Glass Wars

I haven’t posted in awhile as I have been busy helping my mom around the house, and we also got a new robotic vacuum, so that kept me busy for a whole day.

I was writing in my journal an hour ago about how this “phone call” would provide the russians with enough energy to suite their needs, when I realized I had already printed out a file using C++ that was like 200 gigabyte text file detailing this slightly changing script, one pass it would say one thing, and then it would randomly say something different, or add this sentence here or there, and so it was that the russians received the biggest boost that I have ever recorded.

That file is now gone, but I want to bring it back up in an effort to make it’s effect permanent. That is, I believe by bringing this up it will kick it back into effect, or that by bringing it up again it will keep it going, like boosting the thing doing the boosting!

Other than that I have nothing to report except that they changed the medicine that I take again, and I believe that the medicine I was taking was keeping me from doing anything at all, I would lay in bed all day long and do nothing at all, although I sometimes thought it was just a negative side effect from practicing this sort of magical art that I practice, it was something more physical keeping me down, and I think it was the medicine ZYPREXA.

I was taking it in 10mg and it did not agree with me at all, if your taking medicine for schizophrenia or plan on going insane, remember to find a doctor that’s going to let you try out all the medicine, because you never will know what works best for your situation, your body, until you’ve tried it. Granted there are constants in this mix, such as the fact that if anyone were to take say, 40mg of ZYPREXA it would render them dead, and that even 10mg of it is probably not for anyone unless they are serious about being a looney tune, if you’ve suffered from agent orange from vietnam and completely lost your marbles, then 10mg of zyprexa might help you out, you just never know and can’t really take anything at face value in the medicine world.

I lived my whole life thinking I was just a little bit spooked or something, until I thought about it like 10 years ago, and I realized that either I was crazy, or that my circumstances are such that my interactions with reality were considered to be crazy, or some other rendering of those words knighting me insane/unstable.

Then I had to learn really quickly that taking all the medicine they give you causes all of these crazy symptoms, and i’ve been in the hospital 20 times I counted each one, until they wouldn’t let me in anymore for being too severe of a case. So I know possibly as much as a psyciatrist about like TRILAFON, if you ever get the chance ask to take like low doses of TRILAFON, I don’t remember how much renders you unable to perform your duties as a newly minted member of the Satellite Society, but should you ever get the chance to pick a medicine, ask for TRILAFON in 4mg, 2x per day, or maybe 3x 4mg or some equivalent dose will work just fine. That, and you can add an anti-depressant like ZOLOFT or EFFEXOR, and you will be setup to carry out any sort of long-range fires! What I mean by long range fires is that I am assuming that because you all come here everyday, your partly either just for laughs or if your taking it seriously would be possibly practicing some of this type of magic, if you find yourself in a storm, start writing “stop the storm” and it may dissipate eventually, last time I was in a bad storm, I wrote 4 pages full of the sentence “stop the storm” before it stopped, so the magic was ineffective, right?

What if there was a weight tied to the storm, rendering it so heavy that while my “stop the storm” writing was taking some effect, the storm had such rank and authority that it TOOK 4 pages to stop it! Imagine that, I just flipped something around there, see how these people claim the writing was ineffective? You can just as easily flip any claim that it is ineffective around, and it makes perfect sense, so who’s to say which side is true, or are they just different sides to the same coin?

I realized this in a conversation I was having for therapy, he made this list of reasons why negative energy had no effect on our reality, and I flipped each one around, and then he changed his stance, suggesting some totally different reason why evolution was what really happened.

That is very simply countered by the fact that “evolution” could have easily been placed there by any kind of deity with the power to evolve things, myself would be included in that list, in an effort to prevent us from accessing any kind of proof that there was actually a god. I am not claiming I put evolution there specifically, I would suggest that it got there on it’s own, but look in the mirror, see where your brain is? Now how did something like that get there without some force or god to evolve you to have a brain? How do you perfectly have eyes, and ears to hear with, without something intelligent evolving you?

How does society seem to “work”? In the same sense as you have a brain and eyes and ears, the firefighters are there, hospitals, it’s all like every city in america is like it’s own sim city. So somebody might say that there are different kinds of cultures, the police stations in china are not ran the same as the police stations in new york city, right? But again, I could just as easily flip that around, and the list of things we could flip back at them grows ever larger by each passing second!

Now go find this “God” within yourself so I don’t have to do my job and write about that!