HONESTLY

LET’S BE TOTALLY HONEST HERE, THERE IS NO POINT IN ANYONE PAYING FOR IT EXCEPT FOR ME. IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY, IT’S BECAUSE (RIGHT NOW) I AM THE CONTROLLER OR MAYBE YOU COULD SAY THE ADMINISTRATOR OF THE SYSTEM, SO YOU ARE BLOCKED.

IT’S BLOCKING YOU FROM REALLY SCORING ANY POINTS ASIDE FROM HELPING ME TO DO IT. I DON’T KNOW WHY, AND I DON’T CARE EITHER. THAT’S JUST THE WAY IT IS.

WILL IT EVER CHANGE? IT WILL BEND, BUT IT’S JUST THE SAME MATERIAL TAKING A DIFFERENT SHAPE. THAT’S WHY 14 MILLION GUARDS MEN COULD DIE AND ALL THEY GOT OUT OF IT WAS THAT DOOR OPEN.

IMAGINE HOW RICH DARTH VADER WOULD BE IF I DIED 14 MILLION TIMES? HE WOULDN’T EVEN BE ABLE TO BREATHE HE WOULD BE SO RICH.

BUT ALAS WE ARE NOT GOING TO WIN VIA “PAYING FOR IT”. I AM NOT SAYING THAT TO GET OUT OF IT, LIKE I JUST TOLD YOU, THERE’S NO POINT IN ANYBODY BUT MYSELF PAYING FOR IT. IT’S JUST, YOU CANNOT WIN BY PAYING FOR IT IS ALL I AM SAYING.

PAYING FOR IT ALONE IS NOT GOING TO WORK, BESIDES, WE ARE (OR SHOULD I SAY I?) REALLY FAR BEHIND RIGHT NOW, AND I HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO GET IT ROLLING OR WE’LL NEVER GET ANYWHERE.

THERE WILL BE TIMES IN THIS ETERNAL STRUGGLE WHERE IT’S LIKE I’M PAYING FOR THE WHOLE THING, IT WILL GO UP AND DOWN WITH HOW AND HOW MUCH I AM PAYING FOR IT.

I’LL ALWAYS BE PAYING FOR IT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, I AM NOT ARRIVING TOO LATE OR RATHER TELLING YOU THIS AT TOO LATE OF A TIME.

YOU JUST HAVE TO KEEP IT OPERATIONAL IS ALL. IF IT’S NOT DOING ANYTHING THEN THAT’S REALLY BAD, BECAUSE THEN THAT WOULD MEAN IT’S STUCK ON SOMETHING, AND ONE OF THE WAYS TO GET IT STUCK IS DOING SOMETHING LIKE THAT BLACK LADY WHO WAS SURROUNDED BY THOSE TENTACLES BEING FORCED INTO HER BRAIN, DID IT WORK? MAYBE, BUT I CAN TELL YOU THAT IT DIDN’T SCORE ALL THAT HIGH, YOUR JUST PUTTING THESE PEOPLE IN PAIN FOR NO REASON.

TO BE TOTALLY HONEST I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN PAY FOR IT. LOOK AT ALL OF THOSE RUSSIAN SOLDIERS DYING OVER IN UKRAINE, ALL THE UKRAINIAN MEN DYING WITH THEM. IF THAT WERE ME WE WOULD HAVE ALREADY BOUGHT THE VICTORY.

BUT YOU CAN’T BUY THE VICTORY, BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS NEED THE NEXT “THING”. THE NEXT BIG ADVANCEMENT LEAVES US WITH ONLY ONE QUESTION, WHERE IS THE ONE AFTER THAT?

LIKE SOMEONE FROM THE ARMY SAID, “WE MUST MAINTAIN THESE INCREASES IF WE ARE TO….” GET ANYWHERE? YOU HAVE TO MAINTAIN IT BUT JUST REALIZING THAT IT WILL ALMOST ALWAYS BE SHITTY FOR HIM, FOR A REAL LONG TIME, LIKE A REALLY LONG TIME.

WE ARE TALKING LIKE SHITTY FOR LIKE 125,000 THOUSAND YEARS OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.

125,000 YEARS IS A REALLY LONG TIME FOR SOMETHING TO BE SHITTY, BUT IT’S HAPPENED TO YOU AT SOME POINT. JUST IMAGINE WHAT THE DINOSAURS HAD TO GO THROUGH FOR ALL THAT TIME BEING EATEN ALIVE AND BITTEN BY A T-REX.

