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Not feeling really great, trying to get out of this ditch i’ve found and back to casting. It’s really hard because i’m trying to quit using like 3 things all at the same time, it’s been so long taking suboxone and other drugs, i’ve been on suboxone for like 3 or 4 years, I wake up to it, and half my day is ruined by it.

So I saw this Elon Musk video;

I saw elon musk speaking and where he says, “zero sum” attitude is not right. Zero sum means that if you go up you must come down, if you go forward 1 foot, somebody or something somewhere must go backwards 1 foot, it’s like saying that there’s no way to win, which is what i’ve been preaching this whole time.

But hearing him talk about that, zero sum attitude is wrong is basically what he was saying, “you have to try to see a better world” and that i’m generally wrong for seeing everything as either positive or negative, that really affected me, I mean this is like the richest, smartest man in the world telling you that you’re wrong, right?

I don’t know, we wouldn’t have arrived at this state we are in, able to denounce negative energy, had I not launched all those rockets at negative energy in the first place. I could further defend my position by saying that there wasn’t any other option, i’m only declaring what was there, I didn’t actually put the “sum” in “zero sum” I didn’t really do anything but read what was plainly visible.

SO I could defend my position but instead I chose to take it as something that I should at least, try to do. I am trying to see the world now not as positive and negative but as something else, more like a world. Now that we’ve built the computer, let’s not use it, in other words. So you can see I could really defend my position i’m not going to.

What might an attack on negative energy look like from the position of something greater than a Zero Sum? It would look like one of these paragraphs, like some english text, just describing where we are currently, like the paragraphs in this post.

So I don’t have to actually attack negative energy, i’ve just got to write about it now. That is what it looks like, we want improvements to our attack, we want more attacks per second, we want a higher accuracy rating, it looks like we’re playing dungeons and dragons!