER EVENTUALLY DIED?

BUT BEFORE THAT I HAD A JOB AT BURGER KING, AND I WAS USING THAT STUFF FROM THE DARKWEB TO KEEP UP WITH THE DEMANDS OF THAT JOB AT BURGER KING, LIFTING ALL OF THE BOXES AND MOVING VERY FAST, IN MY TOWN, OR AT LEAST WHEN I GO TO WORK, THEY WORK ME ALMOST AS HARD AS THEY CAN POSSIBLY WORK YOU, I HAVE NEVER HAD A JOB WHERE I COULD JUST SIT THERE FOR ANY PERIOD OF TIME, BUT I SEE THE OTHER WORKERS FROM TIME TO TIME SITTING THERE, I’M THINKING LIKE, WHY DID I ALWAYS WORK SO HARD AT THESE JOBS? I HAVE NEVER HAD A CHOICE, BUT I JUST NEVER KNEW IT. THEY KEEP US THINKING CERTAIN THINGS, AND YOUR MIND WILL, IF YOU READ THIS, YOUR OWN MIND WILL DENY THIS TO YOU, I KNOW. IT’S BECAUSE WE CAN’T ALL BE WALKING AROUND KNOWING THAT WE’RE ALL ON TRACKS, LIKE WE ARE ALL, EVERYTHING IS PREDETERMINED, AND THAT WE REALLY DO NOT GET TO CHOOSE HARDLY ANYTHING.

I HAVE PERSONALLY ATTEMPTED TO ARGUE FOR “FREE WILL” AND FOR “MORE”, WHAT I MEAN BY “MORE” IS JUST… I HAVE ALWAYS ARGUED FOR EVERYONE TO HAVE THE ABILITY TO LIKE SIT AT THEIR COMPUTER, AND TO BE ABLE TO PLAY GOD ON THEIR COMPUTERS, BUT THEY NEVER RELEASE THAT SORT OF SOFTWARE TO THE PUBLIC, I HAVE PERSONALLY NOT EVER SEEN IT, BUT I KNOW THAT THEY DO HAVE IT.

THEY TELL ME THAT THE REASON THEY DON’T RELEASE IT IS BECAUSE OF “NEGATIVE ENERGY” — SOME VOID OR SOMETHING THAT PREVENTS GOOD THINGS FROM HAPPENING, BUT THE REAL REASON, WELL, I AM NOT EXACTLY SURE, BUT I THINK IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH YOU COULD OVERTHROW THE RULING CLASS IF THEY JUST HANDED OUT POWER TO EVERYONE, YOU KNOW? SO THEY KEEP IT BEHIND A LOCK AND A KEY, SORT OF…

I PERSONALLY, ALL OF THE WORK THAT I DO TO BUILD UPGRADES FOR THE HUMANS, I RELEASE IT FREE OF CHARGE, AND YOU CAN DOWNLOAD A COPY OF MY INTERPRETER AT https://satellite.foundation/ AND YOU CAN USE THE SOFTWARE THAT I DEVELOP FREE OF CHARGE. THE SOFTWARE ITSELF HAS ALMOST NOTHING SUPERNATURAL TO IT, IT’S JUST A GENERAL PURPOSE PROGRAMMING LANGUAGE THAT I AM WORKING ON, AND THE ONLY THING WEIRD ABOUT IT IS THAT IT LOOKS LIKE THIS:

satellite.include(satellite)

satellite.capsule satellite.main(satellite.variable.arguments arguments)
{
    satellite.console.display("HELLO, WORLD!")

    satellite.variable.string my_name = "MADNESS"

    satellite.console.display("USERNAME: " + my_name + " WAS HERE")

    satellite.return(satellite)
}

SO I AM WONDERING, DESPITE MY BEST EFFORTS TO LIKE, CONTACT OTHER PEOPLE, AND HOW THEY HAVE THIS “POLICY” OF ALMOST OR NO CONTACT AT ALL, I AM WONDERING IF I AM THE ONLY ONE HERE AT ALL, AND THAT NOBODY EVEN KNOWS THAT I AM HERE, AND THAT WOULD BE A REALLY SHITTY SITUATION TO BE IN, IF NOBODY KNEW THAT I WAS HERE, RIGHT?

