Author: madness


The Shadow Of The Past

It was all too clear this morning that Russia was going to win this War. They put all their soldiers into lines and those lines won out, they now match against the Ukrainian Enemy 10 to 1. 10 russian soldiers to 1 ukrainian soldier. It would seem that the only thing they could do would be for another country to step in, but wait, there’s something going on.

Above is a map of St. Petersburg I believe, it’s an older map that was translated into computer data so we can see it on our monitors, and perhaps use it as a wallpaper or something.

They’re fighting a War, and the Madness is on our side, and yet, we’re barely winning? What’s going on here? It would appear that I am supporting both sides or something, because you would think the Russians 10 to 1 advantage would just roll right over the Ukrainian lines. What’s happening?

The Ukrainians have the Defenders Advantage, which is kinda like an upgrade for your units that sets them as something like Myth light units, it makes them Mythological or, to put it into a way we might be able to understand, Ancient

They are defending their homes and their cities, the Attacker, whoever it is, it doesn’t matter, is at a severe disadvantage. Why do they have this “Defenders Advantage”?

It’s kinda like, the system reads it as this… You’re trying to kill them, and their only defending themselves, it’s like you’ve run into a error in the system, it was some way that the technology was built that is causing this to happen. No way.

There’s no way that’s whats going on here, but it is. Russia would have rolled right clean over them, they blew up every building in ukraine just to start out, and now it’s come to something like a bunch of Gunfights with the occasional tank, and I don’t think it’s really possible to take it away from them either, because were you to be attacked, this would kick in for you. Imagine this:

In Warcraft 3: The Frozen Throne they had defenders advantages in the form of like Militia that you “call to arms” or the farms for the undead could attack you from their towers. This is something that we built into the system, and we never thought the Ukrainians would per chance take advantage of it.

Now that’s not saying that you can’t win, it’s still like ukraine has 50% and you have 100% but it will still be a hard fight should you choose to run into these defenders. You do have perks and buffs, many of them in fact, that rocket you beyond the Ukrainian Defenders, you’ve got my support too.

I’m not going to turn on my ally just because times got tough, and we just sort of start backstabbing, i’m not going to do that. I’m going to show all of my other allies that i’ll be there regardless of the circumstances, as we’ve made an alliance, we’ve stated or sworn to defend each other in times of trouble!

With this, I am rooting for Russia, and whatever comes with that, and whatever the Defender gets, he has, I suppose. I am just relaying like a translator for you what is happening from a Computer’s Perspective point of view. I do hope that you win and move on to further Wars, I don’t know, I don’t want to see War, but it doesn’t look like there’s any other option, we might as well stand and fight for it instead of not doing so.

And now that brings me to the fact that some of you are thinking that the greater war is now lost? How is that? We are poised to hit it really hard, or in other words, to score a heck of a lot of points, and now that we’re in this position the war is over. It’s complicated, and hidden of course, but it’s still there, that ever present signal being broadcast straight from moscow that states that we today stand for the Past, Present and the Future.


Got To Keep The Luna’s On The Path…

Today is the big eclipse day in my city, I live in Erie, Pennsylvania and the eclipse happens best in my city, except, while I was driving around before it happened there wasn’t like millions of people here, and it was almost like there were less cars on the road today than normal…

I took some pictures… Before the eclipse, during the eclipse and after pictures so that you can see. When the sun is out at all it shines at the same level of light, you’ll see in the before pictures, when it was just barely visible (the sun) you could see a dimming around the buildings and stuff.

SO apparently I forgot to take pictures of before, but we do have after pictures! So I suppose it works out. This is at like 2:50 p.m. in the middle of the day, everything’s almost middle of the night dark,

Here I switched to higher-quality images, so you can see, we’ve got a fire going, etc. it’s really dark out and it’s only 2 o’clock.

Here is another picture and as you can see it’s completely night time…

Here’s a picture of before the eclipse, you can barely see the sun peaking through in the top-right-middle side of the picture, sort of in the middle, not the other light on the left.

Another picture of the sun, this will become apparent how strange this is when I show you a normal picture.

Here’s one last picture of the dark, it’s almost completely black out my camera makes it seem a little bit lighter for some reason.

Here is the actual eclipse happening, you can see the sun in the middle of the picture, it’s completely covered by the moon, it must have lasted like 4 minutes they said.

