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I was on a string of thoughts, let me see if I can remember how it started…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I was thinking about the data I produce and how it doesn’t correct the problem, so therefore the conclusion is just that it doesn’t work, but I think something else is going on, I think there is more than one thing going on too. I believe that the data is there, it’s there, on each person, but one thing that is an impossibility is that it changes them all into gods, the data is doing what it can, and what it cannot, it doesn’t do. I really think the data is there, we can see all the effects of it, we can see the increase in science and technology, but it doesn’t seem to be physically present, only mentally, or spiritually it’s there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So there seems to be no fix for this physical aspect, there doesn’t seem to be a card to play that you can upgrade the physical side of the humans. I can’t conceive of one, but, the real question is, do we need one?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Could the data update the physical realm, it would, but it cannot, so there it doesn’t. If it can’t update the physical, I really don’t think that we can either. This leaves us in a fight, we have to scrape and struggle for the fix to the physical aspects of humanity. This struggle isn’t going to go away instantly, the answers that we have to it are very long term, we didn’t get here in a day and we’re not going to leave in a day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I had a fleeting thought that I shouldn’t update them at all, I should just let it go. After all these are people, who when I was hungry I asked them for food, and I was drunk, and 150 pounds and 6’4” so they jerked off in the food because they didn’t or couldn’t give me any of it, they didn’t like the fact that I asked, and now i’m supposed to “help” that person, and his kin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But then why did I exist in a world that I never noticed before? My whole life I thought everyone was just like me, until 2010 (i was born in 1987) and I often encountered situations and persons that weren’t like me, I just shrugged it off as them being stupid or something, and never really put all the pieces together, I mean who would?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Why did I exist in that world, where everything was as God intended it to be? Where did I come from?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When the little wizard dancing around in his crib memory came to me, I was also moving through various dimensions. In one dimension was all fire, and from that fire I plucked a small piece of technology called a “scanner” which scans things, and then updates them and makes them better, it can scan anything you can think of, so it can scan even thoughts. It does this all automatically. Where did the scanner come from in that story? The fire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The scanner came FROM the fire, I came from these peoples suffer or, the fire that they were burned in. So essentially, all this stuff I have, came from them… so it’s a really weird situation, like, they would at the very least kill you if they could, but then your still helping them because you came from them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m going to ingest drugs so I stop thinking like this. Give me 15 minutes while I wait for them to kick in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Okay, did that times 2. Now, what am I supposed to do with the information that, essentially they wouldn’t help you, but your supposed to help them? One aspect of this problem is that “they wouldn’t help you” well that would be stupid, wouldn’t it? So you would have to be stupid to take up that position, and it sort of begs me to help them, but this is just too strange for me to deal with, I have to have some reason to aid them, at least, I can’t have a blatant reason to not help them, so this struggle ensues, them, fighting themselves, and their own desires and urges, and everybody else covering everything up, and if nothing else, I will just use them as puppets in my third age play!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I personally desire to be in that world that I thought I was in, like my whole life. My whole time here, from 1987 to 2010 I thought that I was in the third age, or what I call the third age, that we generally had free will, that men were generally good natured, that at any time they wouldn’t just jerk off in your food because they didn’t want to give you any of it, that that wasn’t even a possibility, why would anyone do that? So everytime something like that happened, or anything like that, I just thought oh this person is having a bad day, or something, and just continued on, believing it to be the third age or the “real world” was something where we were all at least as strong as I was.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
They said, “do you have a camel toe?” I just assumed that I must be weak, that my difference between them is something like a weakness, I was wrong about everything, but that’s not my point. My point is that they did these things to keep me thinking that I was in this world, they facilitated the madness. Only under a struggle did the truth show it’s true face. I was in essence forced to believing that they were not like me, and only after a very long time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This is the grand illusion of negative energy, with it’s last breath it will beset us against each other, and laugh all the way.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The last breath of negative energy…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Anyways, are we running on borrowed time, like, people in the past have suffered, that is a negative event, the suffering is the negative, and the positive is the digital age that we live in today, everything is easier than it was, every office is air conditioned… SO are we running on that borrowed time and, will time someday run out on us?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We have to ask these questions, because if it were true, we would need to know so we could perhaps prepare against it. They say that cars run on oil, oil comes from dead plants and dinosaurs over thousands of years, and I believe that everything that is happening in this world is happening for some other reason, are the cars driving around not only a convenient way to travel, but also urging us forward, to develop some other method to run on, other than negative energy?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t have the answer to that, obviously, but if I did I would be rich, there wouldn’t be this struggle between positive and negative energy, but there is. There is that struggle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t know what to do, what I should be doing, i’m running out of energy as it is, and this is gaining us only minimal ground.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
