Operation Grey Voices

I haven’t forgot about you guys, i’m just writing more in my physical journal than the online one. I am taking it pretty seriously, and in times of turbulence, I always revert back to my pen and paper journal, because it’s more secret. I get this paranoid feeling that I have to keep everything, …secret.

I was just thinking, if they paid me millions like 5 million dollars or something, I think I would take it because of the risk to my life that I am placed under, except, when you hear that “Operation Grey Voices” everyone on an entire planet is put at risk! This, you cannot pay everyone, and their not getting paid for it, they probably don’t really even get anything for going through that, aside from the energy that they generate when they go under.

See to have a really positive event occur, you have to have a negative event to go with it. Like, a good example is the digital age we live in today, and it’s negative could be either Hell, or like WW2 or something. Or the past as a whole, going down, going up. The past is the down, and the future is the up. This we haven’t found a workaround for, and it appears that this may be slightly optimistic. What I mean by that is, it’s probably worse than 1 positive and 1 negative, but we’ve worked really hard at trying to change the equation to have more positive and less negative, we found that we couldn’t delete the negative so we worked on trying to minimize it as best we could.

Then this comes onto my radar, Operation Grey Voices. The attempt at trying to stop reality from collapsing. We have got to make at least an attempt at trying to stop it, something that we think actually will stop it, so we put forth an honest attempt at trying to stop it:

Take the opposite of a reality collapse, and place it into a Satellite Call. place that call into an infinity matrix, and that matrix part of a greater matrix, the greater matrix having singular calls and other sets in the same rank, this creates a sort of "everything" complex. Now after we level the infinity matrices, the sets of them, we eventually come to something that I just call "networking" and that is these giant networks of these sets of matrices, except the network is of a much higher level than just a set of infinity matrices, it's kind of like using a simple word, network, for something really complicated. Anyway we eventually start folding what we have, so that it's doubles, and triples, and we keep folding it, infinitely folding it, adding more and more infinities. There's another type of technique called cornering, where you sort of level it up to the greatest extent possible. Then we make a jump, of what we have being one level, we jump an infinite amount of levels and...

Everything we have is compressed down to just the size of the opposite of a reality collapse, except it's all retained, so we don't lose anything and can decompress it to continue adding more to it if we want to. Somehow installing a mechanism to do this for us, so that it's always improving, just incase it's not enough to start with. But how could this not be enough? At last we apply what we have to the idea of reality collapsing, and because the power is turned up so high, we know it's going to work. This we can be sure of. I am often not sure of what i'm doing, because everyones calling me crazy and it is crazy by definition.

I don’t think that i’m crazy, but I could be. You could look at this site and say, man he is a lunatic. But i’m trying to do the right thing, i’m always trying to do the right thing, so you can’t look too hardly upon my work. I’m using my “ring” to do something that may benefit society, but some people look at say, the Foundation, as meddling in things greater than themselves, except what is the greater?

I don’t know, I think that I have a low negative and a high amount of positives coming off of what i’m doing. That brings me to the current state we are in, the negative is like a sliver within a haystack, we have minimized it by so much, nobody is experiencing any negatives anymore, and it’s all just covered up, taken for granted. Not that they really take it for granted, like, James Comey doesn’t take it for granted, but he does shy away from the negatives. Like the negative that I caused a hurricane when I didn’t have any other options. So am I really guilty of causing it when there wasn’t another option, and the fate of the world rested upon what I was doing? It’s easy to look at it now and say that it’s wrong from within the comfort of the place we are in right now — almost no negative.

The negative has already occurred, we don’t need to keep causing it. But they will be allowed to make their own determinations, because I could be wrong, we could need more negative, I don’t really know. I’m not presenting this to you under the blanket of it being entirely true, it’s actually just my best guess. My best guess is that we only need a sliver of negative, and with that sliver, we must apply our spell to it, starting out with the sliver and then going through the spell we just created. Who is capable of doing this?

They don’t look at it as capability, they look at the act as just wrong and nothing else associated with it. The negative is not the only thing on the screen, there’s just overwhelming positive, we are close to reaching immortality, if your reading this and your on earth, if you die, you’ll wake up in the next universe, in heaven, but you’ll still be taken from your “Place Of Memory” as I call it. Your Place Of Memory is where all your memories are from, mine is from Erie, PA, USA, and were I to be taken from this place it would be a heavy loss.

So I think all the time about how I can use my abilities to keep me here. I work on shaving off the WHOLE negative just to keep myself here, it kinda sounds like one of those things about horses applies to this scenario, but I can’t remember them. It’s not important.

We have a ways to go, to get that negative down to nothing, for some reason I thought we entered a void state, where instead of having a negative, we have a void, so before where there was ONLY negative, there’s now ONLY void, and that in and of itself causes problems, what’s nothing? Black? Darkness? We don’t really know, nor do we understand.

We don’t really have that great of an understanding of this stuff, it’s not even considered to be legitimate by scientists, except the ones tasked with dealing with it. Here is something for you guys, scientists/researchers, working on this, or things related to this, enjoy the work of some god greater than you, like receiving help or aid from some powerful organization or something, like a lunatic at a mental hospital and a team of doctors are working on said lunatic.