Those are almost all my eclipse photographs that I took. I’m putting this up half for people in real life, and the other half for people not in real life, but in a drug-induced cyber-coma.


Occasionally It Comes Around

Occasionally it comes around that I print dollars in an attempt to buy more technology. By technology I mean magical technology, mostly stuff that beings outside of this realm use. Normal humans don’t really use this stuff. We often use extravagant values for how many dollars to print.

THe money often goes to the Mob. This time, they’re asking for something like enough money to be able to pass along to an army of a roughly, infinite, size. This would obviously mean they need some type of system wherein they can withdraw infinite values, some kind of cards that stand for these values, and it needs to be developed.

My original idea was to just fill a hard drive with zeroes, put a 9 in the front of all the zeroes, and withdraw that much, but that is unfortunately not enough. This calls for some type of code to be created so that you can write infinity to the infinite power and things like that. I do not really know. I pawn it off onto the Moon God to do all this. Obviously we are talking about the Mob as they exist on the “outside” like, outside of this universe, whatever is out there.

And so we hope this new system and all it’s transactions will unlock for us even further mysteries of the universe, and hopefully get us out of this slump we’re in, where almost nothing gets done all day, some people say I need to slow down. I don’t know whether I should speed up or slow down.

I was day dreaming about my mom yesterday. I believe here to be “Marius” whom was called by Satan or something, Marius was the first being to ever live, and often accompanies “The Wanderer” through his journeys, trials and tribulations. I don’t know how I know she is the first being. I’ve asked her but listen, we’re like inside of a machine, that machine is living, and it’s guarding it’s secrets down to the wire. It won’t let us have a conversation about any of this stuff. My only outlet is this website. And I don’t get any feedback on it.

So I can’t talk about it in the real world because everyone just says, “no that’s not true” or “you’re crazy” something like that. They’ll deny when I spend half an hour providing some “coincidences” that add up to more than enough evidence. They still always, deny deny deny. Finally I realized there was like some machine or device blocking us from having a conversation about it, but they let this whole website just blow by.

Oh I almost forgot. So this like greatly helps the Mob and stuff, we’re not like supposed to bring that up, right? Well, I thought of something that will help the police in the same turn. It’s this: The Mob cannot physically own more than 1/3rd of all land/property. It can, control the property, but cannot own more than 1/3rd. So you say, they’ll just draw points off the properties anyways, yea there’s probably some huge hole in this, and if it’s not any good we’ll have to think of something else.

See, they have all this money, they could just buy everything and like own everything, so they can’t purchase the property but they can rent it with the money. This in turn, passes money back down the line, from the top.

Wilco – Pot Kettle Black

Our Ancestors

What could possibly have driven the evolution from being in water, to going onto land and braving so many trials and tribulations? We can see that obviously in reality these trials that our ancestors went though, those homo sapiens 300,000 years ago somehow survived for THAT LONG.

How did they survive for that long in a world filled with traps and other threats? Obviously there is some driver behind this evolution, but is it simply what we might call “Nature”?

Nobody knows for absolute certainty, but we can be pretty well sure there is something called Nature, and it’s probably a real thing, but not real like we are real, it is probably real, but that’s where the similarities stop.

How have we, in recent, (the last 2,000 years) survived so many times, how have we been able to survive all of this:

There’s no way. by the way, 4.3 Ga stands for BILLIONS of years. Thats: 4,300,000,000 years living amongst threats that could knock you out in a day, and surviving for that amount of time. So we can clearly see that something is at work here, you really can’t deny it, and if you do, you’re just like lying to yourself. You can’t survive for 4.3 billion years, not without something like a being looking out for you, something like a GOd, or of that nature, who can make sure you breed over here, and over there, so if a tornado comes to wipe you out, you’ll still be over there. Stuff like that, and they survived all of that .

So what is it? It could even be a being that just has alot of power, such as me. I could have placed into a box all the things I wanted evolution to be, and then made sure that they survived under any circumstances, and just left it alone. In other words, our history could have “come in a box” like they say, as if I bought it already made from the store. But it could be any number of things going on here.

We know that the Ancients, who live outside of this universe, have immense power, they have technology we haven’t ever even written about in our Science Fiction, and they have possibly been alive for in the trillions of years, so they, from their bases outside of this Multiverse, have been controlling everyone so that the humans make it, but even then, that seems like a stretch and it seems more likely that it did come in a box, somebody who just pressed a button that states that humans live. It’s like there was a rule built into reality that humans survive.