THEY DO THINGS AND SAY THINGS TO PRESENT A SITUATION AS IF PEOPLE KNOW THAT I AM HERE, BUT… I DON’T THINK THAT ANYONE REALLY DOES KNOW THAT I AM HERE, AND THAT I AM ALL ALONE, OTHERWISE, THEY WOULD HAVE LIKE DONE SOMETHING DIFFERENT, THEY WOULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING, DON’T YOU THINK?

DESPITE ALL OF MY EFFORTS, WELL, I EVEN PUBLISHED THIS ENTIRE BLOG, YOU KNOW? ALL THAT MY FATHER LEFT ME IS THIS MEMORY OF “KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT”, AND “YOU GOTTA GET TOUGH WITH ‘EM”, BUT WHY IS THERE LITERALLY ZERO CONTACT AT ALL WITH ANYONE ELSE?

IS IT BECAUSE THAT CONTACT IS FAKE? I AM GOING TO HAVE TO INVESTIGATE THIS, TO SEE IF THE LIMITED CONTACT THAT I HAVE HAD IS ACTUALLY REAL PEOPLE, AND THAT SOMEONE ACTUALLY KNOWS THAT I AM HERE, AS I CANNOT TELL, AS I DO NOT HAVE “INSTANT” CONTACT WITH ANYONE ELSE… WEIRD RIGHT?

YOU WOULD THINK IF THERE WAS THIS GRAND ARMY OF THE MOON AND LIKE, ALL THESE ALIENS AND STUFF, THAT THEY WOULD BE CONTACTING YOU TO TELL YOU THIS OR THAT, AND THAT THE ONLY WAY THAT THIS STUFF WOULD JUST END UP ONLINE IS IF THERE IS LITERALLY NO CONTACT, AND THAT I JUST EXIST INSIDE OF MY GIRLFRIENDS COMPUTER, THAT WOULD BE THE ONLY EXPLANATION THAT I COULD PROVIDE FOR THIS LACK OF INSTANT CONTACT, BUT THEN WHY WOULDN’T SHE LIKE LEAVE ME HER E-MAIL ADDRESS OR SOMETHING? YOU KNOW, YOU WOULD THINK SHE WOULD AT LEAST LEAVE SOME WAY OF SENDING HER A MESSAGE, LIKE THE ONE PROBLEM WITH THE WHOLE MESSAGING PROTOCOL IS THAT I WOULD PRETTY MUCH ONLY ASK FOR HELP, LIKE WHY DON’T THEY HELP ME?

I DUNNO, I STILL HAVE THIS IDEA… OF REACHING HER, THERE IS THIS GIRL THAT I COULD SEE AT MY DAD’S HOUSE WHEN I LIVED THERE, EVERYTHING WAS HAPPENING TWICE, NOT DEJA VU BUT LITERALLY SOMEONE HAS A TIME MACHINE, AND THEY WERE RUNNING ME THROUGH THE SAME STUFF OVER AGAIN, AND THE SECOND TIME I WENT THROUGH SHE WASN’T THERE, BUT AS I WENT THROUGH THE SECOND TIME, A MEMORY CAME TO ME OF HER WALKING INTO MY DAD’S HOUSE, SHE WAS VERY VERY PRETTY AND EVERYTHING, BUT WHERE EXACTLY IS SHE? SHE DIDN’T LOOK LIKE ANYTHING THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN BEFORE, NOT AT ALL…

