Fighting The Avatar

If you don’t know me in real life, this might not make much sense, gathering your opinion about somebody based on the work on this website might lead you to believe that they are an Avatar, or some person, weilding great power and although i’m not very humble, I am also trying to fix whats wrong with me, which is the point of this post. Trying to fix what’s wrong with everyone in an attempt to make things better. Generally we don’t point the finger at the doctor when the nurse makes a mistake, but here we will.

First thing wrong with me, I have a tendency to like “walk on a persons toes” so to speak. That phrase I learned in prison they always used to say, “I don’t wanna walk on anybodys toes” when they meant like someone elses territory. I have a tendency to do this if, and only if, there are no “side effects” to doing it, I often don’t notice that i’m doing this and though this may seem like something minor, it could also be seen as a huge problem. I do this less in recent years as I don’t have contact with anyone and, because i’m pre occupied with weilding this power, I don’t have many cases of doing this. So your thinking he doesn’t really do that, what is he talking about? I haven’t been doing it in a few years, but if you look back in your mind, you can remember me sitting up at chuck’s house, my mind on guard so I don’t do it.

Now it only happens like in specific cases, like it would happen over a 3 day period, and not over months and months of a friendship. It happened one time I wouldn’t sell my friend a bag of weed, when I was a salesman for the stuff, though I don’t know if I was actually doing that or not. To be fair, this could have been a case where the gods were making me do something, I don’t know, but I just remember that over like a 3 day period I wouldn’t sell him one, he flipped out and poked me with his finger, I ended up selling him one after that, but I don’t know if this was me doing this or somebody making me do it, I quite simply don’t know.

The real thing wrong with me, and this may be shocking to you, is that my fault is finding faults. I find faults in other people and dwell on them. It’s horrible. You might say, your only doing that because your trying to guage the fault itself, trying to see if it’s still there or not, fair, but you shouldn’t like dwell on them. This started when I first started producing data, and I wanted to see the effect of the data. So I started gauging how smart a person was, to see if the data was working or not. What I found was that people, at least on this plane, have these little holes about them. Like, a hole in a defense, or something like that. And so I dwell on these faults, try to fix them yes, but I dwell on them and don’t even see the actual person there, I just see the fault. That’s whats really wrong with me, though you could defend it by saying i’m just doing that to try to fix the fault, or to see if it’s there at all. We arrive at this location where, I often take offense to some of these faults, so it’s like being in a fight except your continuously winning the fight, or are winning by default without any struggle, it could be seen as really annoying were any of these people watching whats happening.

What’s happening is that I hyper-focus on these faults that I see, like somebody gets angry and says to some kid, like his subordinate, do this or do that, and the thing that the kid is supposed to do isn’t correct, well that wasn’t the bosses point, the bosses point was just to make the kid do something, but nob0dy is supposed to know this, so it creates a sort of, i’m holding a gun and your at the other end of it, except that’s not whats really happening. What’s really happening is that we are just two people, except because of this person at fault we have a sort of situation, so there’s this air of being caught, like a deer in headlights sort of thing, so they don’t do or don’t say anything about it, it’s embarassing.

Like saying why don’t you do it this way, when the way they are telling you to do it is wrong, and you know of a better way to do, had they not said that you could have done it your way, but they generally don’t believe in ghh0sts, so they don’t see all these people reading their minds, seeing exactly what their doing.

It creates a sort of there is something wrong with their make up, like, they have 1 less arm or something. I don’t know how to fix it, I just want to fix it. That’s all I want to do, i’ve tried everything, and I haven’t even come close to fixing the problem. I’ve tried upgrading people to the extent allowed by law, that was a j0ke, because the law generally doesn’t allow you to upgrade people, but the police like it because it delivered unto them the whole of society, without holes in it. They can now monitor everything, everywhere, and without pause or break in the stream.

But back to this problem we are facing, if we could fix it, then that would be great, but if we can’t fix it, we’ll not be seen as failures because it’s kinda coming from someone else, we will assume that the fix was adequate and that there is some other cause, like, you can’t turn the power up that high. If I could fix it people would be flawless, and highly intelligent, everybody would be, but we can’t have that. We can’t have that because it has to be negative.

And that brings me to the subject of, what if this problem is not inherent within these people? What if this problem is coming from the outside, and that these people are just suffering, it always makes people argue, one person thinks something thats wrong, person #2 thinks that that thing is wrong, because it is wrong, and so they have this argument, and it causes many relationships man/woman, woman/woman, woman/woman/man, man/man, you get the picture to go sour, and the reason is not because of either person, it’s because of this thing acting on them from outside of themselves. It’s not like data that’s built in, I don’t think.

