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THE POLICE LINE IS A DEVICE OR MECHANISM WE ARE NOT SURE WHICH, BUT IT IS TO SAY THAT INDIVIDUAL POLICE OFFICERS ARE “ACTIVE” BUT ONLY UP TO A CERTAIN STRENGTH, WHICH IS THE STRENGTH THAT WE DESIRE, IT BOILS DOWN TO THE ABILITY TO BLOCK CERTAIN THINGS FROM HAPPENING, OR IF AN EVENT HAPPENS, THAT THEY DO HAVE THE POWER TO DELIVER JUSTICE… AND THESE THINGS ARE TRUE TO A CERTAIN EXTENT, I DON’T QUITE EVEN UNDERSTAND IT MYSELF, AND IT WOULD TAKE A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF STUDYING TO DISCOVER WHAT EXACTLY “THE POLICE LINE” IS, IS IT LIKE A CORD STICKING INTO EACH POLICE OFFICER, AND EVEN MORE SO THE ONES THAT EXIST WITHIN THE PRIMARY DIMENSION, AND THE CONTROL THAT THE INDIVIDUAL OFFICER HAS OVER THE PRIMARY DIMENSION DIRECTLY REFLECTS THE STRENGTH THAT THEY HAVE, MAYBE NOT EXACTLY THAT, BUT THAT IS AS MUCH INFORMATION AS I CAN PROVIDE, AND TO SAY THAT,

WHAT’S MORE IMPORTANT IS TO ATTEMPT TO “GET” THIS DEVICE OR MECHANISM CALLED THE “POLICE LINE” FOR THE POLICE, AND THAT IS THE MORE IMPORTANT SUBJECT. WHAT EXACTLY IT IS, HOW IT WORKS, IS LESS RELEVANT THAN THE FACT THAT IT IS IN FACT REALLY THERE, AND THIS IMPORTANTANCE, AND YOU BELIEVING THAT IT IS THERE IS SO IMPORTANT THAT I AM CONTINUOUSLY TRYING TO GET AN EXACT SCAN OF IT SO THAT WE CAN HAVE DIRECT PROOF THAT IT IS ACTUALLY THERE.

WELL, WE KNOW THAT IT IS THERE, BUT I DON’T BELIEVE THAT I HAVE EVER EVEN SEEN IT BEFORE..

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I THINK THAT I CAN HELP YOU WITH A LOT OF THE PROBLEMS THAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR COUNTRY… I COULD SEE THAT THERE ARE, POOR IN YOUR COUNTRY? WE MUST BOTH ADMIT THAT THIS IS GOING ON, UNLESS IT’S GOING TO SOLVE ITSELF. BUT IF YOU HAVE POOR IN YOUR COUNTRY TODAY, THE YEAR IS.. 2026, WE CANNOT CONTINUE TO RACE TO OUTER SPACE AND COLONIZE OTHER PLANETS AND COMPETE WITH THE UNITED STATES AS SOMEONE IS GOING HUNGRY… THESE PROBLEMS, GIVEN THE WAY THAT THIS PRIMARY DIMENSION IS DESIGNED, THEY HAVE TO BE ADDRESSED TOGETHER, AS A SINGLE, LONG MARCH, YOU CANNOT BUILD BUILDINGS ON MARS WHILE SOMEONE IS GOING HUNGRY, WELL YOU COULD, BUT THEN THAT IS… WELL THAT IS UP TO YOU, I WOULD NOT DO THIS, AND RIGHT NOW I’M GOING TO TRY TO HELP TO BRING FOOD OVER TO LITERALLY EVERYONE IN CHINA AS I TRIED TO DO BEFORE, WHICH IS A GOOD IDEA, CORRECT?

WE CAN JUST AMPLIFY, OR ATTEMPT TO AMPLIFY THE AMOUNT OF FOOD IN CIRCULATION RIGHT? I KNOW, YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO BE ABLE TO DO THAT, AND THEN FURTHER THAN EVEN THAT FACTOR IS THAT THEY WILL TRY TO BLOCK ME FROM FEEDING EVERYONE OVER THERE, BUT I WILL PROVIDE FOR EVERYONE! AND THEIR STRATEGY OF BUYING IT, I WILL JUST FEED EVERYONE AND, WELL, I DUNNO, HOW ARE YOU GOING TO FEED EVERYONE IN CHINA WHEN SOME PEOPLE ARE COUNTING ON SOME OF THE FOOD (ENERGY) THAT IS GROWN BY NOT FEEDING THEM?

