Negative’s Last Stand

I pondered not writing this, but one thing that concerns me is that while I was in prison, I kind of learned that people could take, but not give. I called it being selfish (adolf hitler would call this “being jewish”) and I studied it, became obsessed with it. I think I was so obsessed with it is because it was like my way of cursing these people for hoarding all their stuff in prison. Often somebody in prison from a wealthy family would have enough money to buy $60 a week from the store, (the maximum,) and then they would hoard it all for themselves. I have come to see this as a learned behavior — it’s a product of their own stupidity, in other words, their not smart enough to realize not to do this, I think.

Though I wanted to answer the question. Are people inherently like that, are they selfish, or is it just something stupid, like that, a product of their own stupidity? One stark contrast to all of this is when you look at your own mother, how many times has she helped you in your lifetime? How many times has your father helped you? Often brothers and sisters become rivals or semi-rivals, but what about your mother, why does she have the ability to help you when nobody else does? Are they just thinking in different terms than I am, like, do they think it will be seen as a sign of weakness if they help others, so they just don’t help them at all?

I saw alot in prison, and one thing I saw was people being selfish, but now I am thinking that it’s just being a product of their environment, when I first noticed people doing this, I said to myself, I can help these homeless people, with my ability to pass out my food, while nobody else in the jail has the ability to do so. Some Japanese kid used to sell me bottles of hand soap, and I would buy it off of him just so he could have the money, maybe i’m just nice, but it seems like nobody else was doing things like this.

Granted, these people are from a bygone era, where things like this were not even noticeable, so they will have some faults granted, and it’s probably a combination of everything. One thing I haven’t brought up is that this could be an appearance of our old friend, negative energy. It doesn’t care if you suffer just a little bit, or a lot, as long as your suffering. Then if it’s just a manifestation of negative energy, what is the big deal? You spend so much time obsessing over this, and you never quite solve the riddle.

They are from a bygone era, and we’re working on upgrading them/have upgraded them already, and so it will work itself out, however, it WONT work itself out if it’s negative energy, it will just keep doing it until it is destroyed, so we have to firstly kill the negative. I wonder what the actual negative energy thinks of this, it must hate it.

The Plague Doctor calls this the “Pestilence” and although I call it negative energy, it is the same thing: Death.

When you see Death from this, don’t bother pointing back at me because your the one who clicked on this page, kinda like the scenario where this person has all this food and won’t give anyone else anything, it’s kinda like that, making excuses for bad behavior, or is it forced upon them?

We always tend to side with the fact that people are generally good people, who do know the difference between right and wrong, we always go with that, why? Probably because it’s what’s real.

There’s one other aspect to this puzzle. “God Is Mightier” is a saying I don’t know where it came from but it means that God, is stronger, than your problems, and it could be said as “My God Is Mightier” but that’s like the same thing. This applies here, because we have a problem but God can solve it for us, so you get this worship of this entity that can solve your problems, because it can solve them, and does.

We don’t even know where this is coming from, or whether it’s even true or not, it could be faked, the Gods could have made people act like that so nobody gets anything, and then they starve, thus creating a negative event (albeit small event) but a negative event nonetheless. So I won’t really ever be able to prove that their not doing this on purpose. What about the fact that i’ve done all this work and all I got for it was the ability to get high, I mean being in a trailer high on crystal meth is nice, but it could be so much more!

And I believe that until we solve this, then we cannot go forward, figuring this piece out is detrimental to not solving the whole thing, it’s like a first stepping stone, if you can’t rid the world of selfishness (the prime evil in the eyes of hitler), then you really cannot do anything.

I am much more powerful than some selfishness, and so I can rid the world of this, I will go about it by all means available and all means necessary, I won’t discount anything from trying to solve this.

I have become obsessed with this subject over time, it started when I would sit at the dinner table, and my parents, would make that chewing noise (“cluck cluck cluck”) I started to call them selfish in my head, and ever since then it’s gotten worse and worse, but imagine what it feels like to be one of the people doing this stuff, you know you can’t soar very high when your weighted down with all this extra baggage.

It’s also horrendously unattractive, and a detriment to your whole race, but we’ll leave that for another time.

Anyways the reason that I wrote this is because I wanted the world leaders who secretly read this, or that I think secretly read this, to know about this, it’s a phenomenon that is pervasive all throughout the human race, I have noticed nobody is free from it, which makes me think that it is just negative energy, but maybe they have some idea on it, maybe they can solve it, then we wouldn’t have this problem.

Now let’s call whatever it is, what it is. Let’s not make some belief up that this isn’t real, IF it is real. That is a big “if”? And I am only saying to believe it’s real IF it is real, and if it’s not, then we don’t need to worry about it really, obviously, but alot of people when I bring this up they take offense to it, but continue the habit, I guess it could be like smoking or something else that’s addicting, I don’t know, but look at all the money going around the world, and everybody is starving.

I don’t have any money, but people like Bill Gates have millions of dollars, and i’m the one upgrading their whole race of humans, and yet there is no prize for me, I can get high I guess, if that makes up for it. I guess I see all the money going to a select few persons and think how wrong that is, except for the fact that if everybody had money then I guess we’d all be slightly overweight, the homeless people in my town, what about them, they can’t even afford food, and you have millions of dollars.

It would seem that I would give them my millions, but they wouldn’t give me their millions, so I have to change my strategy and not give them anything really, only less than what they need, but my point with the fact that I wasn’t paid any money for upgrading everyone, is that they could have paid me, they could have, but then could they? I see no evidence for this. I see all the evidence for a pyramid scheme going sky high, and it’s not really the way to go about things.

Hey I give all this information away… And what about the dark lord Sauron, is he exempt from this practice of hoarding everything? I guess that doesn’t count, he probably is exempt from it, but it doesn’t really count in the favor of everybody else, I guess that there is an exception to everything, …