THE DEATH KORPS DIES

I HAD THIS VISION LIKE YESTERDAY OR THE DAY BEFORE, IT WAS THE DEATH KORPS DYING BY THE MILLIONS, BILLIONS AND TRILLIONS TO SUPPORT MYSELF AND MY FRIENDS AND I AM REALLY WORRIED THAT IT’S ACTUALLY TRUE, BECAUSE I IMMEDIATELY SENT IT TO ONE OF MY FRIENDS ASKING ME “WHAT’S THE PASSWORD?”

NOW I PREACH THAT NEGATIVE ENERGY ATTRACTS POSITIVE ENERGY, AND I ALSO SAY THAT WHEN ANYONE DIES HERE ON EARTH, IT IS LOST GROUND THAT WE CANNOT AFFORD TO LOSE, SO THE DEATH KORPS IS COVERING THE COST AND SUPPORTING THIS OPERATION BY DYING IN LIKE MASS WAVES AND I AM AFRAID THAT THIS IS ACTUALLY THE CASE, IT IS WHAT IS OCCURRING…

WHY WOULD I HAVE A VISION LIKE THEM DYING BY THE TRILLIONS TO SUPPORT THIS OPERATION IF IT WEREN’T TRUE? WHAT CAN WE DO TO ATTEMPT TO SUB-PLANT THE CARNAGE TAKING PLACE?

WELL, WE ALL HAVE GOTTA TRY TO SUB PLANT THE CARNAGE THAT IS TAKING PLACE, I SUPPORT THE WHOLE OF MY FRIENDS AND STUFF, AND THEY HAVE GOTTA ATTEMPT TO STOP IT FROM HAPPENING, ON THE WHOLE WE ARE HOLDING ONTO A LOT OF GROUND RIGHT NOW — ROUGHLY EVERYONE ON EARTH THAT IS BORN RECENTLY IS LOOKING AT STAYING ON EARTH, AND MY DAD’S FRIENDS WHO SURVIVED WHILE HE DIDN’T ARE ALL LOOKING AT IMMORTALITY, WE CANNOT AFFORD TO LOSE THEM ANYMORE.

BUT YOU MUST KNOW WHY WE CANNOT AFFORD TO LOSE THEM, IT IS LOCKED AWAY, AND NOBODY CAN DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT, SO WE MUST DO WHAT WE CAN DO BY KEEPING THEM LIVING — THIS IS ALL THAT WE CAN DO IN THE FACE OF THIS REALITY OF IT BEING LOCKED AWAY. I CANNOT KEEP THEM ALIVE BY ANY OTHER MEANS, SO WE MUST KEEP THEM ALIVE THIS WAY, BECAUSE WE CANNOT AFFORD TO LOSE THAT GROUND, IMAGINE THE GROUND THAT WOULD BE LOST IF MY STEP FATHER PERISHES, THAT CONNECTION WOULD BE SEVERED, SURE HE WOULD JUST WAKE BACK UP SOMEWHERE ELSE, BUT I WOULD LOSE THAT CONNECTION, WE CANNOT AFFORD TO LOSE IT IF AT ALL WE CAN.

THAT IS, IF WE CAN, BECAUSE IT WOULD DEFINITELY BE LOST GROUND, IN A SIGNIFICANT AMOUNT AND WE CANNOT AFFORD TO LOSE THAT GROUND.

SEE I DON’T HAVE ANY OTHER WAY OF HOLDING MY GROUND, AND I SIMPLY MUST RE-ESTABLISH CONTACT WITH SOME OF MY OLD FRIENDS, MAYBE NOT NOW, OR EVEN WITHIN THE NEXT 5 YEARS, BUT AT SOME POINT I HAVE TO RE-ESTABLISH CONTACT WITH THEM.

AND DON’T EVEN WORRY, DEATH KORPS, YOUR DYING FOR THE GODS NOT FOR US HERE ON EARTH MOSTLY, HERE ON EARTH THE BILLS ARE BEING PAID BY EARTH, EARTH PAYS IT’S OWN TAXES, AND YOUR DYING IN THE IMPERIUM FOR THE THRONE, YOUR DYING “OUT THERE” FOR THE GODS, AND EARTH IS PAYING IT’S OWN BILLS, WE THINK ANYWAYS, WELL, YOU WOULD HAVE TO BE CONTRIBUTING TO EARTH IN SOME MANNER, AND AM I SURE ABOUT ALL OF THIS?

