Category: Negative Energy

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The Last Fortress

When I was watching Doom Eternal yesterday, the ending is that the Dark Lord Of Hell is like a copy to the Doomguy. This was very strange but then this morning, as I thought about it, I was wondering if the REAL Hell was occupied by the same person as myself, one person, me, doing good, and one person, the Lord Of Hell, doing bad. Like a good/bad, light/dark, positive/negative. Then I immediately thought, because of the knowledge of the happenings of Hell, focusing on it, that I had to...

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Negative’s Last Stand

I pondered not writing this, but one thing that concerns me is that while I was in prison, I kind of learned that people could take, but not give. I called it being selfish (adolf hitler would call this “being jewish”) and I studied it, became obsessed with it. I think I was so obsessed with it is because it was like my way of cursing these people for hoarding all their stuff in prison. Often somebody in prison from a wealthy family would have enough money to buy $60...

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Authenticate

When I was just on the toilet, I was thinking how might we have arrived at this point? I thought to myself, something must have designed us to have to use the bathroom, because the substances coming out could have just been burned up by a stronger stomach. Did the God that designed this mechanism of going to the bathroom have a choice? Here’s where it gets really weird: I think he did. This certainly comes to mind, “A God For Pigs” which is an entity that I ascribe to...

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Wait Gain

We are all scrambling, trying to find the next breakthrough. Something perhaps big enough to get us over this spell we have been placed under. It seems even common conversations, perhaps held in a persons living room, stand to benefit from this next jump. SO what is the next breakthrough? Well, I think some of us already know what the next breakthrough is, and as for myself I can only guess. Is it something to do with the power level in the air? Raising it to some level, far past...

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Last Stand

Something dawned on me while watching this, I realized where we were, in relation to the negative, and you’ll want to hear it but let me post what I was watching: For some reason I was comparing the Negative to various parts in the movie and I realized something.. “This” *IS* the Negative. Should we find a way to overcome it, and when we eventually do beat it, that’s about all that there is, there’s like nothing else, the day is saved, there’s not some other negative, except there would...

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One thing that the Necrons who constantly threaten an ally have failed to realize is that I can bring them back from their death, I can give them their souls back, in an entirety. So now I give them the most basic of pieces of it back, I guess you might call it a shell, instead of a core. Here is that piece now. No tricks. Everytime you say you will “Bring Me To My Knees” or something like that, I am just thinking… I’m not really out to kill...

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A Twitter

Not feeling really great, trying to get out of this ditch i’ve found and back to casting. It’s really hard because i’m trying to quit using like 3 things all at the same time, it’s been so long taking suboxone and other drugs, i’ve been on suboxone for like 3 or 4 years, I wake up to it, and half my day is ruined by it. So I saw this Elon Musk video; I saw elon musk speaking and where he says, “zero sum” attitude is not right. Zero sum...

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The Dream Master

I have finally got a program running that upgades “7.951 billion” people. It does this at like 3 people per second, so it won’t ever finish, maybe I programmed it wrong. Anyways its the usual “James Dean” type of program but slightly simplified, it has only a random number set addition, basic data_id, type_id, and class_id, and that’s about all there is to it. It doesn’t do any fancy, make 40,000 “positive hex’s” and then add them to your data, so that there’s this kinda aura around everyone they are...