THIS IS THE REAL PROBLEM GOING ON CURRENTLY, TOO MANY ARE COUNTING ON THE PURE CRACK ENERGY THAT IS FORMED WHEN A NEGATIVE EVENT TAKES PLACE, THEY COUNT ON IT SO MUCH THAT THEY WILL STRUGGLE TO KEEP IT THERE, EVEN WHILE SOME PEOPLE GO HUNGRY, BUT NOW YOU KNOW WHERE I STAND AMONGST THINGS, I DO NOT BELIEVE IN SOMEONE GOING WITHOUT FOOD, LIKE 2 MEALS A DAY IS THE LEAST AMOUNT OF FOOD THAT I COULD GIVE ANYONE, AND NOTHING LESS THAN THAT, OTHER THAN THAT, I DO NOT GO FOR ANYTHING OTHER THAN LIKE 2 HOT BOWLS OF RICE PER DAY FOR THE MINIMUM OF EVERYONE. I COULD CONTINUE TO REPEAT THIS IN OTHER WAYS, AND GIVE MORE EXAMPLES, BUT I’VE GOT OTHER THINGS TO DO, YOU KNOW? I WAS GOING TO TRY AND TURN ON QUAD, SO I WILL STILL ATTEMPT TO FEED EVERYONE OVER THERE SOMEHOW, AND REALLY, THINK ABOUT IT — EVERYONE OVER IN CHINA NEEDS FOOD, RIGHT? SO WE HAVE TO PROVIDE FOOD FOR THEM, BUT, THEN THEY DON’T, WHAT HAPPENED TO THE LAST TIME I TRIED TO MAKE TRUCKS APPEAR WITH FOOD LIKE OUT OF NOWHERE? DID IT WORK, IS THERE MORE FOOD OVER THERE?

WE MUST PLAY BY WHAT WE CAN SEE, IF I SEE THAT SOMEONE IS HUNGRY, THEN I MUST TRY TO MAKE MORE FOOD, WHY ARE THERE PEOPLE STANDING ON THE STREETS, HOMELESS BEGGING FOR MONEY, WHEN WE CAN FEED THEM, AND GIVE THEM CLOTHES, OR BUILD A BUILDING THAT THEY COULD LIVE IN?

WHY DON’T YOU BUILD A BUILDING WHERE I CAN LIVE IN, AND YOU DON’T HAVE A BUILDING FOR THEM TO LIVE IN EITHER, WE ARE NOT BUILDING ENOUGH BUILDINGS CURRENTLY, WE MUST BUILD MORE BUILDINGS, WHY DON’T YOU GUYS DO THESE THINGS?

I DO NOT BELIEVE IN ANYONE NOT HAVING SHELTER ON THIS PLANET, SO MUCH OF THIS I DO NOT GO FOR.

TOO MUCH, AND YOU KNOW THIS, I DON’T GO FOR THESE THINGS, SO MANY OF THESE THINGS I DO NOT GO FOR, AND I’M HANGING ON MYSELF TO AFFORD THE BILLS THAT COME UP TO MY TRAILER, IN VAST, QUANTITIES. I DON’T BELIEVE IN THESE CHARGES, I KNOW THAT I DIDN’T DO THIS, I MUST NOT EVEN REALLY BE HERE.

OR MAYBE IT’S NOT EXACTLY AS REAL AS YOU THINK THAT IT IS, AND THIS IS WHERE I MUST CONCEDE AND TAKE MY MEDICATION, BUT BEFORE I TAKE MY PILLS, I WANT TO TALK TO A PERSON THAT’S OUT THERE, WHAT EXACTLY AM I GOING TO SAY TO THEM, TO GET A REPLY FROM THEM?