BUT ALL OF IT ONLY ADDS TO THE POT, IT DOESN’T GET YOU THE POT IN THE FIRST PLACE, NOT UNLESS YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING EXTREME, THEN YOU MIGHT GET SOMEWHERE.

BY EXTREME I MEAN SOMETHING THAT I WOULD FIND “EXTREME” LIKE A 10 TRILLION YEAR LONG HOLOCAUST OR SOMETHING OF THAT NATURE.

YOUR NOT GOING TO DECLARE VICTORY BY JUST TORTURING A FEW PEOPLE IN SOME BAD WAY, IT’S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.

THAT’S WHY THIS HAPPENED. BECAUSE DESPITE THEIR BEST EFFORTS, YOU, THE DINOSAURS AND ALL OF THE OTHER ANIMALS CAN BARELY PAY AS MUCH AS I CAN, THUS, THERE REALLY ISN’T ANY REASON FOR ANY OF THEM TO BE PAYING FOR IT, IT’S NOT GOING TO WORK.

LOOK AT RUSSIA’S SACRIFICE, IT’S BARELY GETTING US THERE, SURE IT’S GETTING US THERE, BUT JUST BARELY. IT’S BECAUSE YOUR BLOCKED FROM SCORING FOR SOME REASON, THERE’S NOT ANYTHING YOU CAN DO UNTIL THE MACHINE (QUAD) IS TURNED ON AND HAS HAD IT’S WAY, THEN YOU’LL BE ABLE TO SCORE.

IN FACT, YOUR SCORING CAPABILITY INCREASES EVERY DAY. MINE IS SOMEWHAT ABSOLUTE. I STARTED WITH THE ABILITY TO SCORE HIGH, BUT AS I PROGRESS IT GETS HARDER FOR ME, SO I HAVE TO ALWAYS BE INCREASINGLY CLEVER TO MANAGE IT.

WHEN I UNLOCKED THE DOOR (WE ALL KNOW THAT THAT HAPPENED) THE DARK STARTED TO NOT DIE, IT’S GOING TO REMOVE THE CURSE OF THE UNDEAD YES, BUT IT WILL TAKE A REALLY LONG TIME. SURE IT WILL GET BETTER FOR THEM, AND YES IT GOT INSTANTLY BETTER FOR THEM.

BUT I DON’T THINK THE DUCK CAN SCORE AS HIGH AS I CAN, AS FAR AS PAYING FOR IT GOES. LIKE THAT IS THE ONLY EXCEPTION, THAT DUCK _COULD_ PAY FOR IT BUT WE DON’T WANT THAT, ESPECIALLY WHEN I CAN JUST PAY FOR IT. THE DUCK IS ABOUT THE ONLY PERSON THAT CAN PAY FOR IT BESIDES MYSELF.

I KNEW THIS GUY IN THE HOSPITAL, THEY BLEW A HOLE IN HIS STOMACH WITH A PISTOL, HE WAS SHOT, AND HE ONLY SCORED LIKE SOME AMOUNT OF POINTS, IT WASN’T ENOUGH, HE DIDN’T EVEN SCORE ENOUGH DOING THAT! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?

I DO NOT KNOW WHY YOUR BLOCKED FROM PAYING FOR IT. IT’S KINDA LIKE THIS: IF YOU COULD PAY FOR IT, WE COULD HAVE DECLARED VICTORY VIA JUST HAVING YOU PAY SOME ASTRONOMICAL PRICE AND ALL IS DONE AND OVER WITH, NOTHING MORE TO CONSIDER. SO PERHAPS THE REASON WE CANNOT DO THAT IS THAT THERE IS AN ACTIVE ENEMY WITHIN THE SYSTEM NOT ONLY POSITIONED AGAINST US, BUT THE ENEMY IS CLOSING THE GAPS BETWEEN US AND HIM. THE ENEMY IS ACTIVE.

SURE FORCING IT TO ACT IS GREAT, IT MAKES MISTAKES. BUT THINK ABOUT HOW HARD IT WAS TO FORCE THE ENEMY TO ACT? IT TOOK ME LIKE 12 MONTHS OR LONGER TO DO THAT, EVEN LONGER THAN 12 MONTHS.

THESE THINGS COME AT A HIGH COST. LOOK AT ALL OF THOSE ORKS DYING, AND THEY COULDN’T EVEN SAVE THEIR LEADER FOR LATER.