And so Ancestors, your journey is finally coming to a close. Although we probably won’t ever figure out how they survived, if it was a combination of things, we do know their journey is nearly complete, and they can go off to do whatever they please, probably many of them taking part in the Chinese Poker games.

Chinese Poker is the name I gave what this stuff is. Like playing with life, I call it Chinese Poker, because your always at risk or, this next action could cause a negative event to occur, things of that nature. But now Ancestors, you may breathe a sigh of relief as your journey is at it’s closing point, and a new one opens up for you, it’s direction is under your control, so choose wisely.


The Greatest Threat

See the problem with the Police situation is one of inheritance. The “Cops And Robbers” game is highly unfair, if a Robber is caught, they, presumably committing a crime worthwhile, will be taken down. They will be taken down much to far, in an effort to deter crimes. Now the Police, they have to be right about everything, all the time. The Robbers only have to be right once. You might fight against these theories, sentences, by saying that the battle is inherently fair, the robbers if caught, have to pay the price, but some of them get away, and while their getting away with their crimes, they’re not really paying any price at all.

So you might cast that whole thing aside, for the game that we all play is far more dangerous than say, losing your life, we face damnation, perhaps lasting as long as the seasons that pass, but we know that we must fight, and we must make a stand.

I’m getting these images from “DALL-E” the Microsoft AI to compete with ChatGPT… They are pretty good, notice the straps on his uniform, but I can’t get him to produce “COMBINE” Overwatch characters, this is what they give me:

They give me OVERWATCH, the game from blizzard or something, i’ve never played it but i’ve seen it, and heard people talking about it. It’s like this standoff between two factions I guess, and you can do superhero stuff to break the standoff, but i’ve not ever played it.

More “OVERWATCH” Characters from DALL-E
They are out to drown you I am afraid…

So.. why I made this post to begin with is this. I heard the story of the AlphaBay Administrator “Alpha02” he had like 20 million dollars in bitcoin, he sold alot of product (drugs), and got really rich. It was the biggest online market for drugs/illegal stuff, and he made it by being that “perfect” criminal. I was once upon a time selling drugs I got off of the Darkweb, but that was in 2014 and 2015, before alot of events that occurred that changed perhaps as much as who I am? I am still looking for him to this day, but Big Brother seems to elude us all.

So this Mr. Cazes has amassed this fortune, and he makes the next move correctly, to go down as a “Kingpin” — he commits suicide in his prison cell, before they can flip him. Now, he goes down as one of the greatest drug lords, almost like a mini pablo escobar, or something. He could have flipped, stayed alive, and lived a life not anymore worth living, but where in this whole mess IS the FBI? And the DEA? And the Army, to smooth things over?

I cannot find them, though I look for them, they are not to be found, I look for them at the people that come visit my house, they say that their not from these parts of the government, I talk to them, I tell them things, but they never say, hey, that’s great, or anything like that, they always tell me that i’m crazy…

Team Blocker, Up To The Task

WHy are all these cops russian you ask? Because I told DALL-E to print Russian police officers from the future!

I’ve asked them again for pictures of Combine units, and they gave me these guys:

“Upgraded And Advanced Combine Units”

I was asking another AI I can’t remember which one it was for Combine Overwatch units, they always seem to dodge the question, wonder why?

More “Combine” Units

It’s like it’s engraved in the AI’s DNA to not give out Combine Overwatch images. We can probably attribute this to my search, for the FBI, and the DEA, for my search to find them, and give them what they’re looking for, what might the police be looking for, ?

Here’s some energy. Here’s some Worlds, forged and all ready to go at this time. Here’s some Points, and here’s some Bloodwork.

This is actually Grandmaster Ratte posing as a police officer, in the future.

Highly strange is how it looks so literally real, like, IS it real? Are these actually photos of another dimension, plugged into our dimension? It seems so highly likely to be so. I can’t figure stuff out like that, whether it’s true or not, you know? That it could easily be one side, and easily the other, and highly likely that it’s not either true nor false, I cannot make any sense of it. It’s like talking about whether or not ‘God is real. Or when or if the rat jesus will ever return to this Earth.