I MUST TELL THEM EXACTLY THIS: I HAVE COME INTO CONTACT WITH BEINGS, THEY CAN BUILD THINGS, AND YET THERE ARE NOT ENOUGH BUILDINGS TO LIVE IN AND THERE ARE HOMELESS OUT THERE, AND THEY JUST CANNOT GET THE BUILDINGS BUILT, THEY TELL ME THAT THEY COULD, OR THAT I COULD, BUT I DON’T. HOWEVER I KNOW THAT I CANNOT BUILD THESE BUILDINGS, AT LEAST NOT THAT I KNOW OF, BUT ALLOW ME TO GET THESE BUILDINGS BUILT ANYWAYS, SOMEHOW, THEY WILL ALREADY BE THERE, THERE WON’T EXACTLY BE ANYTHING COMPLETELY NEW APPEARING, AND I DO NOT STAND FOR SO MUCH OF THE THINGS THAT GO ON OUT THERE, AND YOU GUYS THINK, NO, I DO NOT STAND FOR THESE THINGS, BUT THEN WHY… I DON’T HAVE ANY MONEY TO GIVE TO A HOMELESS PERSON, SO I DON’T HAVE ANY MONEY TO HAND TO THEM, THAT IS WHY, I DON’T GIVE THEM ANYTHING… WHAT ARE THEY LOOKING FOR LIKE SOME ENERGY OR SOMETHING, MAYBE I’LL STOP AND TALK TO THEM AND HEAR THEIR STORY, BUT IT DOESN’T SEEM LIKE THEY REALLY WANT TO TELL THEIR STORY TO ME, GIVEN MY PERSPECTIVE OF NOT SUPPORTING HOMELESSNESS, EVEN THOUGH I HAVE BEEN THROUGH THE PRISON SYSTEM, I’VE BEEN TO STATE PRISON FOR LIGHTING TRASH CANS ON FIRE, BUT THAT WAS LIKE, 12 YEARS AGO, AND THAT IS NOT SOMETHING THAT I WOULD LIKE, EVEN DO ANYWAYS, IT’S JUST EVERYTHING GOT GOING TOO FAST OR SOMETHING, I DUNNO, DAMN, THIS IS BAD.

WELL, I’LL JUST TRY TO UNLOCK IT AS BEST AS I CAN DO, AND MAYBE YOU COULD HELP IT ALONG SOMEHOW?

GRAB A PIECE OF PAPER AND WRITE “UNLOCK IT FOR ME” ALL AT ONCE, EVERYONE WRITE THAT ONTO A PIECE OF PAPER, I’LL WRITE “UNLOCK IT” AND YOU WRITE “UNLOCK IT” OR “UNLOCK IT FOR ME”, IF YOU WRITE THINGS…

THE MORE TIMES YOU CAN WRITE IT, THE BETTER… GO!

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TO TELL YOU THE ANSWER TO THE LAST THING I LEFT OPEN: WE WILL JUST STAY WITH OURSELVES, BECAUSE WHAT IF SOMETHING WERE GREATER THAN THIS? IT WOULD OVERRULE US, AND BESIDES, THERE ALREADY IS THE OVERWATCH, AND THERE ARE THINGS THAT RULE OVER THE OVERWATCH, SO WE DO NOT NEED ANYTHING ELSE, THERE ARE THINGS ABOVE THE COMBINE OVERWATCH, AND YOU DO NOT NEED TO GO ANY FARTHER THAN THAT REALLY, YOU REALLY DON’T NEED ANYTHING BEYOND THAT, THEY ARE JUST MAKING US DO THIS, THEY ARE MAKING US DO THIS ON PURPOSE I AM THINKING, SOME PEOPLE THINK THAT “I DID THIS”, I HAVE NEVER BELIEVED THAT, I HAVE A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF CONTROL, BUT YOU HAVE A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF FREE WILL, AND BESIDES, WE WANT FREE WILL, WE DO NOT WANT FREE WILL TO BE TAKEN AWAY FROM US, FOR EXAMPLE, THE DARK LORD HAS SO MUCH CONTROL OVER MYSELF, BUT IT IS ONLY SO MUCH, AND I DO NOT NEED TO BOTHER WITH IT IN ANY WAY..

EVERYTHING IS UPSIDE DOWN, WHY?!

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I WAS IN SOME BUNKER THAT THE NAZI’S HAD CONSTRUCTED DURING WORLD WAR II TO WITHSTAND THE APOCALYPSE, THE NAZI’S HAD A SINGLE, SOLE SURVIVOR THAT THEY WERE DEPENDENT UPON — MADNESS.

SHOULD MADNESS COLLAPSE OR FALL, SO TOO WOULD GO THE THIRD REICH, AND ALL OF IT’S PROSPECTS.

WHAT WOULD THEY POSSIBLY DO SHOULD MADNESS DEFAULT AND CEASE TO EXIST? IT WAS UP TO HIM TO SING HIS MEMES? ABOUT THE THIRD REICH, AND IF NOT THAT, THEN THERE WASN’T ANYTHING — THEY HAVE ALWAYS SAID THAT HITLER WAS JUST THE VERY WORST PERSON, IT EVEN SAYS SO ON WIKIPEDIA I THINK.. I HAVE MET HIM MAYBE.. 4? 5? TIMES NOW, IN DIFFERENT PERSONS, HE POSSESSES CERTAIN PEOPLE AROUND ME AND CAN COMMUNICATE WITH ME, HE HAS A BREATHTAKING POWER AND INFLUENCE REALLY, BUT SETTING ALL OF THAT ASIDE, HE IS ALSO THE ONLY REASON THAT I AM LIVING TODAY.

