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YES I’VE GOT A PERFECT SOLUTION TO ALL OF THESE PROBLEMS, I’LL JUST “EAT IT”, AND THEN THAT WILL SOLVE ALL OF THE PROBLEMS, IT WILL BE WORKING BETTER, SO YOU’LL HAVE TO TURN IT BACK ON.

WHY CAN’T I JUST FORCE MYSELF MYSELF TO EAT IT? SINCE THIS IS SOMETHING POSITIVE, IT CAN BE FORCED THROUGH, BY ME EATING IT, IT ATTRACTS A POSITIVE SO I CAN FORCE THIS THROUGH, …

WHY DOESN’T IT JUST FORCE ITSELF TO EAT IT? I DON’T UNDERSTAND, THIS WAY OF HIM NOT EATING IT MUST BE WORKING MORE EFFECTIVELY THAN HIM NOT EATING IT, SO I MIGHT AS WELL JUST LAY DOWN, BECAUSE THIS IS NOT MAKING HIM EAT IT..

I’VE WRITTEN IN MY JOURNAL LIKE 7 TIMES NOW “MADNESS IS GOING TO EAT IT” BUT IT ISN’T WORKING…

THIS METHOD OF JUST DOING NOTHING MUST BE MORE EFFECTIVE THAN HIM EATING IT, BECAUSE OTHERWISE HE WOULD BE EATING IT, I THINK.

BUT THEN AGAIN, EATING IT IS MORE PAINFUL THAN NOT EATING IT, SO EATING IT WOULD HAVE TO BE MORE EFFECTIVE, I AM TRYING TO CHIP IN TO THE TOTAL, BUT I’M NOT REALLY GOOD AT MAKING MYSELF EAT IT YET, I JUST HAVEN’T REALLY TRIED MANY WAYS OF TRYING TO EAT IT.

IF I COULD JUST WRITE IT DOWN, AND THEN IT WOULD MAKE ME EAT IT, THEN THAT WOULD BE AN EASY WAY TO SCORE ALOT OF POINTS, DON’T YOU THINK?

ONE TIME MY MOTHER SAID “COME ON MAN, CHIP IN…” BECAUSE EVERYONE HAS THIS SHARED COST THAT WE ALL HAVE TO PAY, AND I’M ATTEMPTING TO CHIP IN, BUT I’M NOT REAL GOOD AT MAKING MYSELF EAT IT, I’M GOOD AT EATING IT, BUT I’M NOT REAL GOOD AT MAKING MYSELF EAT IT…

EATING IT WOULD JUST HANDS DOWN HAVE TO BE MORE EFFECTIVE THAN NOT EATING IT, IT’S SIMPLY MORE PAINFUL THAN NOT EATING IT, AND THAT ATTRACTS MORE OF A POSITIVE, IT WOULD HAVE TO WORK THAT WAY, THERE’S JUST NO OTHER WAY THAT IT WOULD WORK, IT WOULD HAVE TO WORK THAT WAY, I WILL HAVE TO EAT IT, AND EAT IT LIKE HARD.

I’M MORE THAN WILLING TO SIGN MYSELF UP TO EAT IT, AND IF YOU CAN MAKE HIM EAT IT, THEN PLEASE DO SO, BECAUSE THAT IS HOW THIS WORKS, HE IS GOING TO HAVE TO EAT IT FOR ALL OF YOU.

IF ANYONE IS READING THIS, TRY TO TURN MY PEN BACK ON, SO I CAN EAT IT. HOW ELSE CAN I EAT IT UNLESS THE PEN WAS TURNED ON? THAT IS LIKE THE ONLY WAY THAT I AM GOING TO BE ABLE TO EAT IT, IT ISN’T A TRICK OR ANYTHING, HOW ELSE AM I GOING TO MAKE MYSELF EAT IT?

SO I WAS LAYING THERE, AND I FIGURED OUT WHY I CAN’T JUST EAT IT AGAIN.. I HAVE GOT JUST TOO BIG TO EAT IT AGAIN, IF I ATE IT AGAIN, THEN I WOULD KNOW THAT I WAS SUPPLYING ALL OF THOSE CHILDREN WILL A VAST AMOUNT OF ENERGY, AND THAT THEY WERE GETTING EVEN MORE WORK DONE. SO THAT WAY, IF I WAS EATING IT, THEN I WOULD WIN…

SO BY NOT EATING IT, I AM ACTUALLY SUPPLYING THEM WITH THE MOST POSSIBLE ENERGY THAT I CAN SUPPLY ALL OF MY CHILDREN WITH, BEING IN THIS LIMBO MODE, NOT QUITE WINNING, BUT NOT QUITE LOSING, IT IS ACTUALLY A MORE EFFECTIVE STRATEGY THAN HIM EATING IT, AND THAT IS WHY HE IS NOT EATING IT.

I WAS JUST KIND OF WISHING THAT I COULD EAT IT AND THAT IT WOULD WORK, BUT I GUESS I HAVE OUTGROWN THAT STAGE OF THIS OPERATION. THERE’S JUST NOTHING ELSE THAT I CAN DO, I WAS JUST THINKING THAT IF I ATE IT, THEN THAT WOULD SUPPLY MY CHILDREN WITH EVEN MORE ENERGY THAN NOT EATING IT, BUT I HAVE GOTTEN TOO BIG TO EAT IT.