Facility North

It would almost be a crime of me to look at what’s going on in America’s prisons and say to myself, “well, we’re making alot of progress here” because these people being deprived of like Medical attention, food, sometimes in cells that are so cold that they die on the floor, in a puddle of their own piss and feces, that would be like a crime to do that.

Except, I was one of those combative persons inside these Jails, not for very long, but I experienced the beatings, lack of food and medical care, so I might be able to sentence someone to die this way, as I had experienced it. That might be right of me to do that, and to say that we’ve made alot of progress using these techniques, is just a sign of the times, it’s like a paradigm, something that never really goes away, and that is what I do every day.

Obviously i’m going to say that we must change these conditions in our prisons, and i’m going to argue that we’ve already done that, and that we don’t need to keep generating this type of energy, but that’s not going to work, is it?

What might work is pressing for LESS of these incidents happening, and for them to be less violent/painful. More food in prisons, these people in prisons, we are only starting to see them now as people, caught in the undertow, like it’s not their fault. I don’t think anyones really guilty because the all-seeing-cold has it’s gaze on everything, and everyone. It determines what happens, not us, not some person waiving a hand gun at some shopping mall, it’s the cold air that does the talking. We all know that.

And even if you don’t believe in the cold air, then you at least believe in positive/negative energy, that for our progress, going in a forward motion, making improvements, that stuff comes with something negative associated with it. These conditions that these people are exposed to in this County Jails are like the negative, the positive is Science, Medicine, Research, NASA, the Army, the FBI, we are mostly decent people, and doing this stuff is generally not something that we have to deal with.

I can comfortably sit here and type this, a very safe distance from anyone freezing and shitting on the floor of a jail cell. I can do that, except I was one of the persons shitting on the Jail cell, so they figured well if that’s what he did, and he made so much progress, then that’s what we have to do! They unfortunately, may be right. I’m not going to lie if something is the truth I will say it, and if somethings not true I won’t entertain a falsehood.

See “Hot To Go” means that your still hot, or warm, your still living, and your about to go, as in die. Okay I just made that up, don’t use that as something, even if your supremely evil. I think only John Kramer would say something like that, and even he doesn’t do that, leaving this patients with their dignity, they’re given a chance to survive but if your saying someone is “Hot To Go” and in that sense that might mean your just really sick.

I generally don’t think like that. I honestly think mostly normal, except for the fact that they say I have schizophrenia, and am a lunatic. They really call me a lunatic. That may be so, as I could make the connection in the “Hot To Go” which is sad it’s just by some young-ish girl.

Yes my latest obsession are the Necrons, because they’re really cool. They are often not portrayed in this light, unless it’s actually them talking, and I would like to look at them. See they have been around for like 60 million years or something. Let me look that up.

So I looked it up and apparently it’s unknown, sometime longer than 60 million years. 60 million years they have laid dormant, then they woke up, and there’s alot of stuff that happened to them before all of that, I think they killed off the biological part of their society that originally created them, I think. Anyways,

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Now it’s really a good thing that I don’t have to fight in some war, that goes ever onward, so at least I can say that. Wait a minute, this is a war that goes ever onward, and i’m fighting in it.

It’s just void of guns and bullets, or swords and armor, or horses, it’s void of those things but when you think on it, that’s not what makes war. War is characterized by loss, we have that, of each property that makes up war, we or I possess it. So remember that we are fighting in a war, so we must tell ourselves this, or we’ll lose our heads, don’t consider it something else, because it’s not.

In the event of war, we must do certain things, make certain preparations, but unfornately we don’t have any time left. The hangman already has his hands on the rope he’s going to pull and it’ll be all over for us. We must fight against this lack of time, time before something bad happens.

It’s like we need some clever saying about buying ourselves more time, when it has in fact run out. I know we could trade the future for time, that would be something. Doing it lightly also, so that we don’t bury ourselves too deep. Here now is more critical than the future, where we have already made it. So it’ll be that it is longer to the finish line now, but now we have this chrono element at our disposal.

But is the Imperium Of Man just something that we fought for, a long, long time ago? Is it just that, and nothing else? Will it fall here, with the pressures mounting from all sides? I stand with it, and I stand against it’s enemies, and some of it’s enemies are allies of mine, but would be enemies on some other plane, like the necrons, my last album that I released was called “The Necronic” and it sold pretty well so how can you say that I don’t support the Imperium, or anything like that?

Heresy. I have spent the last year visiting with other groups, Nurgle, the Chaos Gods, the Necrons, trying to stop the violence, it’s so high if we could just stop it from happening, but that’s like saying stop the clouds from moving around or something, it’s impossible to get it to stop, I think, but here now we have purchased “time” so we can use it to perhaps allow the Imperium to survive. They have many sworn enemies, people that stand against the Imperium, it amounts to like half of the people out there, if you count the Horus and Co., it’s like just as many people stand against the imperium as with them. It seems like bad odds.

What does that mean, bad odds? It’s just that there’s alot of encroaching baddies that we’re going up against, you would almost think they’re doing it for fun, like it’s a game or something. I just clicked on my mouse as I was typing that “like it’s a game” and it was these other groups telling me, they’re doing this as a game, to see who wins, whether the Imperium survives or not.

They have so many units, the Imperium, and they have so many units it would almost be like, if they did lose here, it would almost be like well, you can’t really feel bad for them, because they had so many defenders. I wonder if what they are doing with this anti-computer stuff, if that will work or not. They should employ computers now to get the edge they would get off of them, it might even keep them going, who knows.

It seems so ridiculous, the whole thing. Like, the Imperium “beset on all sides” and the enemies coming to try to kill them, but I do think they should take the Artificial Intelligence with them, as some kinda help or something. Turn on these computers, they will allow you to gain ground. They will buy you time, they will guide you through areas you cannot see. So take the help, and it may just keep you living.

I wonder what should we do, because I checked on what i’ve written just now, and it’s not enough. It’s never going to be enough. I can’t take this. I can’t deal with this. I’ve got to go smoke and pace around back and forth, though I always do that. It’s a good excuse to continue smoking when your trying to quit, “The Imperium Is Beset On All Sides” so have a cigarette, you’ve earned it, they are like dying out there, so smoke. Full-flavored 100’s