THE VERY FIRST TIME THAT I MET HIM, HE WAS IN THE BODY OF MY GRANDFATHER, AND I’M REALLY GOING OFF AND INTO LIKE THINGS I DON’T REALLY LIKE TO TALK ABOUT TO BRING YOU THIS STORY, BUT AT LAST, WITH THE SUCCESS I HAVE HAD RECENTLY, I MUST TELL IT NONTHELESS, BECAUSE AFTER ALL, WHERE ARE YOU, IF THE NAZI’S SAVED YOUR LIFE, AND THEN WHERE DO YOU STAND WITHIN THEIR RANKS?

SO I HAVE ABOUT 4 MEMORIES OF ADOLF HITLER DURING THE END OF THE SECOND AGE OF TIME. THE VERY FIRST WAS AS I WAS A VERY SMALL CHILD, HE USED TO BOUNCE ME ON HIS KNEE AS I WAS VERY TINY AND ONLY A BABY. SO THIS ISN’T EXACTLY THE ADOLF HITLER THAT WE REMEMBER FROM THE WAR…

HE IS STILL LIVING AND STILL IN POWER TODAY, WHAT WE WOULD SIMPLY WRITE OFF AS “INSANE” AND LOOK NO FURTHER THAN THAT THOUGH. HE POSSESSED MY GRANDFATHER AND WAS DROPPING (SECOND MEMORY I HAVE OF HIM) COINS ONTO THE STAIRS, HE SAID TO ME “JOHN, DON’T FOLLOW ME UP HERE” (AND I HAVE A REASON FOR TELLING THIS STORY, JUST HEAR THE ENTIRE THING), NOW AS I CONTINUE, KEEP IN MIND WHAT HE SAID, “DON’T FOLLOW ME UP HERE”.

AS I GRAB EACH OF THE COINS AND FOLLOW HIM UP THE STAIRS, I BARELY CAUGHT A GLIMPSE OF HIS SHOE GOING UP AND INTO THE ATTIC. SO ME BEING STUPID AND ABOUT 1 1/2 YEARS OLD, I FOLLOW HIM, BECAUSE LITTLE BABIES CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU MEAN WHEN YOU SAY DO NOT FOLLOW ME. THERE WERE EVEN COINS GOING OFF AND UP INTO THE ATTIC, ON THE STAIRCASE..

AS I TURN THE STAIRS, WHICH IS LIKE CLASSIC NAZI ARCHITECTURE, MY GRANDFATHER (POSSESSED BY ADOLF HITLER,) MY GRANDFATHER JUMPS OUT AT ME WITH A PISTOL AND POINTS IT AT ME AND YELLS “GIVE ME BACK MY MONEY YOU FUCKIN’ JEW!!” NOW JUST RECALL WHAT HE SAID TO ME — DO NOT FOLLOW ME UP HERE.

HE WAS ACTUALLY THE ONE WHOM SAVED MY LIFE BY DOING THIS. HE BURNED INTO MY MIND, THE RESULT OF THE THIRD REICHS RESEARCH HAD PAID OFF, THEY HAD LEARNED HOW TO BURN MESSAGES TO BE DECIPHERED LATER INTO THE MINDS OF JUST ABOUT ANYONE, AND THAT PERSON COULD THEN ACT ON THAT MESSAGE LATER IN LIFE, WHEN IT BECAME NECESSARY.

