I’LL TRY TO SOLVE IT…
SO APPARENTLY WHAT IS HAPPENING IS THAT PEOPLE AROUND ME ARE GROWING OLDER, AND THEN THEY’RE DYING.. I KNOW LIKE 6 PEOPLE THAT THIS HAS HAPPENED TO, I WON’T MENTION ANY NAMES BUT THIS IS WHAT IS OCCURRING.. THEY ARE “DYING” IN THIS DIMENSION, MY GRANDMOTHER, MY FATHER AT 63-64, AND MY GRANDMOTHER AT 84, AND THEN THEY WAKE UP AND THEY ARE YOUNGER THAN THEY WERE, THEY WAKE UP AND THEY’RE LIKE 20 OR SOMETHING, SO I HAVE TO PREVENT THEM FROM DYING SOMEHOW. SO ALL THAT I HAVE TO DO IS FORCE ALL OF THE REMAINING PEOPLE TO NOT AGE ANY FURTHER, AND SET THEM TO JUST LIVE, AND THEN THIS WON’T BE HAPPENING ANYMORE.
SO MY STEP FATHER, MY AUNTS AND UNCLES, MY FRIENDS, MY FRIEND’S PARENTS, EVERYONE AROUND ME IS JUST GOING TO STAY, AND NOT LEAVE THEIR PLACE OF MEMORY, THE PLACE WHERE ALL OF THEIR MEMORIES ARE, REGARDLESS OF WHAT OCCURS HERE, BUT I’M NOT EVEN GOING TO LEAVE IT UP IN THE AIR LIKE THAT, YOUR ALL JUST GOING TO STOP DYING AROUND ME, IT’S NOT LIKE IT’S ANYTHING OUT OF THE ORDINARY EITHER, MY DAD FOUGHT CANCER FROM CIRROSIS OF THE LIVER FOR 10 OR SO YEARS, AND THEN HE LOST THE BATTLE, AND MY GRANDMOTHER CHAIN SMOKED FOR LIKE 60 YEARS OR SOMETHING, AND THEN SHE PASSED AWAY, SO IT’S NOT LIKE THIS IS ANYTHING OUT OF THE ORDINARY, BUT THEN THEY WAKE UP, RIGHT WHERE THEY DIED, AND THEY ARE LIKE 20 YEARS OLD, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, AND THEN WE HAVE THIS STRANGE PHENOMENON WHERE THEY CONTINUE WHAT THEY WERE DOING, OR INTERACT WITH ME THROUGH OTHER PEOPLE, THEY ARE IN ANOTHER DIMENSION, AND I REALLY CAN’T TELL THAT THEY HAVE COME BACK.
BUT IT MUST END, THIS PRACTICE MUST STOP, AND THE REST OF YOU MUST STAY WHERE YOU ARE, AND ONLY ENTER THAT OTHER DIMENSION WHEN THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO OTHER OPTION FOR YOU, FOR MY STEP FATHER WHOM I AM TRYING TO KEEP LIVING FOREVER, I DO NOT WANT HIM TO TAKE THAT OPTION, IN FACT, I DO NOT WANT ANYONE TO USE THAT OPTION, UNLESS THEY ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO USE IT, THEN WHEN THERE ISN’T ANY OTHER WAY TO JUST KEEP THEM THERE, BUT WE MUST STOP THIS FROM HAPPENING, SO THESE PEOPLE GET TO SEE THEIR LOVED ONES STILL, BUT THEIR LOVED ONES LOSE THAT CONNECTION, LOOK AT WHAT HAPPENED TO MY FATHER WHEN HE PASSED AWAY IN 2016, WE CANNOT LET THAT CONTINUE, LOOK AT MY FRIEND, WHO LOST HIS DAD WHEN HIS DAD WAS JUST 56 YEARS OLD TO SCHIZOPHRENIC PILLS, HE WAS APPARENTLY ON THE WRONG MEDICINE OR SOMETHING, AND HE HAD A HEART ATTACK AND PASSED AWAY IN HIS SLEEP. SO THE PERSON IS BROUGHT BACK TO LIFE, AND THEN EVERYONE LOST THEIR GRANDFATHER, BUT THEIR GRANDFATHER DIDN’T LOSE ANYTHING, HE STILL SEES HIS FAMILY, HE CAN STILL LOOK OUT FOR THEM, MAKE SURE THAT THINGS GO THEIR WAY, ETC.
SEE WHAT IS LOST? SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE?