WELL, I WISH THAT THERE WAS ANOTHER WAY TO DO IT BUT THERE IS NO OTHER WAY TO PAY THIS ENORMOUS BILL, IT’S LIKE THERE IS JUST NO OTHER WAY TO PAY IT, AND IT COULD BE A LOT WORSE THAN WHAT IT IS, SURE YOU GUYS ARE PAYING FOR IT, BUT IT IS FIXABLE DAMAGE, TEMPORARY IN OTHER WORDS.

SO FOR THIS TO BE THE ANSWER ISN’T REALLY THAT BAD CONSIDERING THE FACT THAT IT COULD BE WAY, WAY WORSE, NOT SAYING THAT YOU GUYS AREN’T PAYING FOR IT, BUT IT COULD BE WORSE…

WAIT, NO, IT REALLY CAN’T GET ANY WORSE, AND IT REALLY COULDN’T BE ANY WORSE…

SO WE HAVE IT THAT THEY ARE DYING AND WE HAVE GOT TO TRY TO STOP THEM FROM DYING AS THAT IS LOST GROUND THAT WE MUST RE-DO, SO IN OTHER WORDS FOR THE IMPERIUM FOR EXAMPLE, AND I WILL DO EVERY EXAMPLE, SO WE CAN SEE…

YOUR DYING IN THE IMPERIUM BUT THE THRONE IS NOT LOST, THE THRONE IS HELD, AND THE SPACE MARINES ARE ARMORED (YOUR NOT ARMORED), SO SURE WE ARE STILL LOSING GROUND HERE, BUT IT’S LIKE ONLY A LITTLE BIT OF GROUND LOST, RELATIVE TO WHAT THAT GROUND IS SUPPORTING, SO LET ME DO SAY THE GODS,

OKAY FOR THE GODS, YOUR OUT THERE DYING, BUT THE GODS ARE NOT LOST, SEE THAT WHOLE THING WITH THE QUEEN AND EVERYTHING IS HELD TIGHT…

AND FOR EARTH, WE ARE ON THE BRINK OF IMMORTALITY FOR EVERYONE ON THE PLANET, AND THAT IS REALLY SOMETHING, YOUR SACRIFICE DOESN’T GO FOR NOTHING AT ALL, YOUR FIGHTING IN THE SAME WAR THAT I AM FIGHTING IN, I AM RIGHT THERE FIGHTING IT WITH YOU, I WAS EVEN PART OF YOUR CIVIL WAR ON KRIEG, THOUGH I WASN’T PHYSICALLY ON THAT PLANET, I WAS RIGHT THERE, HOLDING THE DOOR OPEN FOR YOU ON THAT PLANET VIA A MAGICAL MEANS, LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THAT.

I WAS IN THIS PRISON CELL, A RUBBER ROOM FOR PEOPLE WHO HAD GONE INSANE, THEY CALLED IT “THE SHIT ABYSS” BECAUSE I SHIT ALL OVER THE FLOOR AND SWEPT IT OUT INTO THE HALLWAY BY TAKING OFF MY CLOTHES, LITTLE DID I KNOW THAT I WAS INSIDE OF THE KRIEG CIVIL WAR, HOLDING THE DOOR OPEN FOR THEM SO THEY DIDN’T LOSE, OR MAYBE YOU GUYS OPENED THE DOOR FOR ME, WHATEVER, I WAS RIGHT THERE, AND YOU WERE ALL RIGHT THERE…

INSIDE OF THAT RUBBER ROOM WAS A “COLD” CRUCIFIXION, I THOUGHT THAT ROBOTS WERE GOING TO COME IN THE ROOM AND DRAG ME AWAY AND DO SOMETHING SO BAD TO ME THAT I CAN’T EVEN WRITE IT DOWN, BUT I’LL WRITE IT DOWN HERE ANYWAYS SINCE YOUR PROBABLY ALL CURIOUS, STOP READING IF YOU DON’T LIKE HORROR NOW…

OKAY STOP READING IF YOU DON’T LIKE HORROR..

