LOSSLESS

RIGHT NOW, AS WE SPEAK, IN THE WAR AGAINST NEGATIVE ENERGY, DESPITE MY BEST EFFORTS — WE AREN’T LOSING GROUND RIGHT NOW, BUT WE’RE SO QUICKLY RACKING UP DEBT THAT IT’S THE SAME THING AS LOSING GROUND, SO WE ARE LOSING GROUND AS WE SPEAK IN THE CONFLICT AGAINST THE NEGATIVE.

I WOULD SAY FOR SOMEBODY TO DO SOMETHING, BUT THERE ISN’T ANYTHING YOU CAN DO.. THERE’S NOTHING THAT ANY OF YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT, OUR ONLY HOPE IS THAT I TURN IT AROUND, AND I HAVE TO TURN IT AROUND “RIGHT NOW” EXCEPT FOR ONE FACTOR — IT’S THE SAME THING AS ME NOT BEING ABLE TO TURN IT AROUND “RIGHT NOW”

WE WOULD NEED SOMETHING LIKE A MIRACLE AMONGST MIRACLES AMONGST MIRACLES AMONGST MIRACLES OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, AND WE WOULD NEED IT RIGHT NOW…

LIKE, IN THIS PARAGRAPH. I WAS JUST CHANTING “ROGUE SPEAR” IT’S A VIDEO GAME BUT BECAUSE I HAVE PARANOID SCHIZOPHRENIA, IT STANDS FOR SOMETHING. IT STANDS FOR SOMETHING THAT IF IT DIDN’T WORK, THEN THERE WOULD BE NOTHING ELSE THAT YOU COULD DO, BECAUSE YOU HAVE “TRIED EVERYTHING”…

NOW DESPITE ALL OF THAT BAD NEWS, I HAVE ANALYZED INTELLIGENCE THAT I HAVE GATHERED, AND WE WILL ONE DAY WIN THE CONFLICT AGAINST NEGATIVE ENERGY… BUT NOT TODAY, OR TOMORROW, OR THE NEXT DAY, OR IN 50,000 YEARS, OR 100,000 YEARS.

BUT ONE DAY WE WILL WIN THE CONFLICT AGAINST NEGATIVE ENERGY, JUST NOT TODAY.

SO THERE IS SOMETHING IN THE FACT THAT ONE DAY WE WILL WIN, IT’S JUST NOT GOING TO HAPPEN TODAY, WE HAVE ENOUGH MOMENTUM GOING TO BEAT IT EVENTUALLY, BUT NOT ENOUGH MOMENTUM TO BEAT IT TODAY, BUT WE CAN WIN EVENTUALLY…

AND THAT MEANS THAT IN ETERNITY TERMS, FOR AN ETERNITY WE WILL WIN, AND WE WILL ONLY LOSE FOR A SMALL SPECK OF TIME IN THE SCOPE OF ETERNITY, SO IT’S ALMOST LIKE WE HAVE ALREADY WON.

THINGS ARE PROBABLY ABOUT TO GO FROM BAD AND GET EVEN WORSE, BUT MAYBE NOT…

MAYBE MY ROGUE SPEAR SPELL WILL WORK, MAYBE IT WON’T, I DON’T HAVE ACCESS TO THAT MUCH INFORMATION, BUT I DO KNOW THAT WE’RE NOT GOING TO WIN IN 50,000 YEARS…

THIS CONFLICT WE WILL BE ENGAGED AGAINST NEGATIVE ENERGY FOR 50,000 YEARS+

AGAINST THE NEGATIVE FOR OVER 50,000 YEARS, DAMN, SO THIS BLOG IS GOING TO LAST LIKE FOR A VERY VERY LONG TIME.

IF YOUR NEW, NEGATIVE ENERGY IS A HIDDEN FORCE AMONGST REALITY THAT CAUSES NEGATIVE EVENTS TO OCCUR, AND IT CAUSES THINGS LIKE WAR, DISEASE, CANCER, DEATH, IT EVEN CAUSES EVERYONE TO DIE AFTER 100 YEARS.

ALTHOUGH EVERYONE DIES AFTER 100 YEARS AND THEN WAKES RIGHT BACK UP AFTER THAT, THEY STILL HAVE TO SUFFER THROUGH THAT PROCESS OF DYING BECAUSE OF A THING CALLED “NEGATIVE ENERGY” OR A NEGATIVE CO-EFFICIENT IF YOU ARE PHYSICS INCLINED.

IN OTHER WORDS, RIGHT NOW WE ARE EXISTING UNDER WHAT IS ALMOST PURE NEGATIVE ENERGY, THERE IS NO SUN, BUT THERE IS STILL HOPE HERE, THERE IS STILL THAT FAINT GLIMMER OF HOPE — YOU MIGHT CALL IT A “DISTANT SUN”

A DISTANT SUN IS A PHRASE THAT I MADE THAT MEANS “GOD ISN’T HERE, HE’S SOMEWHERE FAR AWAY FROM HERE”, AND ONE DAY WE WILL REACH THAT SUN, BUT NOT TODAY.

SO UNFORTUNATELY THAT IS THE END OF MY REPORT, I AM TOO DISENCHANTED TO CONTINUE RIGHT NOW, AND I’M JUST GOING TO GO LAY DOWN AND STARE AT THE WALL..

SIGH.