GOING ALONG…

..IT SEEMS AS THOUGH THINGS ARE GETTING WORSE IN SOME WAYS; FOR EXAMPLE, INSTEAD OF GETTING PEOPLE OFF OF HEROIN, NOW PEOPLE ARE JUST NOT DYING FROM HEROIN USAGE INSTEAD, SO THEY REMAIN ON THIS PLANET. DID IT GET BETTER FOR THAT INDIVIDUAL PERSON, WHOM HAS SURVIVED? I AM NOT SURE…

INSTEAD OF CLEANING UP THE HEROIN, NOW WE HAVE ENABLED IT’S USE, AND ARE UNABLE TO GET THAT PERSON CLEAN, SO THEY USE LIKE MORE HEROIN, HEROIN USE IS SO COMMON THAT PEOPLE ARE IN MY HOUSE NOW WHOM USE HEROIN, WHICH, IS SOMETHING THAT WOULDN’T HAVE BEEN TRUE BEFORE, BUT IS NOW TRUE. DID THINGS GET ANY BETTER AT ALL?

WELL, PEOPLE ARE NO LONGER DYING FROM THE HEROIN USE, AND IT IS NOW DIRECTLY AT MY DOORSTEP, I PERSONALLY DO NOT USE HEROIN, I PROBABLY WON’T AT LEAST FOR THE NEXT 20 OR SO YEARS, AND THAT IS REALLY SAYING SOMETHING, “YOU WON’T USE HEROIN AT LEAST FOR THE NEXT 20 YEARS” THAT IS LIKE SAYING SOMETHING, AT LEAST I’M CLEAN OFF OF THE OPIATES.

HMMM, I CANNOT TELL WHETHER THINGS HAVE GOTTEN WORSE OR THEY HAVE BECOME BETTER, WITH MY EFFORTS. THERE IS A LOT LESS DEATH, BUT THEN FOR THE PERSON WHO ISN’T DYING, THEY’RE NOT CLEAN OFF OF HEROIN, IF WE COULD GET THEM CLEAN OFF OF THE HEROIN, THEN THAT WOULD BE A WIN, BUT THE PHYSICAL VICTORY ELUDES ME EVEN TO THIS DAY, AFTER.. 12 YEARS NOW OF ENGAGEMENT…