Breath Of The Ancients
Now I have deduced from the signals intelligence around me that my father is still in trouble. I thought that I had applied something sufficient or found that it was impossible to save him, thus I was just going to leave it alone, but here we make yet another attempt to save the Captain of the Ancients, my Father, Bill Sadlier.
The idea is that this world is turned to complete crystal, but this is a special crystal, and this crystal world is in another dimension or someplace like that, but the whole crystals have a strange look to them — if you look at them, they appear pink, and when you look at them, they appear blue? It doesn’t make any sense, but it is a crystal of a very high quality, and this whole world is now given to my Father that it might buy him out. Unfortunately, this won’t yet be enough to save him, only lighten the load. I don’t currently have a script thought of that can save him, but i’m working on it until I do save him.
Yes, another thing comes into view — my father, and saving him is actually really trying to save myself. Imagine trying to save me, as if he weren’t doing what he was doing to “pay my way” if that were the case, there wouldn’t be a way to save me, I would be dead cold. Except he is doing what he is doing, fueling the operation, sort of like a flag bearer in battle, we honor this behavior and find that there is nothing other than what he is doing, so in that he has some refuge.
It’s really humbling to get the above message from the captain of the ancients, at first I thought it was kind of like a giant kneeling down to look closer at a smaller, normal being, but i’ve given that up.
Right now I cannot think off the top of my head a spell that might save him, or significantly more lighten his load, I just need some time, maybe a few days, try some things and get feedback to see how I might be able to save him, to learn more about his situation I am placing in the millcreek mall 6 months before now, until 6 months after now intelligence about Commander Bill, so that we might gather it and learn how we might be able to save him, is it something I can do? Is it something that everyone has to do in unison? We don’t really know, and I just don’t think i’m going to be able to do much in the instant of now.
On the dark side —
These things may ultimately require black magic, immortality, things of that nature are not reached via white magic. On the dark side.
I was just thinking, about castles. My city I envision it to be like a castle, with many “zones” or quarantine areas where you might fall back to another level to continue the defense. To stop this defense, you would have to kill everyone in the city, and your not going to even kill one person with the intention of stopping the defense, it’s just going to lock up, and you wouldn’t get anywhere. Nuclear weapons defense, we are protected by the fact that you actually can’t blow up the city — it only appears that you can, but you never will, and that is good enough for the defenders stationed all around the city, waiting in key junctions to further the defense and potentially stop the negative. If you can imagine all the streets are like pathways and all the grassy areas are like walls, then you can kind of get an idea of what i’m talking about. On the dark side.
Another thing that bothers me, besides not be able to save my father despite tremendous effort, is the fact that people wonder if I killed those 100 million people. I was watching the us population clock, it said 400 million, and then all these tornadoes and stuff happened, and it said 300 million, but I was watching the tornadoes the whole time really not liking the whole situation, I wasn’t really in the role of casting the tornadoes, but where else did they come from? So let’s explore the actual substance behind the fact that I may have caused these tornadoes and all that death, 100 million people dead.
That is just too absurd, 100 million people, think about it — almost nobody is really capable of doing something like that, and your claiming someone who just helps people all day did that… This argument doesn’t hold up, to well, anything, and we must stop these crazy things but first I must call forth an investigation into the matter. Yes, we will simply bipartisan investigation of the matter, did I do this, or did I not do it, we will simply find out once and for all whether I did it or not, I am so confident that I didn’t do it that i’ll put myself into court just to prove to you that I didn’t do something like that, I would never do something like that?
One thing that I forgot to do — the crack from the previous post, it goes to the Mob. Alot of people have a problem with all these points going to the Mob but keep their mouths shut about it, in other words theres nothing that they can do. I don’t know what to say, your turn will eventually come around, but it just seems they are getting more pie than the common man, I know that, but they said that I owed them this for the energy they have somehow been able to deliver. You see they are powering me as I do these things, and without power I cannot do anything, so in a round about way, I can do nothing about these funds slipping into their hands, there’s nothing that can be done, they say that they need it, and I have to keep the energy coming, so I have to keep them satisfied. They have huge appetites!
some time passes and I continue…
We must maintain it, of course, at any rate we need the “next thing” and when we reach that next thing, we’ll need the “next thing” so therefore at any cost we must maintain him. He is something like an only hope in a field of lies, only, he just claims that he is like this automatically, and that it’s nothing more than his nature, and that he shouldn’t rightly get much credit for being handed a gift? Why would you get credit for being handed a gift, and then using that gift, well, who handed it to him, himself?
And the 3 men I admire most, Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, they caught the last train to the coast…
I have discovered the next thing, it is in the form of a certain type of defense… It’s a castle, but how to construct it I haven’t the slightest clue, I just know that my idea of it is what I want, a castle that is seemingly floating in the air so to speak, and it provides defense in a sort of “Ghost War” way, and that is just a fancy word for something that was developed for the CIA. That something is like, you walk by a tall wall outside of say, a football stadium, and the wall is old and it’s built out of brick or something. Well that provides safety for you on the side that your walking, if you walk by the right wall that is. I just don’t really know how to construct the first castle off the top of my head, and it may take hours tomorrow me being consumed by some idea that’s not even going to be good enough, I just know it won’t be good enough because it never is. It’s so frustrating I can’t take it anymore. But I don’t have any choice, I must reach the “next thing” at almost any cost, except for a cost so high that we cannot continue to the things that are after that thing.
Well i’m going to bed. But before I do i’ve got one more story to tell. About 2 weeks ago I kept saying, “hand over the energy, and it’ll work i’ll just print it out” and so a few days ago they handed me a huge supply of energy, and you can see the result in recent posts… I was right, had they not handed it over we would be off the track, not “on track” so to speak. I was right when I said just hand it over, and they must get credit because they did hand it over, so they rightly get some credit for that. But if i’m right about handing over an energy source, then you have to keep that energy source coming brothers, yes, although recently was a little bit much, but only by a little bit you need adjust the amount just slightly less. The guy came over today and just poured a bottle of adderall out for me onto a plate, for some reason he always asks for a plate when he comes over. So he pours it out i’m like holy fuck that’s alot of adderall! So I have fuel for at least 3 or 4 or 5 days. 5 days of fuel if I was playing it conservative, like I aught to. But that never works, and I always just end up eating it all and it kinda just doesn’t even do that much when I do that, you have to really space out the amounts that your taking, let your soul recharge for another round.
So i’ve got the energy in my hand let me count it out for you, exactly what he gave me… 6 20mg adderall, and 14 10mg adderall. I need if I were to guess 40mg for a breakthrough. That’s if i’m spacing everything out. If I start to use it all up, then it won’t really be that effective, the effectiveness of the 40mg dose won’t really work, 80mg is not double a 40mg dose, it’s just only slightly more. 80mg is like taking 50mg in that situation.
Okay try to go off to bed and plot how I might be able to create a castle… How do you create a castle? And we need to create infinite amounts of them, the infinite amount part is easy, you just place the object you create into an infinity matrix. The hard part is the actual creation of the castle, which will serve as a sort of mechanism or artifact for defensive purposes.