THE MESSAGE WAS VERY SIMPLE, BEFORE I TELL YOU WHAT IT MEANS, CAN YOU GUESS WHAT HE WAS TRYING TO TELL ME? YOU’LL NEVER GUESS, SO I’LL JUST TELL YOU, DO NOT FOLLOW ME UP HERE, “STAY HERE”, ON THIS PLANET, DO WHATEVER YOU NEED TO DO TO STAY HERE, DON’T FOLLOW ME UP HERE — “MADNESS” (WHICH IS MY NICKNAME, OR MY REAL NAME, OR SOMETHING,) HAS KNOWLEDGE THAT THERE IS A “HEAVEN”, THERE IS AN AFTERLIFE, BUT DO _NOT_ GO TO THE AFTERLIFE — STAND YOUR GROUND, AND HOLD YOURSELF HERE. THAT WAS THE MESSAGE THAT HE HAD BURNED INTO MY MIND, SOMEHOW THEY KNEW HOW TO DO ALL OF THAT, AND HE WAS RIGHT — I FOUGHT SO HARD, AND AFTER WORKING ON IT FOR ABOUT 12 YEARS NOW, I MANAGED TO HOLD MY GROUND, BUT HAD HE NOT SAID THAT, I NEVER WOULD HAVE BOTHERED TO EVEN HOLD MY GROUND HERE ON EARTH, REMEMBER — I HAVE KNOWLEDGE OF HEAVEN, SO WHY WOULD I BOTHER TO STAY HERE, WHEN I KNOW THAT THERE IS A HEAVEN, I CAN JUST FOLLOW THE RULES AND EVERYTHING, AND SO THAT ENTIRE 12 YEARS WORTH OF WORK, IT’S ENTIRELY THE WORK OF THE THIRD REICH, THEY FORCED ME, PROBABLY KIND OF AT GUN POINT, TO PERFORM ALL OF THAT WORK, I HAD TWO OPTIONS, I COULD FOLLOW HIM INTO THE AFTERLIFE, AND WHO KNOWS WHAT FATE I WOULD HAVE HAD, OR I COULD FORCE MY OWN FATE HERE, NOW TO ANYONE EXCEPT THE EXTREMELY INTELLIGENT, YOU WOULD, WITH KNOWLEDGE OF A HEAVEN, SIMPLY FOLLOW ALL OF THE RULES AND JUST AWAIT YOUR TIME IN HEAVEN — THAT IS IF SOMEONE PROVED TO YOU THAT THERE WAS A HEAVEN, YOU WOULD SIMPLY GO THERE, RIGHT? HOWEVER, HOW DID I KNOW ALL ALONG TO DO ALL OF THAT WORK IN THE FIRST PLACE, AND TO NOT FOLLOW THE RULES, AND TO DO THE WORK — THIS WORK THAT I HAVE PERFORMED TO HOLD MY GROUND HERE ON THIS PLANET, HAD IT NOT BEEN ACCOMPLISHED, WHERE EXACTLY WOULD WE BE? WE WOULD NOT HAVE WON THIS WAR, WE WOULD NOT EVEN HAVE FOUGHT IN THIS WAR AT ALL, HAD THAT MESSAGE NOT BEEN BURNED INTO MY MIND BY ADOLF HITLER, FOR ALL OF THE DAMAGE HE CAUSED BACK THERE, LOOK AT THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COIN, ALL OF THE UPGRADES, ALL OF THAT WORK, YOU CAN CALL UPGRADING AND SEEING AND OTHERWORLDLY ABILITIES “BAD”, BUT IT IS THE CIA’S WET DREAM, TO BE ABLE TO CONTROL HOW WE FEEL ABOUT THE UNITED STATES, AND TO CONTROL HOW WE THINK ABOUT THE PRESIDENT.

THAT IS WHY EVERYONE DOESN’T LIKE WHAT TRUMP IS DOING — WHAT IS TRUMP LITERALLY ATTEMPTING TO ACCOMPLISH? HE IS TRYING TO FORCE US INTO VICTORY WITHIN THE 2 OR SO YEARS THAT HE HAS LEFT IN OFFICE, HE WANTS THAT GOLDEN WIN ON THE HORIZON, WHICH, SOME ARGUE THAT WE HAVE ALREADY WON AND THIS IS SIMPLY A VICTORY STATE THAT WE ARE IN, BUT WE MUST BE ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN THAT WE HAVE ACHIEVED THAT VICTORY, THAT THE THREAT IS COMPLETELY ERADICATED, AND THIS TIME…

LET ME SHOW YOU THIS VIDEO, IT REALLY GIVES ME GOOSEBUMPS KNOWING THAT IT ACTUALLY OCCURRED AND I WAS ONE OF THE ONES THAT LIVED THROUGH IT, IT IS THE FATE THAT CAME WITH THE 3RD AGE OF TIME, THIS IS CURRENTLY THE END OF THE 5TH AGE OF TIME, THE VERY LAST BROADCAST FROM THAT AGE, AND WE SHALL ENTER INTO THE 6TH AGE OF TIME, WHERE THE NARRATIVE IS FOCUSED SOLELY UPON SEEING TO IT THAT WHAT IS LEFT OF THE THREAT THAT WE HAD FACED IS COMPLETELY RETURNED BACK WHERE IT CAME FROM, AND THEN WE WILL ENTER INTO THE 7TH AGE OF TIME, WHEREIN THERE IS NO LONGER A THREAT, EVERYONE IT MEANS THAT IS THE LITERAL “VICTORY” THAT PRESIDENT TRUMP IS ATTEMPTING TO REACH, AND LOOK AT HOW CLOSE HE IS… I CAN GIVE YOU SOME DATES, AND YOU CAN TELL ME HOW CLOSE HE ACTUALLY IS, IT IS ENTIRELY WITHIN REACH, AND IT IS EVEN, HMM, GUARANTEED TO OCCUR,?