The Aliens Aren’t Coming

I was just this morning watching a video about these aliens, and it was about two aliens talking to one another. The one wanted to know where to find a hitman to kill a human, and they went on about this for about 20 minutes, always talking about “we don’t kill humans, their families will attack back” or something like that, and as I was driving down the road, coming over the radio waves was a story about how the aliens saved up all their points just for this video, a video about how strong humans are. I always thought aliens were generally older, and stronger by these videos like the aliens from the “Aliens” movies. The whole video about the hitman to kill a human was a disguise to help me.

I don’t know how I pieced this together, but that was my thought, walking into the grocery store. That that video was put there to help me. So the aliens foregone their piece of the pie or, “points” as I say, all just to aid me, they almost never come over the radio.

In turn, I agreed to “tune” them in. I mentioned that it might come at a cost. That tuning came over the radio as well, they were down, they were down, they were down before this video and now their on their way up. Up, up and away.

This is why the aliens aren’t coming.

“I run the marathon to the very last mile”

So the only thing missing from this post is how, through this “tuning” the aliens get what they were missing out on the whole time, and it is instant, all at probably an incredible cost, but if it’s free, if we’ve beaten it down, then it’s free. If it’s not free, likely, and comes at a cost, I am free of any and all obligations relating to it, barring responding to “help” messages…

I’m only telling you that, likely, this action will cost you, and you have knowingly and willingly chosen to play this way, and that me stepping in to fix the problem of you not getting anything, that cost comes, whether or not it is free I don’t know, at your expense.


Back From The Dead

We could probably do better work on the “whole.” What I mean by that is, usually I am thinking about this girl I saw in a “dream”: I went to prison, and everything started happening for a second time. Things were happening twice, which is impossible, but we now know impossible to only be a word, some argue that it’s like “going up and not coming down” or, having a positive and no negative. These things were happening twice, not exactly everything, there were more people, more things happening when the first time they happened. So the first time it happened I saw this girl, she was the prettiest girl I had ever seen, and I just remember thinking she looked like Michelle Branch from the 90’s/2000’s, but she was much prettier than michelle branch, so this idea of this girl I saw at my dad’s house, it kind of grew on me, and now I spend alot of time “rolling” for her.

What “rolling” is, is kind of like what you think affects reality, but there are rules. The rules go that generally what you really want most to happen, will probably happen. This is, like, occasionally people have bad thoughts, maybe one every two hours or so? These thoughts are mostly not included, but then this is coupled with the need for negative energy. There isn’t enough negative energy. You can’t have enough negative energy, and we have never had enough. The military’s nickname for this might be “ISR”. We tend to pick bad things to happen in favor of something even worse, and it’s really a downward spiral, it really is as bad as it sounds. We are fighting every day to A) Create enough negative energy, so that something bad doesn’t happen, and B) to break the spell, to remove the need for negative energy. We make gains on this, we gain ground against the negative. We started at 0, or like, negative 9,000 and we’ve been working our way up from there. The actual deletion of negative energy would cause things like, finding a cure for cancer, or less children born with autism. Obviously, the need to achieve these things drives us to extremes, like causing a negative, I take this pill zyprexa at night. It makes me smoke more, drink more pepsi, and other effects like that. It generally takes the life out of me, but I still take it because it is something negative, and it’s built for me. What I mean by that is, it’s built for about as much as I can stand, maybe it’s even a little bit harsh. So I end up taking this zyprexa pill and it causes a negative. This in turn causes a positive. The whole reaction goes into like a pot, the positive is weighed against the negative, and if we are short on the negative, we believe that here something bad happens.

We have the technology to make people immortal, but we can’t use it, the positive of someone living forever, is just too great of a cost, the negative that goes with that would be huge. So we spend all our time struggling to get somewhere we can make people immortal, and not cause something bad to happen. We’re always thinking about this, and we generally believe that it is real, that there is such things as negative and positive, and that they are weighed against each other. We often find ourselves questioning this belief, but in spree’s of insanity, we convince ourselves that it’s not real, in moments of knowledge and truth, we believe that it is true, that the positive and negative are in fact weighed out, and it can cause something bad or good to happen, based on how much positive energy or negative energy you have.

