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I haven’t forgot about any of you guys. I have just been writing into a journal, so I guess I have forgot about you. Weird they had “Moo Deng” on SNL and all the lines “Moo Deng” said were things that align with like things that I think or say about something, except he’s saying them like a girl, I don’t know what their intention was. I don’t know what they were hoping to achieve doing this, like “Moo Deng” is as powerful as I am or something, that’s about what they were trying to say, that “Moo Deng” is even better than me at all the things that I do, that’s what they were trying to imply with this skit on SNL. SO that’s kinda weird. “Moo Deng” a pygmy Hippo, now that is actually something that would really have some gas to it, “Moo Deng” internet star, a pygmy hippo, yes I forgot to mention what moo deng is, she is a mini hippo, a dwarf, and she will always remain that way, pygmy means small.

I have told my whole story about 5 – 6 times now, and everytime the person says that i’m crazy/schizophrenic, to that I always used to say, “what about the positive/negative thing, not even that could be probable?) and they all either lie about it, by saying that’s just not true, or they will say that it is probable, or they will say it’s not probable, it’s false. There’s always an even stronger reaction against the second part as there is to the first part. The actual statement, they always say is not true. Whatever it may be, everything is not true about this which we speak of, there’s not any way, so I don’t even think beyond a few seconds about it, it’s not real. So perhaps they are seeing that, as their reaction, but maybe your reaction is, there is no such thing as postive and negative energy controlling our reality, that POLICE are just units categorized under a Police Depart, and the Police Department is part of say, City Security, and City Security is within a City, where the City then goes all the way down to Person, from Family, and this mind-bending feeling, like your conscious is being tested, then that other reality, where a positive move might be somebody dieing, that would be a huge negative, and a huge positive, somebody finds our that there pregnant, and that they actually take it as good news, or what about the daily struggle, that daily struggle puts points on the board, the daily struggle that we all go through, it generates a value, or a part of a reaction, it’s the negative, and the positive is that all these negatives add up to something like st. jude’s Miracle Network. It seems like you can’t deny those things as being truthful, not exactly truthful, but to be real things, that you cannot deny the magic at work, and that’s my point, if you can see, if you shut it down now, that would not be good, you would lose alot of value, but know you must shut it down at some point, so why not just shut it down immediately. I wouldn’t doooO that if I were you… That I am implying that there’s no reason to take these action(s), and so you shouldn’t even consider it, that is just what I am implying. I am also, it is being applied, that some kind of value is associated with “shutting it down” there is some clear gain from that, and using this technique you can gleem intelligence off of just about anything.

I wonder if that’s true. I’ll just leave it there, fu it.

We are digging out the U.S. Army at like 150 soldiers per hour (one hundred and fifty) I don’t know if you believe in traps and that sort of thing, but it’s removing them, if they are there. Was what I meant to say anyways, it’s cleaning everything over 125 days, and this will amount to the whole US army, so this is really good for them because basically their, after 150 days, all given an extra dosage of energy, they now have that, that they wouldn’t have had otherwise. So you have to take that into account, it’s very strange I know and the speed with which we are digging them out is like counting and adding up, I wish somebody would make it so this stuff doesn’t happen, but they never really do..

I am developing a speaker system in my living room, a Rockville Rock Zone 8,

It’s an amplifier/receiver with 8 channels, so you can hook up 8 speakers at a time, with one for each channel, or you can hook up, up to 32 speakers, 4 per channel and that makes it 16 ohm. I don’t yet know what the Ohm is, it’s like resistance, higher ohm means higher resistance, the signal won’t be as strong, I don’t know even enough to know what that means, I suppose that means if the ohm is higher, then the resistance is higher, and there’s not anything to gain by studying it any further. I have to go, this is really driving me crazy, I don’t know how much i’ll write on here.

Have to go.