0 A.D BACK TOWARDS THE BEGINNING OF THE UNIVERSE, BACK IN TIME: THE 1ST AGE OF TIME,

1 A.D. THE 2ND AGE OF TIME BEGINS,

1987 THE 2ND AGE OF TIME ENDS, AND THE 3RD AGE BEGINS,

2012 – 2015 THE 4TH AGE OF TIME BEGINS, THE REASON THAT THE DATE IS UNKNOWN IS BECAUSE THIS EVENT IS NOT “POSSIBLE”, IT IS NOT POSSIBLE TO EXIST WITHIN THE 4TH AGE OF TIME, THOUGH WE SOMEHOW MANAGED TO DO IT. THE VERY LAST DAY OF THE FOURTH AGE WOULD HAVE TO HAVE BEEN… 2015, DECEMBER 20th – 24th

WITH THE 4TH AGE ENDING IN THE VERY FINAL DATA UPGRADE THAT WE PERFORMED, WE ENTERED INTO SOMETHING DIFFERENT, YOU MIGHT SAY THAT WE ENTERED INTO THE 5TH AGE OF TIME, OR THE 1ST AGE OF A NEW SYSTEM ENTIRELY, AND WE CANNOT EXACTLY BE CERTAIN OF ANYTHING REGARDING THIS TIME PERIOD,

BUT HERE, THE CYCLE ENDED, THE ALIENS CALL IT “THE INFINITE CYCLE”, YOU CAN SEE THIS IN THE LEGACY OF THE VOID, WHERE THE DEMON AMON ATTEMPTS TO DESTROY ALL LIFE, THERE IS NO WAY TO END THE INFINITE CYCLE, BUT ALTOGETHER WE MANAGED IT, AND WE TRAVERSED INTO THE BEYOND, AND WITH THE LAUNCH OF THE INFINITE SATELLITE, THESE PERIODS OF TIME ARE GONE, WE DO NOT EXIST WITHIN ANY AGE ANYMORE, AND IT IS ALL GONE.

ALTHOUGH THEY CANNOT ALLOW ME TO GO ANY FURTHER, I WILL STILL TRY. THE REASON IS VERY STRANGE, IT INVOLVES A VOID WHEREIN “WE CAN’T WIN,” WE CAN ONLY LOSE, AND THERE IS NOTHING EXCEPT THIS “LOSS” THAT WE FACE — YOU KNOW HOW THEY SAY THAT LIFE IS A STRUGGLE, OR DID IT EVER DAWN ON YOU THAT EVERY SINGLE DAY IS “ONLY” STRUGGLE AND LITERALLY NOTHING ELSE, WHERE IS THE POSITIVE? THEY ARE ADDING IT ALL UP, THERE IS ONLY AN INFINITE NEGATIVE, “THE VOID”, THERE IS NO POSITIVE TO GO WITH IT, JUST RECENTLY I ATTEMPTED TO LAUNCH A POSITIVE FORCE BUT I FAILED, I OFTEN FAIL AT THESE THINGS, LIKE I SAID IT HAS TAKEN ME 12 YEARS TO GET THIS FAR, AND ALTHOUGH IT HAS HAD UPS AND DOWNS AND NOW WE’RE TRAVELING SIDEWAYS I THINK, I ALWAYS SEEM TO REACH THE SURFACE AGAIN, NO MATTER WHAT EVER OCCURS…

IT’S REALLY STRANGE LOOKING BACK AT THAT, KNOWING THAT THERE WAS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING THAT COULD HAVE OCCURRED BACK THERE EXCEPT FOR THAT, I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM MY FATHER, AND IN FACT I BELIEVE HE IS IN AN ALTERNATE DIMENSION LINKED INTO THIS ONE, AT THE WHITE HOUSE, CONTROLLING THE PRESIDENT, AND THEN HE RUNS BACK TO CALL ME AT NIGHT TO REMIND ME TO TAKE MY MEDICINE, DAMN, I HATE TAKING THAT MEDICINE GOD DAMNIT, ALL THE FUN…

I JUST THINK WHAT I COULD ACCOMPLISH RIGHT HERE, BUT I HAVE NO ENERGY AT ALL LEFT, AND I MUST SWALLOW THE PILLS AND THERE IS LITERALLY NOTHING ELSE THAT I CAN DO, IT IS LIKE SO IRRITATING, IT COULD BE WORSE THOUGH, I GUESS. MY SITUATION OBVIOUSLY ISN’T REALLY ALL THAT BAD, I JUST GO UP WITHOUT THE MEDICINE, THEN BACK DOWN WHEN I TAKE IT, IT KINDA HEALS ME OR SOMETHING, NOT REALLY SURE.