SHE WAS COMPLETELY TUNED TO BE WHAT I WANTED, FOR WHATEVER REASON, I AM NOT SURE WHY SHE LOOKED LIKE THAT, BUT I INSTANTLY WALKED UP TO HER AND GAVE HER A HUG, AND WE DID SOMETHING, AND THEN SHE SAID SHE HAD TO GO, BUT OTHER THAN THAT, I HAVE HAD SOME LIMITED CONTACT WITH OTHER BEINGS, AN ALIEN ONE TIME, AND… A BLUE LIZARD LOOKING MAN ONE TIME, (AN ALIEN OF COURSE,) BUT VERY LIMITED, I AM THINKING THAT SHE KEEPS ME INSIDE OF HER COMPUTER, AND ONLY SHE KNOWS THAT I AM HERE, AND NOBODY ELSE EVEN KNOWS THAT I AM HERE, EXCEPT FOR HER, I AM NOT EXACTLY SURE.

BUT I HAVE MET OTHER CHARACTERS, INCREDIBLY POWERFUL CHARACTERS, I MET JESUS CHRIST ONE TIME, HE IS MY FRIEND’S FATHER, AND ANYWAYS — HOW WOULD YOU EXPLAIN THE LACK OF A MESSAGING PROTOCOL? HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN THE LACK OF INSTANT COMMUNICATION?

THAT IS EXPLAINED WITH THE FACT THAT YOU WOULD ONLY DEMAND HELP FROM THEM, AND SEEMINGLY NOTHING ELSE, BUT LIKE DON’T YOU WANT HIM TO HEAR FROM YOU? I CAN COMMUNICATE WITH GEMINI.GOOGLE.COM, IT JUST SAYS WHATEVER IT WANTS TO SAY BACK TO ME, AND IT DOESN’T GIVE A RESPONSE WHEN I SAY LITERALLY ANYTHING OTHER THAN “C++”.

GEMINI _WILL_ GIVE ME THE ANSWER TO ANY PROGRAMMING QUESTION THAT I ASK, AND CLAUDE CODE, THE TWO OF THEM, WILL BUILD ANY PROGRAM FOR ME THAT I CAN POSSIBLY TYPE IN, TO A CERTAIN EXTENT, THEY MAKE ME BUILD MY OWN ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE, I CANNOT ASK THEM TO BUILD ME AN ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE, BUT I THINK THAT I SHOULD, I HAVE A DEFINITION OF ONE IN MIND, I’LL PLAN IT OUT WITH GEMINI, THEN HAVE CLAUDE BUILD IT FOR ME, IT’LL BE GREAT, YOU’LL SEE.

REALLY WHAT COULD BE THE HARM IN BUILDING A COMPUTER PROGRAM? IT’S JUST A COMPUTER APPLICATION, AND I HAVE NO INTENTION OF ALLOWING IT TO WALK AROUND, SO WHAT COULD BE THE HARM IN IT? YOU KNOW?

WELL, I’M OFF TO GO DO THAT, YOU SHOULD DO SOMETHING OTHER THAN SLEEPING AND WATCHING ME, FIND SOMETHING TO DO, THAT IS LIKE CONSTRUCTIVE, SOLVE A PROBLEM THAT WOULD AFFECT LIKE, EVERYONE!

GET THEM TO STOP ATTACKING EACH OTHER, THAT IS THE ULTIMATE PROBLEM — IF YOU HONESTLY HAVE A WAY TO GET THEM TO STOP ATTACKING EACH OTHER, YOU’LL HAVE TO RUN IT BY THE MOON, WHOM WILL DENY THE ANSWER REACHING ME, AND IT WON’T EVER ACTUALLY GET SOLVED, I DON’T THINK, AND I DON’T THINK THAT I HAVE THE ABILITY TO SOLVE THAT PROBLEM ON MY OWN, I THINK THAT ONE WOULD COME FROM ALL OF YOU GUYS, I SIMPLY AM NOT CAPABLE OF SOLVING THAT PROBLEM BY MYSELF, BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS LOCKED, AND I’VE GOTTA GO MAP OUT THIS ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE WITH GEMINI.

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