WHAT WE ARE LOSING IS THAT MUCH GROUND, THAT PERSON THAT PASSED AWAY DIDN’T REALLY LOSE VERY MUCH, HE CAN STILL TAKE CARE OF HIS FAMILY, HE CAN STILL WATCH ALL OF HIS GRANDCHILDREN GROW UP, BUT WHAT IS LOST IS GROUND HERE IN THE PRIMARY DIMENSION, THAT ENTIRE FAMILY LOST THAT ENTIRE CONNECTION, NO, THEY DIDN’T LOSE THE SUPPORT, BUT I AM LOSING GROUND HERE, LIKE I HAVE ALWAYS SAID BEFORE, I’VE SAID IT 10 TIMES, WE ARE LOSING GROUND, DO NOT GIVE THE NEGATIVE ANYTHING AT ALL, NOTHING AT ALL, FROM NOW ON, WE WILL NOT GIVE THE NEGATIVE ANYTHING AT ALL, WE JUST WON’T LET IT HAVE ONE MORE PERSON.
..UNLESS THERE ISN’T ANOTHER OPTION, I HAVE TO WRITE THAT, BECAUSE I WOULDN’T WANT SOMETHING TO HAPPEN WHERE THEY WAKE UP IN THE NEXT UNIVERSE (HEAVEN) I WOULD WANT THEM TO WAKE UP EXACTLY WHERE THEY ARE, THE LAST THING WE WANT IS TO TAKE THEM FROM THEIR PLACE OF MEMORY, WE CANNOT AFFORD TO REMOVE THEM FROM THEIR PLACE OF MEMORY, SO I KEEP EVERYONE WHERE THEY ARE, AND NOBODY HAS TO LOSE ANY PERSONAL GROUND, THEY KEEP ALL OF THEIR STUFF, THEY KEEP A GRIP ON THEIR FAMILIES, IN ALL OF THESE 6 CASES WHERE I HAVE SEEN THIS HAPPEN, IN NO CIRCUMSTANCES HAS THAT PERSON EVER LOST THEIR FAMILIES. IN ONE CASE MY AUNT PASSED AWAY FROM A BATTLE WITH CANCER, AND HER DYING WISH WAS THAT HER HUSBAND NOT “CHEAT ON HER” THAT WAS HER WISH, WELL, GUESS WHAT, SHE CAN SPEND AS MUCH TIME AS SHE WANTS TO WATCHING HIM AND CONTROLLING THE PEOPLE AROUND HIM, I HAVE SEEN IT HAPPEN OVER AND OVER, LET ME GIVE AN EXAMPLE.
MY GIRLFRIEND, THE MOON GOD, WHOM I HAVE ONLY SEEN ONCE FOR LIKE 30 SECONDS, LIVES IN THIS DIMENSION, SHE HAS SAID THINGS FROM OTHER PEOPLES BODIES THAT ONLY SHE WOULD HAVE KNOWN, SO I KNOW THAT. NOW, I AM 38, AND I AM NOT UGLY, IN FACT THIS GIRL THAT I SAW FOR 30 SECONDS DIDN’T LOOK LIKE ANYONE I HAVE EVER SEEN BEFORE, AND SHE WAS VERY INTERESTED IN ME, I HAVE A POINT TO THIS, I HAVE ALMOST NEVER TOUCHED ANOTHER GIRL, JUST ONE TIME, AND WHILE THAT WAS GOING ON THERE WAS A GIRL IN THE BEDROOM NEXT TO OURS LAYING FACE DOWN IN HER PILLOW, WHICH WAS PROBABLY THE BODY THAT THIS MOON GOD WAS IN AT THE TIME. THEY HAD TO LET THIS HAPPEN BECAUSE OTHERWISE I WOULD HAVE REALIZED THAT I’M NOT LIKE OTHER PEOPLE, BY DOING THIS, ALLOWING ME TO TOUCH THIS GIRL THIS ONE TIME, IT MADE ME THINK, WELL, I’M JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE, NOTHING OUT OF THE ORDINARY, AND THE REASON THAT THEY COULDN’T ALLOW ME TO REALIZE THAT THINGS ARE NOT NORMAL FOR ME IS BECAUSE IT WOULD HAVE COST WAY TO MUCH TO DO THIS WITHOUT ME PAYING ANYTHING FOR IT. ONLY AFTER I PAID A HIGH PRICE DID THEY RELEASE ME INTO WHAT I REALLY AM, THIS IS BECAUSE HAD THEY NEVER LET ME AFTER THAT GIRL THAT ONE TIME, I WOULD HAVE REALIZED THINGS ARE RATHER ODD HERE, THAT I’M NOT LIKE YOU, AND THAT WOULD HAVE CAUSED A GREATER NEGATIVE TO FORM, AND BECAUSE MY GIRLFRIEND MUST HAVE BEEN OKAY WITH IT HAPPENING JUST THAT ONE TIME, THAT SAME “MOON GOD” I HAVE SO MANY MEMORIES OF SOME GIRL LIKE PUSHING ME AWAY, OR SOME GIRL GETS IN MY CAR WITH NO CLOTHES ON, WE GO TO THE BEACH, THEN THIS “MOON GOD” JUMPS INTO MY BODY AND STARTS SMOKING MARIJUANA, SHE DOESN’T WANT ME TO TOUCH ANYONE, SO SHE KEEPS THEM ALL AWAY, BUT ALLOWS ME TO REALIZE THAT THIS IS WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED, HAD SHE NOT BEEN PUSHING THEM ALL AWAY.