For example, look at the negative of the Ukrainian\/Russian conflict. That is really rough over there, they’re shooting each other, taking the children and putting them in prison, all in an effort to keep that negative energy alive, the only reason that that is happening in the present day is because they are creating negative energy, it’s like it pulled vladimir putin into that war, and keeps him there I think.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But should I ever develop another method to power our societies, he would likely stop, I mean he wouldn’t be putting his soldiers in harms way for just no reason, as the news would suggest, he’s not allowed to say, this is a war against negative energy, he’s only allowed to call it a “special operation” and that’s about all he’s allowed to tell his soldiers, if they knew it was to generate negative energy, that they were being ground up into food to power our assault up the hill called life, what would they think, would they still fight that war?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Would they fight it with greater enthusiasm?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Now look at the situation that the Combine Overwatch is in, there is literally no end to the war they are fighting, there won’t ever be. Can that tell us something? What can it tell us?<\/p>\n\n\n\n It tells us that, there isn’t some other solution to power our energy needs with, except negative energy. Because we know that that conflict is just going to go on and on, I mean look at how they go against one another, each side is not going to stop until the other side is gone, and isn’t going to stop under any other conditions. That can tell us something, we can see that this is going to be taking place in the future, and we can see from that fact that there isn’t some great solution to negative energy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Wind power.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The egyptians or something said some day a civilization would harness the power of the wind, and that that civilization would be grand and all that, but they said someday we would power our civilization with wind power. Now, wind comes into play on one other account, in the world of Myth, which is a game I used to play, it states that the hero “Connacht” drove the evil “Moagim” from the Earth, and that “Connacht” (you say it “Connart”) was the great hero of the “Wind Age”. This is an age long past, in this world of myth, and if that were applied to this world…<\/p>\n\n\n\n That would mean that this world hasn’t yet reached the “Wind Age” they haven’t yet harnessed the power of the “Wind” and that this world hasn’t yet gone through the events detailed in the world of Myth. So all those events, from the great devoid to the Forge, are still yet to take place.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am I boring you? This would mean that we are essentially doomed, and that this situation or situations are set into stone, and that there’s not anything anybody can do, because it must come to pass that these events take place, it’s not going to come about because we’re not doing anything, it’s going to come to pass because of some ancient laws and things people did in previous universes, I don’t have the whole story, because the story exists on other planets and I don’t really get reports about what is going on in other universes, I just have what’s in front of me to piece together these stories.<\/p>\n\n\n\n One time when I was in 6th grade I just suddenly started writing like this, like I am now, run on sentences. The teacher came over and read it, (she had already read what I was writing on her cellphone at the time, and knew she had to come over and stop it) so she said something like “No, that’s not how your supposed to write” with the intention of stopping me from accessing some forbidden technology or knowledge, those sentences would have run on and off into the pyramid of the sun, down in south america.<\/p>\n\n\n\n That’s exactly what happened here, I have built this knowledge that I have out of previous knowledges I have, I am a product of the past, guided by the Ancients, who did do battle long, long ago.<\/p>\n\n\n But I live in a huuuge glass house. I was laying with my mom and thinking, I must find a cure for her, I must find one. And I must find an answer to her passing. She is 67 and will pass in like 10 years or something. I must find a way to save her, and she has this thing i’ve been talking about, at least a little bit. She has become bent against it probably by myself, and before me she kinda didn’t even realize anything, I talk to her about it but I don’t bring this up directly to her, the specific problem, because that would just seem rude.<\/p>\n\n\n\n My will to save her is really something, it has driven me this far, everytime coming closer to the thing that will save her. Every day the power level increases, by infinities, but it’s really not working.<\/p>\n\n\n\n This is why I think it’s not working, it’s because it’s like colors, and we’re using like a stick, or some object totally unlike a color. We don’t even see what we’re supposed to see to be able to beat it, we don’t even see it, it’s entirely slipping past us.