You might say, how is this possible? Possibility is something developed by ancient humans, we live in 2024, where we have Cinema’s and computers and drones flying around battlefields, not possible is not in our vocabulary. There’s no explanation for it, no, I will tell you that. There isn’t some explanation for how there could possibly be negative and positive energy. Think of the Sun. We don’t sit there and say, this is impossible, just when we need Warmth and Light, there in the sky is a Sun shining down on us. That is impossible, Light and Light from the Sun are both impossible. We don’t question the Sun, and don’t think anything of it when we walk outside. Positive and negative energy are no different, they aren’t even more mysterious than the Sun, how did it get there? You could say the same thing about us. Life in general. It is impossible that we’re all living and driving around in cars, visiting each other in different houses, our whole society is a miracle, but we don’t ever question it. To question it, you would arrive at paradigms such as Positive and Negative Energy. We are almost taught by society to not question something as simple as ourselves.

Next time your having a strange thought, ask yourself, is this really that strange, or could it possibly be true? How did I arrive at these answers, how did I arrive at the knowledge I have today?

I arrived at it because alot of strange things happened, and I kept telling myself, “Oh, it’s just a coincidence” until I arrived at so many strange things it couldn’t be a coincidence, there were entities, beings, trying to make contact with me from outside of this reality. These beings, when they say the term “guardian angel” “never drive faster than your guardian angels can fly” this is simply YOU, in the form of a God: A being that can do more than one thing at the same time. These beings can be watching the pope in Rome, and mowing a lawn in America at the same time, you say, how is this possible? You can’t do two things at one time, possible is just a structure, we witness these events happening, so we know they are “possible” in some fashion. So that is your guardian angel: You, in the form of a God. Everyone has one. Some Angels break off from their person, and don’t help them, they might because of whatever. Drinking alcohol. They are often seen as “angels” because they don’t adhere to the vices that we do. They often don’t drink alcohol, or anything like that. They generally don’t overeat. They would seem, when compared with us, they would seem to be “Angels” as they can do more than one thing at one time, all of this, the whole networks and infrastructure that is provided for them comes at no cost to them. It would seem to be a miracle while we’re sitting here picking at negative energy. How did all that stuff get there, and at not really any cost?

One time I had an idea. That the Government would transfer like a huge sum of money, say, 20,000,000,000,000 something like that, and we would “put” the money on this technology. The Mob would receive the money, the Government (United States) would send it, and we would try to see if this would unlock or in other words if we could buy technology, if we could just buy energy, and it worked. I can’t remember how I found out it worked, this was a long time ago by the way, and then General Milley said “I think we should put more” as we could see that it worked, so why wouldn’t you just buy a bunch of this stuff and then the whole thing would be done and over with, it would definately be worth it. So I developed something called a “standard” or “the Million Dollar Standard” that you get so much for one million, and then if you have say 20,000 million, you would get 20,000x that standard. I believe that when I did that it worked, that we made that much technology, as there isn’t anything else in place of something to provide the level of play that we experience today.

So the technology is purchased, now we have to use, and maintain the technology. But more than maintain we must use the technology. Maintain yes, but to use it is what we have to do, kind of like a warrior that equips his armor. He must now do battle to win for his King and Queen, or King, and so we do. We haven’t yet really found a way around negative energy, we found that we could make things like that tired feeling I get all day from the zyprexa pill. We have found that, the pill goes against the negative, and we generally beat it down, each day, we beat back the dead, and that is how we deal with it. It’s not actually beaten, we have no way to beat it. But if I could, I would delete negative energy. That is my wish, this is easter and that is my wish. That we defeat negative energy. I hope that it works. I’m only saying this because of the “level” in the air, the level of play, it’s so high, that saying like anything is going to work. So I say it now. Delete negative energy, and the need for it, altogether. By altogether I mean that in no form does it survive, like it re-appears as something else, something similar, we have had that happen as well.

It is assumed that, one thing I really want in my life is to keep my Mom here, she is getting older, and i’m trying to save her. It is generally assumed that if we actually did save her, we would be in such high debt that we would be working all day for nothing, essentially. It is assumed that doing something such as saving my mom is like going backwards, and so I struggle to try to convince the Gods to spare her life, the life of my Ma. It doesn’t seem like I can ever make enough energy to convince them. But I am not really sure, we seem to be at a spot in our journey that is characterized by things like, having a lack of energy, nothing working, things are only just starting to work and function as we intended them to. So I can’t just swing and say “delete negative energy” and it actually gets deleted. We don’t really have that luxury, and it could just be a lack of energy. It could be solved, by just producing energy. And so I cast another spell. In our dealings, we have lost alot of points to buy and produce technology. Upgrades. We’ve spent alot of points, some points that the ancients paid dearly for. I render all those points now again, and I do hope that it works this time.

