TRUMP AND CHINA

I’VE BEEN SPEAKING EVERY SINGLE THOUGHT THAT I HAVE BEEN HAVING LITERALLY, OR DOING SOMETHING LIKE THAT, LATELY, AND I CAN’T REALLY TELL WHERE IT’S COMING FROM. SOME OF THESE THINGS ARE JUST NOT MY PERSONALITY, AND IT’S LIKE, I AM JUST NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON TO SAY “I’M GOING TO ARGUE WITH YOU ON THIS” WHEN MY MOM SAYS DON’T START THE DISH WASHING MACHINE.

JUST THINGS THAT I WOULD NOT SAY, WEIRD ISN’T IT? I WONDER WHERE IT’S COMING FROM, HOW I GOT LIKE THIS. I FEEL LIKE I JUST GOT OVER EATING IT. I PUT MEDICINE INTO MY SYSTEM AND IT REALLY MAKES ME EAT IT, SO I HAVEN’T BEEN TAKING THE MEDICINE.

I TAKE MEDICINE FOR SCHIZOPHRENIA BUT NOW THE MEDICINE IS MAKING ME EAT IT, SO I STOPPED TAKING IT. I USUALLY DON’T SLEEP WITHOUT MEDICINE, SO I KIND OF LAY THERE AND GO IN AND OUT OF SLEEP EVERY 2 HOURS FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT.

RIGHT NOW I’M WATCHING THIS TRUMP VISITS CHINA THING WITH XI JINPING. THINKING ABOUT MY FATHER GOING “WHY WON’T YOU HELP ME”? THERE MUST BE A VOID THERE, THERE JUST HAS TO BE A VOID THERE, FOR THIS TO HAVE HAPPENED LIKE THIS, THERE WOULD JUST HAVE TO BE A VOID THERE OR SOMETHING ALONG THOSE LINES. I’LL EXPLAIN.

MY THEORY WAS ALWAYS THAT NEGATIVE ENERGY WAS THERE AND IT WAS ATTACHED TO EVERYTHING. IF YOU COULD ERASE IT AND THEN REPLACE IT WITH SOMETHING ELSE THEN WE WOULD HAVE POSITIVE ENERGY ATTACHED TO EVERYTHING AND EVENTUALLY AFTER SO LONG IT WOULD CAUSE US TO WIN. THOSE ARE KIND OF THE RULES THAT I AM PLAYING BY. BUT IF YOU LOOK BACK AT THE HISTORY OF THE EARTH, IT LOOKS LIKE IT’S SOMETHING WORSE, SO I HAD TO ADJUST THE MODEL THAT I BUILT ABOUT IT TO INCLUDE SOMETHING EVEN WORSE THAN THAT, JUST GIVEN THE INFORMATION THAT I HAVE. BUT NOW WE’RE BACK TO NEGATIVE ENERGY AGAIN FROM A VOID, AND THERE COULD BE A VOID THERE WE JUST DON’T REALLY KNOW YET.

OR I DON’T HAVE ENOUGH INFORMATION ON THE WHOLE SUBJECT, BUT IF YOU TAKE WHAT INFORMATION I DO HAVE ACCESS TO — LIKE THE IMPERIUM OF MAN, THEN YOU CAN ADJUST THE MODEL WITH THE ENTIRE IMPERIUM OF MAN INCLUDED AND YOU CAN GET A “VOID” BEING PRESENT HERE SO THAT MEANS WE CANNOT DELETE NEGATIVE ENERGY AND THEN REPLACE IT WITH POSITIVE ENERGY WE MUST ADJUST IT TO INCLUDE A VOID WHEREIN YOU CANNOT WIN.

WHERE THERE IS NO WAY TO WIN SO THE ONLY WAY WE CAN WIN IS TO OVERPOWER IT. THAT MEANS LIKE WRITING MY NICKNAME FOR 10 YEARS STRAIGHT TO BECOME MORE POWERFUL THAN IT BUT IT’S LIKE WE HAVE BEEN DOING THIS NOW FOR 10 YEARS AND ARE ONLY JUST OVERPOWERING THIS VOID NOW, WE ARE BEGINNING TO GAIN ON IT SOME GROUND.

WHAT GROUND DO I HAVE NOW? MAYBE THIS TRAILER THAT I LIVE IN WITH MY MOM, I HAVE IT FOR THE NEXT 20 YEARS OR SO AND THAT IS ABOUT ALL THE GROUND THAT I CURRENTLY HAVE RIGHT NOW. IF I ADD IN ALL OF THE GROUND THAT IS THERE, WE ARE NOT LOSING GROUND WE ARE GAINING GROUND DESPITE THINGS LIKE THE WAR IN UKRAINE ACTIVE STILL. WHEN WILL IT EVER END, MAYBE IT JUST WON’T END, WHEN YOU LOOK AT THE IMPERIUM OF MAN YOU JUST KIND OF SEE SOMETHING THAT DOESN’T END ANYWHERE.

BUT IF WE HAVE ALL OF THAT GROUND, FOR EXAMPLE THE IMPERIUM OF MAN HAS A LOT OF GROUND THAT IT WILL JUST NEVER LOSE EVER SO THAT IS ACTUALLY QUITE A BIT OF GROUND TO HAVE AND TO ALWAYS HAVE?

HOW MUCH GROUND WILL WE ALWAYS HAVE THEN, IF WORLD WAR III WHICH IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW DOESN’T GET ANY WORSE, THEN HUMANS WILL HOLD THIS PLANET FOREVER IT WOULD SEEM.

SO I’M PACING BACK AND FORTH IN MY ROOM WATCHING THESE TWO DONALD TRUMP AND XI JINPING TALK, AND I’M THINKING THAT IT’S LIKE TWO ALIENS FROM OTHER PLACES TALKING TO EACH OTHER, TWO DIFFERENT TYPES OF ALIENS, PERHAPS LIKE A MACHINE OR SOMETHING AND A BIOLOGICAL BEING, BUT IN FAR, FAR AWAY PLACES THEY HAVE THINGS PERHAPS THAT ARE EVEN MORE DIFFERENT THAN A MACHINE AND A BIOLOGICAL BEING JUST SITTING THERE TALKING TO EACH OTHER. MORE DIFFERENT NOT REALLY TO IMPLY “CRAZY” OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, BUT MORE LIKE SIMPLY “DIFFERENT” THAN US. THAT IS IN LOCATIONS THAT YOU CANNOT GET TO FROM HERE AND I DON’T THINK THAT THESE LOCATIONS ARE EVEN MORE ACCESSIBLE TO ANYTHING THAT IS FROM HERE..

THIS TYPE OF THING OCCURRING I AM REALLY NOT USED TO, BUT I AM KIND OF ACCUSTOMED TO THINGS THAT ARE DIFFERENT OCCURRING AND IT IS ALWAYS JUST SOMETHING THAT I CREATED PUTTING ME UP TO SOMETHING. I AM THE CREATOR OF LIKE EVERYTHING THAT YOU CAN SEE, BUT THEN IF IT HAS BEEN WORKED ON BY SOMEONE ELSE, THEN WE WOULDN’T BE HERE WITHOUT THESE GROUPS — WE WOULD SIMPLY BE SOMEWHERE ELSE, WE DON’T REALLY KNOW WHERE WE WOULD BE HAD THESE OTHER GROUPS NOT BUILT THIS TYPE OF THING…

SO FOR AS MANY ANSWERS AS I HAVE PROVIDED THERE JUST IS SO MANY THINGS THAT WE WILL NEVER KNOW