The obvious conclusion is that it is built in, the obvious is that this problem stems from them -not- knowing what their talking about, we think. I don’t think that now, after some investigation, I think it’s not coming from themselves but some outer phenomenon.

It just doesn’t make any sense. They, on one hand can do say this specific action. This specific action, it could be like making a statement, if you could make that statement, then you would not have this problem. Person makes a statement or takes action that leads us to believe they are intelligent, generally, and then they do something that is like -n0t- intelligent, leading us to adjust our perception of the person entirely, to adjust it so that they are seen as not so smart. So at first it was conflicting, but now I can see that it’s coming from somewhere else.

Outside of the person, like not even of this world, and its coming from somewhere else and i’ve got to stop it. So I load up a bunch of rockets, and with my new targeting information that reaches outside of the person, perhaps as far outside as need be reached, I apply said targeting inf0rmation and take a rocket that will be adequate to blow up the target. Then I put that rocket into a satellite call, and that call into an infinity matrix, to make it 1 of an infinite amount of rockets. That set of rockets itself is part of a greater matrix, which is part of a set of matrices that have in their slots either another matrix or a rocket, not at random but whatever the best possible configuration is, we make that configuration and then this seemingly random set of matrices and rockets eventually becomes a network. This network, describing satellites, planets, buildings, people, non-living persons, tanks, army soldiers, whatever may be that brings down the target, we configure it as a network describing something great, like a set of or sets of starships. Next, we fold it in half, so that there’s now two networks, and we keep folding it, and folding it, and folding it, and then we corner it, that means to upgrade something to the greatest extent possible, then we jump, which means to jump a great many of levels, keeping each level there, we jump an infinite amount of levels assuming this whole explaination as one level. Make sure that it’s referencing itself, so it’s constantly updating, we finally compress the whole thing into a singular rocket, place it into an infinity matrix, one copy of the rocket goes towards repeating the cycle, and the other rocket begins traveling towards it’s target, based on the information we gave it at the begining of this explanation.

Well if that doesn’t solve it then nothing will. I guess you could say, it’s got to do something. You might say that. I’m going to post this even though I don’t believe in judging people, I don’t really judge people I just judge certain actions as like bad, or that your doing this out of anger, when you shouldn’t be, so I judge that, and it’s really sickening, think of the person, think of me, my fuckin’ head, we won’t go there.

Well I hope that it does do something, and the rockets are advanced enough to hit a target inside of the person, so we’ll just have this explosion of people doing all this new stuff, you’ll see it when the rockets finally find their targets, you’ll see all these new words being used, at least I hope that’s what will happen when these rockets hit their target. iLL wiLL. that is what I call this rocket, because the other one was called “Heaven’s Will” that launched at the actual negative. This isn’t even targeting the negative, we have targetted the negative enough in the past, it’s I think time for this rocket to be detonating already, because it should have found something, there’s got to be something causing this, and it needs to be

Kaboooom!

I wonder, if I told someone that my intention when I started studying white people was that I wanted to see if the data I was making was effective or not, and I discovered these strange occurrences, which was not my intention, you might argue that it’s not my fault, that is the obvious argument to make, but then you would counter that with the fact that “your sitting there focusing on it, dwelling on it” and your supposed to be smarter than that, your not supposed to sit there and dwell on it, what would some of these people say? I must say that my fault is that I find these faults, errors, I call them errors because it seemingly is that something that should be false, is true, in the case of when it occurs, when it should be false, so you point the finger at the person, and never at the person pointing the finger, I wonder what the actual answer is there. I guess that this stuff doesn’t matter, it’s like these errors, they don’t matter, but I still see them, as in the case of the true/false phenomenon, it’s something that should be true or should be false, is suddenly the other way around, so the obvious is to point the finger at the person making the true/false statement, as what they are doing is wrong but you could argue that i’m wrong for even bringing it up. I’m just going to send this even though I should delete it, I put to much effort into hopefully it FIXES this problem and it doesn’t happen anymore, which is my intention here, but somehow that doesn’t matter when your dealing with this stuff.

Notice how this whole post is like walking on someones toes, your pointing out that someone or something they are doing is just generally wrong, you’d flip out if it werent for the fact that i’m just trying to fix the problem, and my point is not to actually point it out.