Attics

I bought a new bong off of CaliCoastSupply.com, I didn’t do like any research into CaliCoastSupply I just bought it, and it came, I bought it because the glass in the picture looked thicker than the other bongs. I got the $33 dollar “phoenix drip” one, and I can only take one hit at a time it’s so strong, or maybe because I smoke cigarettes all day, I don’t know which it is. So I take one hit, then set it down for awhile, and it wastes all this weed as the weed is burning, that stuff is expensive you can’t just let it burn.

I get my weed from this Indian Reservation that’s like 1.5 hours from my house. It’s called “Silver Creek New York” and it is operated by the Seneca nation of indians. They can sell weed as they do not have all these laws about some harmless plant called Marijuana, the indians don’t have laws against selling it, and they don’t collect all these taxes, so the real good weed is like $20 an eigth, or $90 an ounce. You get alot for just a little bit of money, but it is a long drive.

I make the trip mostly 3 times a year to their reservation, and try to save money before I go, so I can buy alot and make the trip worthwhile. You can buy $40 an eigth weed from them at the “High As A Hawk” store that’s like almost looks like balls of white crystals, the THC has formed a whole layer around the bud, and I haven’t yet smoked that stuff but I plan on doing it.

We started going because the neighbor said their cigarettes are $10 for a carton, and they are, but they also sell Seneca cigarettes for $25 a carton. Seneca cigarettes are, at least around here, a name brand for cigarettes. I go with the $10 which is now actually $8 a carton at “Mikey’s Emporium” they, somehow make money off of selling $8 cartons, but you have to remember that there’s like no taxes, there’s no infrastructure, they don’t have this huge military and police forces, hospitals, to maintain, I don’t know exactly what they have as far as hospitals and police, i’ve never really looked into indians beyond listening to Bob Miller or whatever that guys name is “Reservation Road” I don’t have any experience beyond that, one time at school a real indian came over to visit with us, and he let me go into his real big tent, this tent was fukin’ huge, it was bigger than my living room, and I went in there, but I was too young, I was in like 1st or 2nd grade and I don’t remember anything else.

For some reason I think that that indian who visisted me was the Emperor, and he made sure to bring a real nice tent, so that I would remember the visit. By “Emperor” I mean the 40k Emperor, not the Star Wars Emperor, why do we take “Emperor” as automatically being the 40k Emperor? I can’t remember quite much what he said, and I believe he was speaking to me while I was in his tent about the Negative/Positive energy crisis, but I can’t much be sure exactly.

Apparently the 40k emperor is actually like Turkish, not indian, but I can’t remember where I read that at. Let me look and see what exactly his nationality is.

According to the fluff, the being that would eventually become known as The Emperor was born in 8000 BC in Anatolia (modern-day Turkey) on the banks of the Sakarya river to a tribe, possibly in Göbekli Tepe.

SO he is actually from a tribe, he’s Indian, but he’s like, ancient greek, before there was greece there were tribes in the area, that became greece and rome, and all those places, but he was born to European indians, not Native Americans, whom we call “Indians” around where I live, because they live right by us. We also live with the Pennsylvania Dutch, the Amish community which I know nothing about.

I’ve been writing in my journal lately, i’m trying to fill this journal that I call “The Necronic” which is not really a story, which I wanted it to be, but more aimless random paragraphs about increasing the power level in the air.

Yes I believe now that I have increased it far enough, my hose, outside my house, has like no pressure to it, and it doesn’t come back over time, I took it as a sign that I had applied enough pressure to destroying negative energy, we’ve even built things to take the place of it when it’s gone, we have structures and systems and processes to take over should it finally give out. If I receive any further signals about the pressure in the air against negative energy, I probably won’t believe them because they’re good signals, and i’ve never had good news before about anything related to this Positive/Negative crisis.

It’s always, “that wasn’t enough” that is the only response that I get, so I must assume that it’s telling the truth, because if it were actually the truth, then we would have to jump on it, and try to knock it down, repeatedly, as it is possibly the truth, we must assume possibilities are truths.

The server this site is hosted on is owned by the Contabo company, a German web hosting service, they offer the best system when you go to use your account on a hosting website, everything has to work, and Contabo works plus it’s cheap, nobody has that I would say aside from Ionos, InterServer.net is the 2nd best, I would give Ionos a high rating but if you sign up with them and don’t pay your bill they harass you and put it onto your credit, some people may not like those qualities, like why would you put some contract into the works and then obviously some people are not going to pay, but then you harass them and call them, like they did something, you knew that they wouldn’t pay, you knew that, that’s like walking up to someone on the street and saying hey, breathe air, they would think your crazy, of course i’m going to breathe air.

So far there’s not much “unreal” types of things in this post, mostly because i’m too tired, I don’t have any energy, and they won’t give me the energy required, think about it. How much energy did it take me to produce this post? Relative to other things, almost nothing, like a 2 on a scale of 10,000:1, that it took. So when I get signals like, “help” or “we’re not going to make it” it doesn’t come with the energy required to render the help requested. It doesn’t. It comes with a lack of energy or, VOID of energy. It costs more to say these things, as that is how your playing it. We decided to go by numbers, and so by numbers we shall meet our end.