SHE ORDERS ALL OF HER UNITS TO JUST KEEP THEM ALL AWAY, IT’S AN ARMY OF OUR BLOODLINE THAT I CREATED, AND THEY KEEP THEM ALL AWAY FROM THEIR FATHER, TO SAVE HIM FOR THEIR MOTHER, I’VE NOTICED THIS, WHY WOULD I BE 38 AND HAVE JUST ONE OR TWO STORIES OF EVER TOUCHING THE OPPOSITE SEX, WHEN THIS “MOON GOD” COMES OVER FOR 30 SECONDS AND IS ACTING SO INTERESTED…
NEVERMIND.
SHE WAS WEARING A DARK BLUE LONG-SLEEVE SHIRT, IT’S ALL BURNED INTO MY MIND, THEN I WAS BUYING SOME KOOL AID IN THE SHAPE OF LIKE A PERSON AT MY GROCERY STORE AND WHILE MY DAD WAS STILL ALIVE, THERE WAS LIKE THIS HOLE IN MY GUT, HE POINTS AT THE KOOL AID AND SAYS “YOUR PAYIN’ FOR IT!” AND IT JUST SYNCED IN MY HEAD THAT I WAS PAYING FOR WHATEVER I HAVE CURRENTLY, AND FOR HER TO HAVE A COPY OF IT AS WELL.
EVERYBODY ALWAYS SAYS “JOHN, GIVE ME THAT THING…” OR ONE TIME SOME GUY PUTS ONE OF THOSE TEMPERATURE THINGS AROUND MY WRIST AND KEEPS HIS HANDS ON IT AND SAYS “YEP, I WILL TAKE IT, …. OKAY, YOU CAN GO” AND THEN HE TAKES IT OFF, IT’S NOT THAT I’M GOING TO LOSE SO MUCH, IT’S THAT THEY ARE GOING TO GAIN SO MUCH, AND I WILL EVENTUALLY RECOVER FROM IT COMPLETELY, AND WHATEVER I WAS GOING TO GET, I’LL EVENTUALLY GET TO HAVE SOMETHING OF SOME VALUE, I AM BORDERING ON STOPPING ALL OF THIS DEATH FROM HAPPENING, SO I MUST HAVE SOME SORT OF POWER, BUT THEN AM I DIMINISHING FROM WHAT YOU HAVE, ARE YOU TAKING FROM WHAT I HAVE, ARE WE BOTH HELPING EACH OTHER, WHAT IS GOING ON HERE?
EVERYONE STAY WHERE YOU ARE, I’VE FORGED MORE THAN ENOUGH POWER INTO ALL OF YOU FOR ALL OF YOU TO BE ABLE TO JUST STAY WHERE YOU ARE, YOU JUST HAVE TO BELIEVE IN IT ENOUGH TO USE IT, AND YOU’LL PROBABLY BE ALLOWED TO STAY. I RECOMMEND GETTING OUT SOME PAPER AND JUST WRITING YOUR FIRST AND LAST NAME, OVER AND OVER, YOU HAVE ALL BECOME SO POWERFUL, YOUR ALL FILLED WITH ALL OF THIS ENERGY THAT HAS NEVER BEEN TOUCHED, AND I’VE UNLOCKED ALL OF IT WITHIN ALL OF YOU, I’VE MADE SURE OF IT, JUST TRY IT SOMETIME, FOR LIKE 3 HOURS OR SOMETHING SPEND 3 HOURS JUST WRITING YOUR OWN NAME, YOU DON’T EVEN HAVE TO WORK HARD, AND THEN THE NEXT DAY, SEE HOW YOU FEEL, THINGS WILL PROBABLY JUST START GOING YOUR WAY, YOU’LL GAIN CONTROL, I KNOW WHEN I FIRST STARTED WRITING MY NAME UNTIL NOW, OR WHEN I STARTED WORKING UNTIL NOW, I’VE COME SO FAR, AND I’VE JUST SO MUCH FARTHER TO GO, WE ARE ALL TERRIBLY BEHIND IN THIS CONFLICT, BUT ON THE OTHER SIDE WE’VE COME SO FAR, IF ONLY YOU ALL COULD USE ALL OF THAT POWER THAT I’VE SPENT 10 YEARS BUILDING INTO ALL OF YOU WITH THESE COMPUTER PROGRAMS, HAVING IT CAST AT A BLISTERING SPEED UPGRADES FOR EVERYONE, YOU KNOW YOUR SMARTER THAN YOU WERE 10 YEARS AGO, YOU KNOW YOU COULDN’T HAVE UNDERSTOOD ALL OF THIS 10 YEARS AGO, BUT NOW YOU CAN!