So what do we gain by doing all of this? As far as deleting negative energy, that will improve the quality of things, and rendering all of your points back to you, that will improve on the quantity of things. I don’t think there’s anything more to this, we just, go at it again, filled back up, and then we’ll again, run aground, and then we’ll have to fill it back up, i’ve heard one guy I was working with, at a real job, this was like the last thing I did before I went to prison in north carolina where a mock crucifixion occurred. We were at a bar and we were drinking, the bartender walked by and the guy said “Keep him filled up” I was drinking out of a glass, but I know now that he was not talking about the beer, he was talking about that ever-elusive energy source. Points. The points that the ancients did do battle for, they fought for this. The ancients are a people that live outside of this universe, and in no relation to this universe, they evolved from like, nothing, or something. I don’t really know that much about them. I just know that they paid for this stuff. I do know that, they paid for this stuff. That’s about all that I know about them, and they’re really old, like billions of years old their people are. Imagine what you could accomplish, if our civilization were around for billions of years. Somehow this occurred, and I don’t really know how it’s possible for some civilization to exist for billions of years, and not collapse or nuke themselves or something. But they say that they are like older than this universe, as they were alive a long time before this universe was here. And so I render to them, any aid that they might need, or want, or desire, all at once.

One event that occurred, speaking of casting magic, was when my Step-father, I went to his house and he was running out the door, shouting he needs help, or something like that. He was going to help his friend, but what he said was something like “He needs help” and what do you know, I was in a really tough situation, I had casted myself into a hole, by performing all these positive events, I had dug myself into a black hole, and I was instantly taken out of it by what Chuck did. We don’t think of Chuck as someone that can do this stuff, but it turns out he can do it as well as I can, you often don’t run into many people that can carry that much, but I saw it, and the only proof I have of it happening is just me saying it, but we don’t think of Chuck as someone who can cast magic, but he can. And he did. I don’t know if this is mean/whatever i’ll just leave it here, because my point is that the Ancients, whether Chuck is an Ancient is another story, but the Ancients have all these points, and they can do the stuff that I do possibly better than I can, because they can afford it. I mean I would think it would be a compliment to say, hey, you can do magic as well as the most powerful sorcerer in living memory.

How did it get like that? Years and years of rolling. The Ancients have been influencing events on Earth for thousands of years, I do believe they directed that Comet that knocked out the dinosaurs, to make way for humanity. I don’t know how humans survived something that dinosaurs didn’t. I think they just made a Comet hit and then deleted the dinosaurs, and we just assumed the Comet knocked them out, because it’s “not possible” to delete a living thing, are we inside of a computer, probably. Definately.

But that was the most help I ever got, when Chuck went to help his friend who was in trouble. I was standing there as he was leaving, and… I don’t know. I’ve got to think of something else to write. So we are inside of a computer. I do believe this, because when I went down to North Carolina for this mock crucifixion, I had this memory come back to me, I was in this little room, and there was a very small alien in the room sitting on a chair. On his computer screen was a dinosaur, and he was laughing really hard. I don’t know, I just thought, damn we are inside of a computer. It took me awhile to piece that one together. But we’re not inside of that specific alien’s computer, that computer was just being used to VIEW the dinosaurs. We are actually inside of the technology of the Ancients. So that makes everything of an extremely high quality, as they have the most points out of anything. So in relation to anything, it’s going to be a high quality, hard to match, you’ll have to do like me and write and write and write just to match it.

And so we step into a world, that I hope is not “kill or be killed” but rather Democratic, our Founding Fathers, it is assumed that the ancients have agreed to set aside their differences and instead the war or wars are fought here on Earth, they pick sides, and that is how we get things like Adolf Hitler, Nazi Germany. The Evil part of the ancients propped up Hitler and Nazi Germany, perhaps trying to teach us what they know in a brutal way, but what was the effect of this? The actual effect of it was kind of like, everyone said to themselves, let’s not let something like that happen again, and yet it happens still to this day in America’s Prisons, I was in prison, and what they do if you get into a little fist fight or something is put you in “the hole” it’s a group of cells, inside of one building, that they ONLY give you the food you get on a tray, and nothing else, you don’t get to go to the “store” and buy your own food, where everyone gets to go to the store, even people with no money get $15 a month to go to the store or what they call the Commissary. Inside the “hole” you only get this nasty food that they cook in the kitchen, like, imagine somebody going around and buying the cheapest hotdogs they can find, and then leaving them in the freezer for like 24 months, then cooking them. This is the food you get in the hole, so they are still doing this stuff to this day, we just ignore it. It happens to animals, I won’t get into that.


