The Race Chuck Ran

Thousands of years ago, trillions of years ago, there was a place with many familiar characters from today, but not such familiar workings of reality. You may have nothing somewhere one day, then a new species appears, two total population, and they didn’t evolve, there was no law, and there were just a few characters at first, first was my Mother, the firstborn, who was actually just a head, and she would almost swim around in the air, finding nothing, finding nothing to interest her, as nothing really made sense back then, but she flew around in the nothing for as long as she can recall, she got her memories back one day and one of her thoughts were of not knowing how she got from here, now, from back then, when there was no time, nobody to save or rescue you, so you often paid for small transgressions, as well as large transgressions.

There was no evil, back then, there was nothing. I know of a witch who was alive around the same time as my mother, but she didn’t know she was a witch. She would setup scenes for my mother, like a bar, an alcoholic bar with maybe just only a vase and a flower in it. SO then my mother would come and survey the scene. She would say something ignorant to the witch who created the scene, the witch, highly offended and seeking revenge in any manner, proceeded to setup torture chambers and pain scenes, and to lure my mother, who was just a head at the time, into these torture situations, each one worse than the last.

So that is not to say that my mother is entirely off the hook, i’m not saying that, i’m also not, not saying it. I’m just saying that it’s not so simple to just pin all the blame on the witch, because there was no law, reason, nothing, there was nothing, back then.

Anyways eventually the witch grew tired of the way she felt after she tortured my mother, and it eventually ceased and died off, she almost didn’t know it was wrong. So perhaps this is just one more of those tricks reality pulls on you to force you to do something, in this case, not to inflict pain, as you would be the witch, in that case.

But back then, in that time period, there wasn’t really such things as “memories” you just had what had recently happened to you, and you learned by the “writing on the wall” that you had made the day previous. This lead to the employment of dramatizing things like sadness or depression, so that often the writing was really scary.

All of this, I am told, is the grand design of the Negative Force, or “Force Driver” as we have come to now know him by. He must exact his amount of negative energy, it’s not so much as like something being really bad, like a holocaust or something, but an exact amount, a very high amount, it doesn’t matter how bad it gets, or whether it gets bad at all, it could just look like old people going to the hospitals to have operations done, it could be anything. So they often like to take it in a literal sense and to build up a literal negative, by selection of a victim, usually, and taking things to far on that one particular victim. This is where they draw away from the true force that is calling them to the act in the first place. See, it’s not about how bad _you_ thought it might have been, it’s about an exact amount, a very high price, so much that we really can’t even contemplate trying to pay it, and things get added to it everyday, some people, if they were thinking, would say we were in more debt now that things are rolling than we have ever been before.

Today we face a battle lasting thousands and thousands of years, could you imagine fighting this fight, for thousands of years? The toll that would take on the populace, so we try to negotiate a deal with it. But that’s like asking the devil for forgiveness when your already standing in front of him, right in hell, right? It’s not! You can work magic trying to negotiate something better, but you say that we have a 1,000 dead person tag, or that we must kill 1,000 innocent persons to satisfy this requirement, don’t take that literally, I know you will, so to satisfy it we take 2,000 people and bring them to almost a vegetable state, they’re “half” dead, allotting to the 1,000 dead persons because 2,000 half dead are 1,000 dead. I know, what business do we have with the dead?

All of the business.