Last Stand

Something dawned on me while watching this, I realized where we were, in relation to the negative, and you’ll want to hear it but let me post what I was watching:

For some reason I was comparing the Negative to various parts in the movie and I realized something.. “This” *IS* the Negative. Should we find a way to overcome it, and when we eventually do beat it, that’s about all that there is, there’s like nothing else, the day is saved, there’s not some other negative, except there would be a long, long time.

And so I am declaring this to be the last negative, that there not be anything beyond it that is classified as a “Negative” aside from the incredibly long time we hypothesize that we will go through. Everyone was assuming there was a “great devoid” before the end of the game, and this void we had assumed to be filled with Time — We’ll be doing a long time, but won’t be under a threat, or experiencing a threat at all, though it could potentially be dangerous when you include everyone, when you say what will happen to every person in this city, well something bad is bound to creep up in 100,000 people, the size of my city of Erie, PA.

I must also assume that methods employed to render the “Negative” where here we fight it, I must assume that those methods produce something that happens over time, so that is a clue as to what we might construct.. Like the Earth Laser — a super-insurance policy we are taking out to protect us and, find the cure for the Negative. So this goes on until we find that cure, the searching of the Earth Laser or Earth’s Insurance policy must be carried on until the solution is found.

And by insurance policy I mean like the Russian’s Insurance Policy, that consists of Lasers that define various digging mechanisms, and metal arms that control various switches and buttons and other metal arms, something like turning china into a giant rubics cube, that is what I mean by insurance policy, so this one is even greater than the Russian Insurance Policy, this one is built out of all of the Earth and it’s first task is to find us the cure for the “Negative” or the “Last Negative”.

But if this is the Negative, after all the spells we’ve cast, after all this writing, i’ve had about 7 versions of this website, each with 50 posts, all that writing and this is the strength of the Negative, I might say that we have rightly defeated it already, when it’s actual defeat is only possibly days away… Well, months.

So you might say, “How can this be? How have we already won?” it’s because I think that, we have paid for this time, we have bought ourselves victory in blood, sacrifice, that whole bargain. There was always a certain amount that would pay off the Negative forever, and we just happened to hit it, with all of our mining and digging, raking, we’ve reached paydirt! But is it actually true?

Let’s explore the fact that, it may not be the last negative. I would have to say, based on how things have already gone, that would be highly likely. It would be very likely that there’s yet another one of these Negative sets of days, months, years, or that we’ve only bought ourselves the immediate, for example, tomorrow is not really paid for.

So perhaps tomorrow isn’t paid for. I am just thinking, even if we only have this paid for, I dunno, it seems to be the right break in the action that we needed. Time to Tower.

Black Tower come underneath the Shadow, and sing to us your tragedy!

And you can imagine the towers that came with it, not to mention that it’s only a type, black tower is a type of tower, now there are types of towers, but there are also other types entirely, like the unit could be, a person, a wizard, a spellbreaker…

Hah I completely forgot about this page! I’ve got to add pictures, a cover photo, I was going to write more. Everytime I do that. I always swear i’ll write more, make it worthy of your time, but then I always slip up, now it’s late and i’m almost going to bed, no energy left to write after I take my schizophrenic medicine for bedtime, Lithium and Zyprexa mixed with whatever is in my bloodstream + a shot of Invega Intriza and Haldol shots, I think my medicine is too high but they won’t lower it because they say my symptoms will return, I still think it’s too much medicine even for the worst schizophrenic, there’s only so much medicine you can give someone, so much of a response can be gleamed. I finally got them to lower my medicine from 20mg of zyprexa to 15mg, and that had an effect on me getting out of bed more often.

I do this thing where at 12 or 1 I lay down until 3 or 4, and I do it every day, probably because the medicine is up to high, so I am always arguing with them about changing it to something less, but they won’t, and in my town it’s hard to find someone to prescribe you medicine, and no medicine would mean that I would like “eat it” as in, throw a grenade at someone and tell them to “eat it!” or “eat this!” so I would “eat “it”” if they took me off my medicine completely, would eventually end up dead or in prison, the medicine is critical.