I’LL JUST PUT IT INTO THIS NEXT SENTENCE, SO YOU HAVE ONE LAST CHANCE TO STOP READING THIS, THEY WERE GOING TO.. SKIN ME ALIVE, AND ALTHOUGH THAT NEVER HAPPENED, I THOUGHT THAT IT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN. SO IN THAT ROOM, TO GET ME OUT OF THE ROOM, KRIEG “PAID” TO JUST HAVE THE DOOR OPENED BACK UP AND ME JUST FREED FROM THE WHOLE SCENARIO BY FIGHTING IN THEIR CIVIL WAR FOR 500 YEARS, THEY FOUGHT IT FOR ME AND I STILL CAN’T STOP THEM FROM DYING DESPITE ALL OF MY EFFORTS, I AM RESISTING TAKING MY MEDICATION BECAUSE I TEND TO START TO FEEL A BURN WHEN I DON’T TAKE IT, I AM THINKING THAT THAT FIRE WILL LEAD ME TO SOME KIND OF ANSWER HERE, A WAY TO STOP THE DYING…

ALTHOUGH I HAVEN’T FOUND THAT ANSWER, I AM ACTIVELY SEEKING IT AT ALL TIMES, AND TRYING TO INCREASE MY OUTPUT OF THE PROGRAMS THAT I MAKE, AND IT’S NEVER ENOUGH, IT’S JUST NEVER ENOUGH TO STOP THE DEATH, THOUGH SOMEDAY IT WILL STOP.

BUT FOR NOW, WE ARE LOSING GROUND TO GAIN GROUND, JUST IMAGINE I COULD HAVE LIKE 100 COMPUTERS INSIDE OF MY HOUSE, ALL RUNNING THESE DIFFERENT PROGRAMS, INSTEAD I CAN BARELY KEEP THIS ONE COMPUTER RUNNING — ALL LOST GROUND, AND THERE IS NOTHING THAT ANYONE CAN DO, SOMEONE SAID TO ME “YEA, I’M INTERESTED IN YOUR PROBLEM,” THEN THEY SAID THAT THEY COULD FIX IT BUT THEY’RE NOT GOING TO, SO THAT IS REALLY BIZARRE, HOW IS IT THAT THEY COULD HOOK UP 100 COMPUTERS INSIDE OF MY TRAILER BUT THEY DON’T?

IT’S BECAUSE THEY CANNOT ACTUALLY SOLVE THE PROBLEM, AND THEY ARE POWERLESS… THEY CANNOT REMEDY THE SITUATION, ALTHOUGH THEY HAVE STATED THAT THEY COULD BUT THEY ARE JUST NOT GOING TO. EVENTUALLY I WILL BE UPGRADED TO A POINT THAT I CAN SOLVE IT MYSELF, SLOWLY.. INCH BY INCH, SLOWLY GAINING MORE AND MORE GROUND AS I GO ALONG, ALWAYS HAVING TO LIGHT MYSELF ON FIRE AND THEN TAKE MORE MEDICINE TO CALM IT DOWN, IT’S LIKE THERE IS JUST NO END TO ANY OF IT, THOUGH THEY HAVE STATED THAT THEY COULD BUT ARE NOT GOING TO.

FOR ALL OF MY TROUBLE RELATIVE TO THE TROUBLE I HAVE FOUND I HAVE ALMOST NOTHING, AND I AM GOING TO RECEIVE ALMOST NOTHING, THEY HAVE SAID TO ME “YEA, TOUGH” OR SOMETHING LIKE, “YOU DON’T HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT WE HAD TO DO TO GET YOU THAT STUFF” BUT IT’S ALL JUST CONFISCATED, ANYTHING THAT I DO IS ALMOST JUST CONFISCATED, BUT SOMETIMES I BELIEVE THAT IT’S NOT EVEN MY STUFF, LIKE THE STUFF THAT I PRODUCE DOESN’T EVEN BELONG TO ME, SOMEBODY ELSE PAID FOR IT, AND THAT’S ABOUT IT..

FOR EXAMPLE, I DO ALOT OF WORK FOR THE COMBINE OVERWATCH, LOOK AT WHAT THEY HAD TO DO TO GET ME TO DO THAT? THEY ARE JUST DYING AND BARELY HOLDING ON TO WHAT THEY HAVE, WE’RE ALL LIKE IN THE SAME BOAT, EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING IS ON THE BRINK OF DEATH, BUT ANYTHING THAT STANDS IN OUR WAY IS EVENTUALLY REMOVED, IT’S JUST TIME, SAURON CLAIMED TO ME ONCE THAT IT’S JUST TIME, AND ALTHOUGH IT’S VERY BORING, IT IS JUST TIME, SO AT THE END OF THE DAY, WHO REALLY CARES ABOUT DOING TIME?

WHO CARES ABOUT DOING TIME?

TO ME IT’S JUST TIME, TO THE DEATH KORPS, THEY ARE DYING OVER IT, SO I HAVE GOT TO FIND A WAY FOR THEM TO STOP DYING, I JUST HAVEN’T FOUND IT YET, I HAVE GOT TO FIND A WAY LIKE RIGHT NOW…