<\/p>\n\n\n\n We have to see what is really there, whatever that may be. We must strive to see whatever it is that reality is, and if we are inside of a computer, then we’re inside of a computer and must see that, if cows fly around and we ride them to different cities, then that is what we must see, whatever the truth is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n We must try to see, whatever is the truth, but the data is there, I know it is as i’ve seen people at the millcreek mall, and they look godlike, but when you talk to them, they generally make mistakes, and do often take things the wrong way, totally skirting what’s really there. What is really there? The data is there, but we don’t see it physically, we can only see it mentally.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You have been upgraded and, probably have some traits of l0ooking godlike, but until someone mentions them to you, you’ll just think that that’s normal, and plus, you probably wouldn’t believe him even if he told you…<\/p>\n\n\n\n We must see that negative forces are at work here, and not something else. When we can see this, when you add up all the death that’s going on, it is these negative forces at work, fueling our push forward. Every second that goes by is paid for in blood, and your worried about something someone said on a blog, this doesn’t really matter, you just see something that’s not there! that this person, it should be taken as the gospel, when I never once said I was free from the influence of negative energy, this thing I do does go south, and often.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Though there is positive energy, creating the illusion that there’s just nothing to it, that there is no energy at work at all, this thing that is influencing us to do different things, it has control of even thoughts like that, it doesn’t want you to see this stuff, it wants to keep it a secret, which would make you think that it’s living, but it’s not.<\/p>\n\n\n\n It’s like this. You drive by a billboard, the billboard might influence what you eat next, and what you do next, but it is not living. It is in this same manner I think that it is able to control things, and while it was never living I think before we found it and made it living, it can still control things that happen, it permeates all of reality, of everything, of any reality.<\/p>\n\n\n\n That’s about all that I know on it. I don’t have anything else really interesting, it would just be a spin of this same old stuff. AT least until I think of something else to write, goodbye for noW.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I met a person that looks exactly like this, “Philip” he was at the same mental hospital as me, this is Rufus Shinra, of final fantasy 7 fame, a picture of him from the remake of ff7. So the person looks not like this but exactly like this, and so I assume in one of his past lives he was rufus shinra, unless somebody specifically took rufus shinra from ff7 and had him go to the hosptal, I cannot tell, they never tell me, they just always change the subject when I bring this stuff up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n You aRe, if I were to guess, most likely a soldier, of at least some army, probably a significant army.<\/p>\n\n\n\n But I met someone that looked exactly like that, exactly. Sometimes the character of the past is shining through, and you can actually see it, but you’ve gotta really be looking to see this stuff, you might notice something strange, you can for a second feel the spoon your holding, as if feeling from the metal, and then in another second it goes away, you just always shrug it off as something that’s just strange, they’ve invented a phrase for this: it’s just a trick of the mind, “your mind playing tricks on you” when you are in fact experiencing something that’s supernatural, and it’s not being called “supernatural” because it’s been covered up, they’re not allowed to say or, if they did, it could get worse. I guess that’s what they’re thinking. Unless they’re covering it up to be that they cannot tell anyone, that nobody can say anything, which is whole other subject. The fact that nobody has said anything, like ever, to me, despite having solid proof like the baby thing, that I have this memory of me as a child, dancing around in my crib, and people were coming to visit me, my mom came to visit me, this all blue alien, with bumpy textured skin came to see me, I said, “Turn yourself into my mother, and if you can do this, you win” so he walked in and turned into my mother, but it was actually me doing the turning, not him. SO I thought he was doing it, and then the little baby did something that would cause something bad to happen to it, it had been defeated by the blue alien turning into it’s mother, and it would honor that defeat I guess.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Well I hope somebody is reading this on another planet and has like something that will help me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I really do need help, it’s gotten pretty bad with the cold air and stuff, but you don’t specifically take me out of the place i’m in, everything remains the same and, even the cold depression and anxiety stick around. But if your reading this, perhaps if there was a way you could help, I can’t really say what that might be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Like an upgrade, if you had some upgrade for me, some way that I could see the negative, or even the positive, if I could see the positive that might give me some hope, maybe that would help. If I could see this negative, then we would perhaps know everything about it, just by looking at it (mentally) they say you can’t “see” something mentally, but they are wrong! They have built all these walls up, to defend against you doing anything to stop their own destruction, they’ve spent years building these walls, in fact they spent 50 million years putting up these defenses that prevent basically everything from happening, so that there’s an excuse for everything, regardless of what I say they always have some excuse, it’s so shitty, it sucks so bad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sigh.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I was on a string of thoughts, let me see if I can remember how it started… I was thinking about the data I produce and how it doesn’t correct the problem, so therefore the conclusion is just that it doesn’t work, but I think something else is going on, I think there is more than one thing going on too. 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