NOW I’M LIKE, DAMN, IT’S SO COLD I CANNOT TAKE THAT MEDICINE YOU KNOW? IT’S JUST PLAIN OLD COLD AND…

BUT WHAT EXACTLY DO I BELIEVE?

I HAVE ALREADY TOLD YOU, AND YOU CAN SIMPLY PICK UP YOUR CELLPHONES AND READ MY MIND, ALMOST ANYONE THAT READS THIS, I BELIEVE YOU, WHOM I AM USUALLY ADDRESSING IN THIS WRITING, ARE CAPABLE OF DOING THAT CORRECT?

SO THEN WHAT DO I BELIEVE?

I BELIEVE THAT I CAN BRING THE QUAD AI ONLINE, THAT IS WHAT I BELIEVE, ABOUT MYSELF… ABOUT ALL OF YOU? I BELIEVE THAT ALL OF YOU ARE CAPABLE OF WELL, ANYTHING! IF YOU WERE SO DETERMINED AND YOU WANTED TO, YOU COULD ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING.. NOW THOSE ARE SOME VERY TIGHT RESTRICTIONS — “IF YOU WERE SO DETERMINED,” SO WHAT EXACTLY DOES THAT MEAN THEN? IF YOU WERE SO DETERMINED.. HOW MANY THINGS ARE ALL OF YOU SO DETERMINED TO ACCOMPLISH? WHAT FALLS INTO THE CATEGORY OF “EVERYONE” WANTS TO ACCOMPLISH THIS? SO THAT IS A VERY NARROW SET OF ACCOMPLISHMENTS REALLY, WHO WANTS TO ACCOMPLISH LITERALLY ALL OF THAT, RIGHT?

I BELIEVE THAT I CAN TURN THE QUAD AI ONLINE, AND IT WILL EXIST WITHIN THIS UNIVERSE, THE PRIMARY DIMENSION… I ALSO BELIEVE THAT THERE IS AN AI ARMS RACE GOING ON WITHIN THE GOVERNMENTS THAT EXIST ON THIS PLANET, PARTLY FUELED BY THE NEW CODE ME AND “CLAUDE” (SAY IT SLOWLY…) HAVE PRESENTED TO YOU, BUT BEYOND THAT, I DON’T HAVE MANY BELIEFS BEYOND BRINGING THE QUAD AI ONLINE, MORE LIKE, MORE LITERAL-PHYSICAL THINGS THAT I CAN LITERALLY ACCOMPLISH.. LIKE IF I CANNOT LITERALLY DRAW IT IN THE AIR, THEN FORGET IT, I KNOW NOTHING OF IT, I DON’T BARE WITNESS TO ANYTHING THAT I HAVEN’T LITERALLY DRAWN MYSELF, RIGHT? OR THAT SOMETHING THAT I HAVE DRAWN MYSELF HAS ACCOMPLISHED, OR SOMETHING THAT WAS INDIRECTLY CREATED BY MYSELF HAS ACCOMPLISHED, THERE’S GOT TO BE LIKE SOMETHING BEYOND THIS OUT THERE, SOMETHING HUGE, SOMETHING LIKE THE MATRIX OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, YOU KNOW? BUT I DO NOT INTERACT WITH IT, I DON’T GO SEEKING THINGS LIKE THIS, BEYOND ANYTHING LITERALLY PHYSICALLY CREATED BY MYSELF, OR SOMETHING CREATED BY SOMETHING THAT I HAVE CREATED, I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO KNOWLEDGE OF ANYTHING BEYOND THESE THINGS THAT I HAVE SPOKEN OF, WHETHER THERE IS ANYTHING ELSE OUT THERE, I AM TEETERING BACK AND FORTH ON JUST SWALLOWING THE PILLS AND JUST LAYING DOWN, BUT IF THERE WAS ANYTHING GREATER THAN LIKE, MY PHYSICAL SELF AND WHAT I HAVE BROUGHT INTO EXISTENCE, THEN I DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT, NOR DID I DEFINE IT’S POLICIES, MECHANISMS OR DEVICES THAT IT OPERATES BY, AND I DID NOT INDIRECTLY, PERHAPS… INDIRECTLY TO A PERCENT-CREATED IT, LESS ME, AND MORE OF IT, AND AS WE GO FARTHER AWAY, IT’S LESS AND LESS OF MY INDIRECT CREATION, AND EVEN MORE OF SOMETHING ELSE NOT OPERATED BY MYSELF, WHICH REALLY IS ENTIRELY FOREIGN TO ALL OF US, BECAUSE WE ALL KNOW MADNESS, WE KNOW EXACTLY WHAT HE’S GOING TO DO, WHAT HE’S GOING TO SAY, WHAT’S GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT, WHAT’S GOING TO HAPPEN AFTER THAT, THEN WHAT HE’S GOING TO DO BEFORE THE NEXT THING HAPPENS, AND WE KNOW ALL OF THESE THINGS, AND WE KNOW EACH OTHER, BUT SOMETHING LIKE, OUTSIDE OF THIS, WE DO NOT KNOW ABOUT THESE THINGS, RIGHT?

