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I make no reservations about you two killing each other, slowly, but what would become the Combine Overwatch should they not have the resistance to shoot at? Would the light be pushed off the board of the dimension that they exist in? Would it be pushed into another world, or another dimension, an endless system or hierarchy of worlds and dimensions that maps out how each other, each holding each other in their hands must fall? These questions are to complicated for me to answer myself, and only big brother...

I want you to think about, for just a second, they, the dark. That they are a self containing entity known as the dark, that is what we are talking about. The dark that delivers the final blow, that pays for the tax that is due, they defend it, and they defend unto their deaths and beyond that, cursing them off beyond the grave, they come in number not to kill but they are seeking something, they may not know they are seeking something, but they are seeking it. They...

This is a different topic, aiding the dark to overcome some of their challenges. Although many of their challenges stem from negative energy, some can be removed. For example, Your never going to stop ALL murder, but if you lower your aim to stopping one or a single murder from taking place, then you almost always hit your target. So to target ALL, we replace ALL (problem) with the singular happening of that (problem), doing this for each (problem) where a problem is defined as up to an infinite list...

I will recap what happened since the last post. I decided I would write a book and it didn’t work out at all, the first thing I started writing about was how we need like, really bad stuff to happen, because it will create a sort of push towards better technology, and then a second push, twice funded by negative events again, would facilitate this need for progress to happen. But the whole thing was quite dark and, we work hard for that stuff to not happen, or at least...

Without trying to form a real deep connection between the wildfires going on today, (now) and my post I made yesterday, let’s just assume that they DID cause the fires. My point is that, if we can cause say a fire, then we might be able to put out a fire, but those are two different things, and while I don’t see a connection between causing a fire accidentally and putting out a fire, at least not in the sense that i’m speaking of, we’re going to try anyways. What...

If you don’t know me in real life, this might not make much sense, gathering your opinion about somebody based on the work on this website might lead you to believe that they are an Avatar, or some person, weilding great power and although i’m not very humble, I am also trying to fix whats wrong with me, which is the point of this post. Trying to fix what’s wrong with everyone in an attempt to make things better. Generally we don’t point the finger at the doctor when the...

I’m having one of those days where I think everyone is out to get me. I get this idea in my head that they can control how I feel, these beings that live outside of this universe, or somewhere else entirely, and because they could just press a button and i’d feel better, but they don’t, so I go on feeling shitty and not getting anything done. I never get anything done when I feel like this. I hyper-focus on something like the fact that they could just press a...

I often come to a point in my journey that seems to be critical, or more important, like it could determine whether we sink or swim. But, the only way to be sure it is a critical point is kind of strange. That is, if we could gain the ground at a later point in time, then it wouldn’t really make this point all that critical. Unfortunately, we cannot know that, because the future could hold anything. So we do know that the moves we make in the present effect...

One of the crimes that I committed was the whole police thing. What I mean by that is, I never until recently really supported the police. As I was growing up I sold marijuana, and generally had an attitude that if the police weren’t there, I couldn’t sell marijuana, but I never took it to the point that I do now. In fact, i’ve probably caused alot of the problems the police have faced, unfortunately. It’s a strange story because I really didn’t have a choice, I didn’t choose to...