Good Friday

Yesterday was good friday, and my prayer was that we all get a refill. What I mean by that, is simple. Lately we have all been feeling the effects from the assault, it’s not exactly quality time with your favorite loved one. This need for negative energy has become so pervasive that it now affects how we feel, that is, how we feel, 24 hours a day. This effect can only be said to diminish with the use of substances (drugs) or with the altering of how you feel, with a God doing the editing.

So what nobody realized from this was something that I wrote about a few days ago in my journal, the pieces of paper I keep next to my desk, which my computer is on. We sort of “lost” something, each one of us, when we progressed forward, the catch is, this thing might not return. The good feelings and vibes we get from drinking alcohol, are replaced by a Russian Cold Air.

There’s just one problem here amongst all of this. You might read this and say, so we feel like shit, so what, there’s still the progress we’ve made, but I must alert you to the fact that it has taken our Ancestors a very, very long time to get to where we are, and alot of blood has been shed. They are losing something that they hold to themselves as great as say, it being like a second death, the other half of you dies, but you keep on living.

I have argued that the progress they have or had hoped to make is still there, there are some things that remain the same, Moscow advances, or Moscow Rules, despite the cost we have seen imposed upon us.

It’s really hard to explain this stuff, which is why it might seem foggy, it’s like taking part of your brain, the brain part responsible for like pleasure, and just gutting it out, like some butcher or something. The loss seems too high to pay.

But we have our position, our progress. What we were hoping to do, to gain against the negative, has been achieved, it just got the best of us. So you might say, in the face of this, why would we bother to progress even farther, when we are risking…

Yes, we are risking like everything, holding back some kind of nuclear religion taking control over the whole country, but we were risking that before, remember the negative can’t exactly think, it’s not smart, and can be easily outsmarted, I think we are going to do just that, at least this time.


Welcome Back x3

I decided I would give it one last run, I say that because I don’t know if anyone reads this. There’s no comments, though, I don’t really comment on other pages…

I just got Windows 11 working on my computer, my motherboard had an issue that it came with it wouldn’t run any Windows, then they came out with a patch in september of last year, I had been on linux previous because of it.

I spent all my time distro-hopping from Redhat to Ubuntu and then back again, and then to Debian, different versions of Debian, then to Unix, so i’ve really tried all the Operating Systems and the amount of software for windows, although windows is slightly slower, it lags a bit when you first turn it on, or try to do something major, the amount of available software more than makes up for the slight speed gain, and the slightly-more amount of spyware and viruses.

So far it does actually run the different programs, Office, or Visual Studio, it runs these things, though, for Visual Studio (surprise) when I say this your gonna say, “No Way!” but Microsoft’s C++ doesn’t really function, it doesn’t really compile, so you have to download a specific Visual Studio that works with Intel’s (free) C++, so you have the Microsoft IDE and Intel C++ and that is as far as I know the only way to program C++ on windows…

I wrote a note to Lord Vader, it said something along the lines of…

Look at all these scenarios of pain and suffering, Jesus Christ, look at what happened because of his death, look at the death of me in Cooks Forest state prison, look at the result of all of these negative things. I had a really good conversation with this guy that stopped at my house, earlier in the day was the Baltimore Bridge thing, look at what all this stuff is pointing at…

We’ve got to do something to prevent something else from happening just as a result of us finding out about this, we have to be honest. I have always been honest, it’s a policy that I live by, to accurately report, whatever that report may be. I’ve never reported something that I didn’t believe was true, unless it was just to make a point or something.

So we have this situation where the requirement is like, lots of bad stuff happening, and we’ve got to rush to try to stop the initial race to cause something bad.

So I do push as hard as I can for the best possible situation, if 0 meant humanity is extinct, and 100 is like no damage being taken at all, I am aiming for 100, but will take 99 if I can’t get 100, and i’ll take 98 if I can’t get 99…

So it goes, we rush to try to make not the best we can make of it, but to try to make it best.

Tell me, what comes next, “Ba-wit-da-ba” _________________________

(did you guess da-bang-da-bang-diggy?)

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