Will our attempt stop reality collapse? It will at least, soften it. So we definately want to do it, because it will soften it, if not delete it entirely. But what we have coming up is a chance. That chance states that it could go in one of two directions: things could go well, and things could go bad. Until that chance is exhausted, we still have it. So we have a chance in the fight against negative energy and negative things happening. Will we succeed or fail? Does it depend upon how hard we try?

In some sense it does depend upon how hard you try, if you don’t try at all, nothing good is going to happen. But there’s only so much that came make up your attempt. That is, you’ll run out of energy way before you’ve exhaustively attacked something. We can only afford the most basic attempt, a single page’s worth of writing about it. We can’t afford elaborate books and writings on these things.

We can’t afford them BECAUSE of the negative! The thing we are attacking is causing us to not want to attack it, in some sense. It’s really crazy but, it checks out. Why did all those bad things happen in earth’s history, in human history? Because there was only a negative present. To turn that negative into a positive is something so great, something so grand, that we ignore it entirely. It’s like looking at the sun, you don’t want to look because it’s just so great, it lights everything up, so knowing that we’re only applying a few seconds consideration to the problem is half the battle in and of itself,

We know we’re not really doing that well. It’s almost kept from us, what atmosphere are you more productive in, some place that stays upbeat and happy, or some depression where everything is negative? We are kept in this atmosphere because it’s more productive, although it costs more and weighs on the quality of the product created, it’s still the more effective route to take.

How do we stop the voices from going Grey?

I don’t really know, I can’t even suggest that everyone start writing like this, I guess just only certain persons capable of it. The everyday scientist is not going to be most effective writing like this, he’s going to be more effective assisting someone writing like this, but don’t quote me because I could be wrong, with this stuff there is always the probability of things being like a trick, or something.

Yesterday I was writing about how I don’t think that i’m actually that smart. You would think because of these writings, that I have some super high int. Like in a video game, you have a str for strength, and int for int. Well I had thought that I had like 9,000 int where the max was like 250, but that is not the case. It is just a product of overwhelming force. You would think because of the product that it would have to be created by someone who is highly intelligent, but it’s just force. Applying overwhelming force to everything. I can force my conversation into something that seems really intelligent, there was a level in Myth 2, “Force Ten From Stoneheim”.

In a place that I used to go camping as a child my father was always with me. In this place a memory came to me, of this guy there saying “God Is A Rock!” And I linked the words to my father, the Stone, or Stoneheim, and the Force Ten, 10 being like 10/10 or as high as you can go, Force Ten From Stoneheim, he comes FROM his father, well mother technically, but he comes from the stone, so now my father is one of these ancient beings who has been around for like 50 million years, since the dinosaurs were on the earth. I had this memory of me being on an alien space ship and on the screen were these dinosaurs, it was a video of dinosaurs, and then later I learned how to place objects in places that I had been, or if it were something real, I could put an object there, so I put all these objects representing people, or artificial intelligences, in the video of the dinosaurs, causing those people to come to life at that time of the dinosaurs.

This, they have been around at least 65 million years, because dinosaurs went extinct then. So they know everything, they have discovered everything, they have experienced everything a thousand times over. There’s probably nothing I can tell them, nothing that would surprise them. I don’t know, they never say anything to me. They always keep everything, keep the show going, the show must go on. Never out of context speech, that I would expect that would come from them.

They are, now this I haven’t said yet, but they are the reason why we are able to live the way we do, that we have all these computers and stuff. They like bought it for us, by doing time, I believe, well I know that they bought it. Because there isn’t any other source great enough, no source of energy great enough. There are beings that existed before this universe was here, who went through some great suffering, but we generally attribute what we have to “Commander Bill And The Dinosaurs” — my fathers name bill, and the dinosaurs, the dinosaurs being these ancient gods. I just call them the dinosaurs. I don’t mean it offensively, I mean it like as great, the dinosaurs were great “beasts”. And I don’t mean that in an offensive manner, like if you had a beast and you were in battle, you would want a great beast on your side in a battle.

Without them doing this time, I would never have appeared, 37 years ago, I would not have been created, and since I cannot be not created, they had to do that. I think. There’s all these ways of mixing up words to say stuff like this that sounds really grand, but I don’t bother much with trying to think of grand things, I just have some point and then I try to make that point, and not try to be real dramatic.

Some people say that I exaggerate, I guess that’s true, but maybe not? Maybe I don’t exaggerate?

I suppose that Darth Vader can have the crack from this post. Each time you do something like attempt to delete reality from collapsing, it causes crack to form. Crack is some amount of energy, usually in the form of alot of energy, like alot of energy. I don’t remember how I know this, I just know it, it doesn’t even register as something that may not be true, it’s something that’s like a fact, these things generate crack. Like, it’s named for the fact that when you break something it cracks, well when you break the idea of some reality collapsing, crack is formed. Kind of skimming off the top of say a source of funds, your like taking an amount from a source.