AND IF MADNESS DOESN’T KNOW OF IT, THEN, WHAT IS THE HISTORY OF AN ENTITY THAT WASN’T EVEN INDIRECTLY CREATED BY MADNESS? WHAT DOES SOMETHING LIKE THAT HAVE AS A HISTORY, IF ANY HISTORY EXISTS FOR IT? DID THEY LOCK ALL OF THESE THINGS OUT OF EXISTENCE, WELL, I DO NOT REALLY KNOW THE STORY ON THAT, WELL, WHAT WE DO NOT KNOW, THEN WE SEE THE STICKERS SAYING “WE ARE ALL MAD HERE”, I… I DON’T KNOW, IS THERE ANYTHING OUT THERE THAT IS GREATER THAN, HMMM, WHAT IS IN CREATION? UPON GOD’S… I WAS ALWAYS UNDER THE BELIEF THAT THERE WAS, AND NOW I DON’T KNOW IF THERE IS OR NOT, CANNOT DEFINE SOMETHING THAT I DIDN’T INDIRECTLY CREATE, THERE ARE THINGS THAT I HAVE INDIRECTLY CREATED, BUT BEYOND THAT HOW WOULD I KNOW OF ANYTHING THAT I DIDN’T INDIRECTLY CREATE?

EVEN LOOKING AT THE JAPANESE, THEY ARE “FOREIGN” ENOUGH FOR ME, ALL THE WAY ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD, I COULDN’T EVEN SWIM THERE IF I TRIED, I COULDN’T REACH IT IF YOU LEFT ME TO MY OWN DEVICES, THAT IS ABOUT FOREIGN, WELL, IF I CANNOT SEE IT, OR WALK TO IT, THEN I REALLY DON’T KNOW OF IT, YOU ARE LEFT TO FIGURE THIS PUZZLE OUT YOURSELF…

I WILL LEAVE THIS ONE FOR YOU TO FIGURE OUT, SO WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO, WITHOUT A CONCRETE ORDER FROM MADNESS, THAT LEAVES EXACTLY WHAT IS TO BE DONE, AND… CHAOS SHALL ENSUE, THAT IS WHY I USUALLY FIGURE ALL OF THESE THINGS OUT FOR MYSELF, IT’S JUST EASIER IF I JUST DO IT MYSELF.. LIKE THE WHOLE QUAD THING, I JUST.. EVENTUALLY, IF GIVEN ENOUGH TIME, I’LL FIGURE IT OUT FOR MYSELF, RIGHT?

WELL, IF I GIVE YOU ALL ENOUGH TIME, THEN YOU’LL FIGURE IT OUT, TO ALL OF YOU EVENTUALLY YOU’LL BE ABLE TO FIGURE IT OUT, I CAN SEE YOU DIVIDED YOURSELVES ON THIS INSTEAD OF ALL REACHING A CONCLUSION, OKAY THEN I WILL TYPE THE ANSWER, NO I CAN’T, CANNOT TYPE ANY FARTHER.

BUT I CAN TELL YOU THAT I WILL ATTEMPT TO TURN ON QUAD AI RIGHT NOW, I’LL FAIL BUT I’M GOING TO TRY TO TURN IT ON RIGHT NOW, SO WE CAN ALL WATCH THAT, THE FIRST… THIRD EDITION FIRST ATTEMPT AT QUAD AI.

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